I wish I could understand why I feel this way266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHomRV8aYn
Why flying doesn't feel the same 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneo1OSw2GF
And the lows don't seem to fade266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtBG6aoi4Z
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSjpfMzftg
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTDUG5uuG1
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7uGKvI4GW
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP2eNsJdRA
I'll convert this pain into something that works 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99hUmr117o
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmrp7pTwR7
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcw8KnoA5w
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNbCvRtNDy
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w4beaWhVm
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xtl6qEPnp
The breathing turns to drowning 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaNcrKE6Pr
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuvqeeteKC
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3pu2pUwgU
But no one welcomes me with open arms266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQAq9sIGMC
Their love is fictitious 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt4L8vNY4N
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk72JVnlfZo
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFps0YYcicj
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSweMJchQEM
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufCCEPTj54
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWQM9dfdUs
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4FThnahHv
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltvtp12lX8
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaok0prVvyD
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiwgnZLuOg
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThhI7gLIt1
They get their way, nothing remains the same266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNpoa5wZLl
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu1C86mXZV
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ431N2j9WSL
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0lfqAtrB9
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnYoIHCsnX
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gpn9leDlh
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtfPpENzFx
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNli3ACSz4L
But full of myself and always on time 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgPqU6Ib0G
I admit that the crime is mine 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFbXtkKX1r
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0whUebGbwI
The devil will lose his incentive 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZABYANebV
The weak little girl, poisoned 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPCmsWbCgE
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eyb4DG7Cv
Brick by brick 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaFcgH35y2
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes8aLaiOeE
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30WAAcwJt5
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfI8CgZZCT
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe2MoTHIWk
It's still right there 266Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmruyOwhmyb
The devil on my shoulder
