Who am I?25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAicmARvYc
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBzfQ96JBt
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi32xm8I90
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo710Hg6iL0
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQtJp8DreE
but I feel like I’m stuck.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdeHBNCDcq
I don’t know what I want.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AmRi11sJq
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3hNHDbrAK
I want to have a dream.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YZKF8cSlN
Have a goal.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kDtMv9AQR
Try to achieve it...25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJIp0pBQXj
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3THruDJJNu
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVZA2nDbHW
I’m alone, trying to dream,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6E1YUVvO4
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV03bLGZKrt
after a long journey,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK1GTsV1Je
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsDmAsS2Pp
