I wish I could understand why I feel this way264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4LBgbpMqx
Why flying doesn't feel the same 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tmiahz5L3
And the lows don't seem to fade264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRINCrnXNL
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksOuN6Wqyg
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWjQTkTG0h
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7fgA65tBK
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0CAjTrWTn
I'll convert this pain into something that works 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT9xpwxfWd
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCruW7aPG0
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehUoHwofpl
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SplcnMskG
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulpjQqVP3L
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSanHyjHosA
The breathing turns to drowning 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LL0grMugO
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop6kQKpM0w
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdfrO3WDNS
But no one welcomes me with open arms264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuGg5V986Z
Their love is fictitious 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcYAbNiB3
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl3apBMhjG
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyhgE8PBJy
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEZoFAjvr3
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUpt6JjM8J
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu7iELUpJ2
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwluKc5uvL
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4F1EY2rjE
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm1OrGbVK7
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztHXp6lfTj
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPhu5473U9
They get their way, nothing remains the same264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yQbRR1l8A
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tkdowb64B
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVKTtyYpQt
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUEdbimpyN
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uwrw97yZk
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR5KbIrCuF
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlkSch9sAr
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1UXGaCAEV
But full of myself and always on time 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ10bShPVy
I admit that the crime is mine 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNsACDXMLv
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkTQF9q8Mw
The devil will lose his incentive 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQpKjVuBCm
The weak little girl, poisoned 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOVikoHYJb
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiS6TeujRZ
Brick by brick 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34ZpWbCaMq
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEHeswkwgM
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2RrzaImGZ
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAJlSrXZk1
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8AmusGHm0
It's still right there 264Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c7irIQZLW
The devil on my shoulder
