我攞起咖啡,加入少少白糖,為既就係減少咖啡因帶來既苦澀。146Please respect copyright.PENANAQJFtxCl7nC
成件事會唔會好矛盾呢?明知咖啡係苦,點解要特登加糖落去改變佢原本既味道呢。146Please respect copyright.PENANA5SIAfSVO1I
有啲事,就算你點努力去改,一萬年都唔會變。146Please respect copyright.PENANAVLBX7r6g7r
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嗎?146Please respect copyright.PENANAVdj4J14mTR
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自從見完Jessie半年後,佢Whatsapp status狀態一直都係處於下線中。146Please respect copyright.PENANARncqXY9E58
可想而知,佢一直都冇覆我,好似人間蒸發左一樣。146Please respect copyright.PENANAb9GjeZQFUh
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出於好奇心,呢半年黎我一直都透過佢身邊啲朋友問下佢最近既動向。146Please respect copyright.PENANAbFy9CVfLaK
但係得到既都係「唔知呀」「冇聯絡好耐喇」「你失戀傻撚左呀?」146Please respect copyright.PENANAtbsVmZUUF6
冇錯,大家都知道我係Last day既時候比Jessie飛左。146Please respect copyright.PENANAYCoDg5TTRW
但係,妳果晚點解要突然出現,突然講話好鍾意我?146Please respect copyright.PENANAYth5PTN8hv
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呢半年黎,我每一日都過得好心不在焉。146Please respect copyright.PENANAY6ziALRN96
我好掛住Jessie,好掛住佢。146Please respect copyright.PENANA8sKrAPpvPS
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叮~146Please respect copyright.PENANAgDSIsZ53sE
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我媽媽send左段訊息比我。146Please respect copyright.PENANA0wg8fXiNDp
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「仔,今日房屋署好似寄左封信俾我地,你返去幫我睇下,我放左係櫃桶度。」146Please respect copyright.PENANAul0AWGo2LX
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我send左個OK既emoji比佢之後,就慢慢咁行返屋企。146Please respect copyright.PENANA0L9kOOxdf2
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返到屋企,望下門外既信封箱,發現原來我都已經一段時間冇負責拆信了。146Please respect copyright.PENANA5iw7oSbMW9
每當有啲重要信件,我呀媽都會同我講聲,所以一直以黎我都冇主動去做呢樣嘢。146Please respect copyright.PENANAC2bpqTm68m
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拉開櫃桶,第一個就係房屋署既文件,正當我打算關左佢既時候。146Please respect copyright.PENANAmiriGhiRj7
「To James, Jessie」既文件映入我眼簾,我手開始震,已經攞唔穩任何野。146Please respect copyright.PENANAyCZrMijBpB
我好震驚,好嬲,好自責。146Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZkZA5A5cT
我好嬲我呀媽冇同我講?我好嬲自己我檢查信件?我好自責自己冇早啲發現呢封信...146Please respect copyright.PENANAKP8mukdiks
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過左一陣,心情恢復返,我即刻打電話比老母問佢做咩唔同我講有信件比我。146Please respect copyright.PENANAbd21qsbPYb
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「咁見你呢排都好似唔開心咁,咪打算之後同你講咯」146Please respect copyright.PENANAG1CLzJ9xc8
「咩信咁重要呀?」146Please respect copyright.PENANAeGcffp00Qn
「你講野態度可唔可以好啲呀?」146Please respect copyright.PENANA0SCmI5Jrva
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我太嬲,果斷地cut左佢線。146Please respect copyright.PENANAngHFkvv2fA
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攞住封信返左間房,total有三封。146Please respect copyright.PENANAPsWSIHFCI2
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【第一封】146Please respect copyright.PENANALlI8XCJtel
「Hi James,你睇到呢封信既時候,我諗你已經whatsapp唔到我喇,對唔住好多野黎唔切同你講,但係我真係開。心可以見返你,雖然一齊既時間好短,但係呢種感覺好似返左去中學既時候咁。146Please respect copyright.PENANAF1upkMuRAI
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希望你唔好唔開心啦,我因為一啲事情所以同外界斷左聯繫,但係我地可以寫信呀!146Please respect copyright.PENANApDhd4ioRBA
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Love,146Please respect copyright.PENANAu9lUIlD12A
Jessie」146Please respect copyright.PENANAsYeNTBnjrL
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睇完呢封信,我既淚水莫名地留下。146Please respect copyright.PENANAeA73tSHrdi
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【第二封】146Please respect copyright.PENANAj0KY5CapZ1
「Hi James! 做咩仲唔回信呀,再唔回信俾我就嬲你架喇,哼!不過我有啲野想同你講,我對唔住隱瞞左你咁耐,其實我想趁仲有力氣既時候解釋返中學Last day果日我點解拒絕你。146Please respect copyright.PENANAN5DAAcnnrI
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我中四果年比醫院診斷為後天性腦癌,但係好彩高中三年病情仲未惡化,感謝老天爺比我陪到你,經歷左咁多開心既事。Last day果日我拒絕你係因為我屋企人打算帶我去美國治療,以香港既醫療條件,等待我既只有前往天堂的路。146Please respect copyright.PENANA32yx2xKdme
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過左Last day我下一日就同屋企人飛左去美國,對唔住,冇同你講。我話我有男朋友其實係呃你架。146Please respect copyright.PENANAmIbA25MnLu
但係點解我會返黎香港呢,因為我屋企人為左我既醫療開支,積蓄都已經洗得七七八八,我索性同佢地講不如聽天由命吧,我同屋企人都嘈左一段時間,但係因為我唔忍心見度佢地繼續承擔巨大既支出,所以我都係堅持唔需要繼續接受治療。146Please respect copyright.PENANA09tWSITaEw
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到寫緊信呢一刻,醫生話我如果唔接受治療,剩低既時間就只有半年。146Please respect copyright.PENANAV20Clt5RON
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Love,146Please respect copyright.PENANAr80IOlZTWG
Jessie」146Please respect copyright.PENANAG0cpKQoQ7j
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我呢一刻好無助,原來佢發生左咁多野,我咩都唔知,點解我可以咁無用。146Please respect copyright.PENANA45VMG5Y0dq
睇返寄信既時間,正正係六個月前。雖然我唔想往壞方向諗,但係我大概知道最後一封信既內容係咩,我有種不祥既預感。