I feel like loneliness will never let me go.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmtklpty9V
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHoyVwoxbj
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtJdNbF89H
people I can turn to—any time—297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6CabOCzq7
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8weHE3Wf3
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hVMycH66o
someone who chooses them,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yKq3qxMxX
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XmwuXk91A
I don’t have siblings,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvGBKVBGPy
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF2qoQ7doX
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0jKpKwJJD
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EAnQCJL3u
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm59mG8TinZ
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkACnP62up
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMteiy5UV0z
but maybe it’s worse.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xYLGfbfDx
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5akDCWHKfV
I can’t.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p4uQdjenB
Because if I go,297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoqJ3jn08o
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNZOxBxXOJ
I would support him, and he would support me.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26bf1e3MO9
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XXU9UhuLi
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKSJwR88PN
when it was my turn to enter adult life—297Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdNnry3PV6
I was alone.
