Who am I?156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp4eWkwYbE
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDFf5rDtYK
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvKiYVuA7K
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLWh2bHsHC
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoWAMItrdv
but I feel like I’m stuck.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8hnqkHT1H
I don’t know what I want.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL9Fa133HF
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCcYkyxdKG
I want to have a dream.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmUZO4KxN8
Have a goal.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuigJf3vi6
Try to achieve it...156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aauk0ZoyH
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5sePTC8FV
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn46LeeYwNt
I’m alone, trying to dream,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEsNvPpUX6
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k2HN1u2eI
after a long journey,156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdgySLNZDM
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...156Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafhW9doY1t
