Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzP4k4BuTU
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpTKHT0xW4
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OvgHBZFf6
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYylE8DsOiH
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigrV6QMjoq
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhhM1qaZSu
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqWbKdiqZG
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnrWtKvftt
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK5bK599gU
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2jOrZxKlq
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlE8cbj34s
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedrV5d2Y93
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7SaWiavKg
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN18XCVtyqI
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcUrN6Pa4d
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf34gdtVkZ
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7V0SycNHp
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9LXIe0N0a
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHFzChfJYg
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kotoba wa shiranai
nagareteiku mizu no yukue ni
kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbXFpVckuo
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36SYk7FJIn
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM70HWsTSV
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVKahicGsP
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f9UOS2tDR
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVLG5x6pNv
Come one there has to be some way to…147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPXsrADyH7
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w8zElWw7R
Lucinda! 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2ZBHLsW3h
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog3PAtLEhi
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjKP5VYsDg
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x5bmSNNdn
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawmZTFFC1V
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dMieLG1Bi
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fX5dg2Tk1
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpP8680SWX
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbHdtef5IJ
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40Ia2WCZgF
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmFn8vgrBZ
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXyuTAG34d
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBDRkk584P
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOtjcq2JYo
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z9eVqK4o7
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AP9mrzqrr
“Hello, how can I help…” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU16LuJiV3
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuznN9fuY8
“H-Hello again. Um…”147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J3qDotRau
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90t4HTBk0K
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6Q11Rf6xg
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzD3NfKWmF
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSzHbakmoP
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHWMmbpW1l
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ6g4s7WAV
I only nod as I enter the building.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhNjEAuiIF
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGiuqutAmu
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BFTdLTICy
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAfvk3TjpW
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE03DAPo3Tz
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ7NbbhujU
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FFlmeXmK1
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2bZ12FxAF
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVKZrTT1Gd
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc2UZTBAlw
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRBYBUs8UU
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFmmrYkCMp
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgziuQZBrr7
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaimNpkdz5V
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7M46v7vXV3
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBHYS8Sy6o
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRgdxIIceg
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsFsYXiMLb
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNGqXUYhip
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYWzpZoGby
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhBvN4xRcX
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaOQteRL9T
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqhFHNIEPG
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT5x0Grbz2
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mg0DgBcOQ
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaj9iXowXv
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXhAqOeyGs
I laugh a little.147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrKTCB3WQQ
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXZu6n5My0
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ak0x0dVJ9
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 147Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nJp41KPLp
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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