I feel like loneliness will never let me go.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf42uNpxfd
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj5ckOCuJM
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghhII8pdl2
people I can turn to—any time—23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo9dLTu7zn
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxzO6NI6sH
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyEbzOxdBY
someone who chooses them,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJePHt7t51G
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBdDCVSlTD
I don’t have siblings,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Iri9JSMux
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZrGAt6EAQ
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sv5m1o0DO
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gEAKnOriV
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaATYyvzkKQ
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE6pNvwdlm
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdtcUsCZkH
but maybe it’s worse.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSSrFGvNCc
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5TUyKBVij
I can’t.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVZ62rHjOd
Because if I go,23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKn4wV7E7i
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ldgiyNzl4
I would support him, and he would support me.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgjrlrVJKL
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8nqd54nlr
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SIqz6fKV3
when it was my turn to enter adult life—23Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0B2vUDLpB
I was alone.
