I wish I could understand why I feel this way315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcSf88vTNo
Why flying doesn't feel the same 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SlkIZVjyG
And the lows don't seem to fade315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAAcAUc1v8
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFyfycF3eo
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMd5s14IaB
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xJLkUJhVY
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHUT8RIyiH
I'll convert this pain into something that works 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUeIzgO7WX
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9xRtJYMff
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48ytwmdi1e
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiCkkCbFdp
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJZ9mcNkkz
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH2HTG4Tub
The breathing turns to drowning 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0vOroJ4yr
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpd3KUYlZi
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk0zgXiN9Y
But no one welcomes me with open arms315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRY4WIbLh0
Their love is fictitious 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtnf18O9N2
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQWFY95ehy
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb27ltn1g9
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynSXSvGgn5
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0TJAlklmJ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9IXonAs6I
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Z7Sfoy1V
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6mdHj5qWx
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeHZt2Cmtc
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRmSK8Idfr
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUa1UN4DMS
They get their way, nothing remains the same315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu8n28dIrN
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaFDgJqq6c
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3WjDkXVtr
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf30qOYS4NM
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUxj3W1GSq
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc576ceZzwy
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmwjkVETH6
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6pGFZeUBl
But full of myself and always on time 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUJYRWJChf
I admit that the crime is mine 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUb4Xn8yvE
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz8E2WqkOn
The devil will lose his incentive 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ecGZU5wY
The weak little girl, poisoned 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhfAzJQjJA
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJj9lPYCOW
Brick by brick 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnxfUY3eFn
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxNXYAs8vA
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspln2A2M2L
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkqw37rODY
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaBDZZqcVv
It's still right there 315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE1nGSNIjk
The devil on my shoulder
