赤紅色的頭髮、金色的眼眸,比起其他同級生還要高一點的個子加上有點未消嬰兒肥的臉蛋。189Please respect copyright.PENANAOB5jqVAKxw
189Please respect copyright.PENANAnGntH6Bhfb
189Please respect copyright.PENANARRJAgKHb8v
好想佔有。189Please respect copyright.PENANAd0zmB4Shmt
189Please respect copyright.PENANAFUmBI8HxhB
……擁有這種心情的我,很扭曲。189Please respect copyright.PENANAlg3Fcqcprm
189Please respect copyright.PENANAcud7KqNYkQ
189Please respect copyright.PENANAEIexI2DdLD
——這是關於水宮 耀,剛認識火樹光瀬的故事。189Please respect copyright.PENANADRQ87CUSa7
189Please respect copyright.PENANAs240C0SosR
189Please respect copyright.PENANAoDzywzzxzh
£189Please respect copyright.PENANA1pDhqvFoOr
189Please respect copyright.PENANAfpNZ846q9f
189Please respect copyright.PENANAuwAJ6oK5iT
光瀬君是一個乖巧的孩子。189Please respect copyright.PENANAwveiH7NXrk
189Please respect copyright.PENANAgah7FHzAjm
我看得出來,他其實一點也不笨,他會偷偷把正確答案改成錯誤的然後讓我教導他,以讓我賺取這微薄的成就感,體貼的孩子,這是第一印象。189Please respect copyright.PENANAAJUc1Yjvi1
189Please respect copyright.PENANAJdwwVo0BAN
189Please respect copyright.PENANAmlPpSSdIo2
他好像跟奈奈相處得不錯,果然還是同齡人比較有話題聊……但,算了吧,下次家教時就不帶上奈奈了,這樣比較好。189Please respect copyright.PENANAVbjXKdZ9sl
189Please respect copyright.PENANAKjLABp1Svo
189Please respect copyright.PENANAj6boYg5wqu
爸爸媽媽一直想把我送出國呢……家教只是一種拖延方法而已,還能撐多久呢?我很害怕,奈奈是個天才,我很害怕讓所有人失望,只能用僅存一點點的專長(其實根本算不上專長)來讓自己好受一些,找到自我存在的價值。189Please respect copyright.PENANAwzZ0tngw50
189Please respect copyright.PENANAmxizVbFTeT
讀書、家教……怎麼辦呢,如果光瀬君哪天也變得不體貼不溫柔不顧及我的面子後,我的能力與自尊心就變得一無是處了。189Please respect copyright.PENANAWjYQa1n3bz
189Please respect copyright.PENANAWNf5KGTKyb
189Please respect copyright.PENANAPcWAbj5JcG
我不能沒有光瀬君。189Please respect copyright.PENANAxREnJWbFcF
189Please respect copyright.PENANAdRZqk7GUjR
189Please respect copyright.PENANAZtFwJlpGDq
支配與佔有慾,算不算一種愛呢?189Please respect copyright.PENANA7DRTq32ffh
189Please respect copyright.PENANAOplGLXe6ll
至少我認為爸爸媽媽是這樣愛我的。189Please respect copyright.PENANAVQvJN8FEUb
189Please respect copyright.PENANAiXV9oxjxeb
189Please respect copyright.PENANAennvDe2I9o
&189Please respect copyright.PENANACaLvutPzcT
189Please respect copyright.PENANAia9f4rN2yH
189Please respect copyright.PENANApkGc1Tha2h
“水宮同學,妳這次的論文表現非常好。”189Please respect copyright.PENANAUICJMApmqd
189Please respect copyright.PENANAyQJEmInUu5
“謝謝教授。”我環視了一下整間辦公室,教授把我叫過來就是為了誇讚我的論文嗎?不過這也讓我鬆了口氣,至少只要我努力,就永遠能當個優秀的乖小孩,“教授,我聽說你現在還受任當國中的教師是真的嗎?我想詢問一下關於教育業的問題。”189Please respect copyright.PENANAx3H1wHLzE0
189Please respect copyright.PENANArIm98UM0kV
189Please respect copyright.PENANACgiznW3xgc
我眼前的這位教授,是專門被聘請來到大學演講的,他是一名非常優秀的教育學家,擁有不同於現代的理念,總是在台上或者新聞裡侃侃而談。189Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2kLRGEIdm
189Please respect copyright.PENANAg0xTjf93Vt
189Please respect copyright.PENANAnnr4yADvlb
“啊……這種事情嗎,我可以慢慢告訴妳。”眼前的人推了推眼鏡,然後扯著領帶站起。189Please respect copyright.PENANAnCqik8DEXk
189Please respect copyright.PENANA7u4ppR2SY5
189Please respect copyright.PENANAaxWWbc4QD7
“謝謝您……欸?”189Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3JIvcokbv
189Please respect copyright.PENANAarl8yXW5CA
189Please respect copyright.PENANAMSUg2ktR3G
眼前只有一片黑暗。189Please respect copyright.PENANAjqfdtEyLLP
189Please respect copyright.PENANAZXCYhio3fZ
我被吃掉了。189Please respect copyright.PENANAC5PrRaY2GY
189Please respect copyright.PENANANiWEYqgATI
189Please respect copyright.PENANAFN9WDi6Ob1
被家人的期許、自我的信念、還有眼前的惡魔,禿鷹把我的骨頭當成牙籤剃了剃,至此我再無用處,我活著嗎?我數次問過自己,但無論我如果尖叫哭喊奮力蹬腿,都只是徒勞,他只差沒掐住我的脖子羞辱我了,眼中的水窪和氤氳也不知怎地直接蒸發,我弄丟了所有的,東西。189Please respect copyright.PENANAl51ZMuL0x8
189Please respect copyright.PENANAXq0J7C16hI
現在的我只是乏人問津的殘次品。189Please respect copyright.PENANAvya4twaLlG
189Please respect copyright.PENANAC8vsGTku9l
189Please respect copyright.PENANAkHRUdm8Aoa
沒有價值。189Please respect copyright.PENANAst9mTJ7s1E
189Please respect copyright.PENANAvaa9e2MAQr
189Please respect copyright.PENANAnlP8BV66Iy
&189Please respect copyright.PENANAacosNMs1Jc
189Please respect copyright.PENANAU8ehAQuTdY
189Please respect copyright.PENANAc4XQPjXUiv
數不清的罪孽,洗不乾淨的身軀。189Please respect copyright.PENANAHuiO1oTmo5
189Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Xm8eWrjj
高尚的靈魂?……我沒有那種東西。189Please respect copyright.PENANABFyDC1KMFE
189Please respect copyright.PENANAieVZSMq8hd
189Please respect copyright.PENANA21WkCFtQt1
我沒有崩潰,只是在想,美工刀是否能殺人?189Please respect copyright.PENANAozALA58hzY
189Please respect copyright.PENANADQ5QS8GMVR
189Please respect copyright.PENANAPinLB5LVrD
“姐姐……妳在寫什麼?”189Please respect copyright.PENANA5UazJXajYb
189Please respect copyright.PENANARXXLns3mO9
189Please respect copyright.PENANALJqgCPdryp
啊,奈奈洗完澡進房間了啊。189Please respect copyright.PENANAQWz8GsQwbY
189Please respect copyright.PENANA0rM4KzJA6R
我回頭給了奈奈一個溫婉的笑容,輕聲告訴她只是給一個喜歡的朋友寫信而已,不是很重要。189Please respect copyright.PENANAbDkDfBZfk5
189Please respect copyright.PENANAzped86sZNb
189Please respect copyright.PENANAu0ZyAfGMZv
“姐姐,我是來跟妳說明天我們考完試……”189Please respect copyright.PENANArF74w21fLH
189Please respect copyright.PENANAJhkF8krKpU
“我知道,”她說的我們是指她和光瀬,“我會去恭喜你們考完。”189Please respect copyright.PENANAaxbQpozvbf
189Please respect copyright.PENANACZ4XMkHmMa
189Please respect copyright.PENANAGyctXg9by8
奈奈開心的像個孩子(雖然她本來就是,不過也不小了),然後蹦蹦跳跳地回到房間。189Please respect copyright.PENANAUsekbdXEVt
189Please respect copyright.PENANArX0jr9MmlR
189Please respect copyright.PENANA4CMKmxfy5I
我小心翼翼地疊好紙張,即使還沒寫完,也先放入信封袋內以免弄丟,隨意塞進一個抽屜,拖著臉頰開始想著,我該怎麼自刎……或是說,怎麼把它假裝成自刎。189Please respect copyright.PENANAslvfQfjsnp
189Please respect copyright.PENANAGxW8DibmUU
189Please respect copyright.PENANAkBElC2chNG
我不能沒有光瀬君。189Please respect copyright.PENANAlhNtQGac7q
189Please respect copyright.PENANAN2Ni8IZhYn
但我早已丟失了我自己。189Please respect copyright.PENANAbMGIeyzFOB
189Please respect copyright.PENANAxT26fYNv6C
189Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lub0J5iin
&189Please respect copyright.PENANArRASnOQ1nt
189Please respect copyright.PENANAvHCLUmQ34e
189Please respect copyright.PENANA9RjrUocGjm
染滿鮮血的手啊……原來是我的。189Please respect copyright.PENANAqr7WnBuXLN
189Please respect copyright.PENANA0kSaLU9lMM
好痛,這就是活著的證明嗎?189Please respect copyright.PENANA2wOGvMyyZA
189Please respect copyright.PENANAuKdJVT9u2A
那男孩沒事吧?啊……不行,我開始耳鳴了。189Please respect copyright.PENANAJRAxSXvJDP
189Please respect copyright.PENANA8U8ziOmmD4
189Please respect copyright.PENANAfsBinsJn30
信,信沒寫完呢,給爸爸媽媽跟奈奈的根本還沒……給光瀬的也只寫了一半吧,有傳達到我的心意嗎?189Please respect copyright.PENANAL4fv85wexM
189Please respect copyright.PENANA5DWcjPiJRV
189Please respect copyright.PENANAmjZIkjpKvU
我很喜歡你的,真的,你是第一個不會給我帶來壓力的人,所以……別看我這副懦弱的模樣。189Please respect copyright.PENANAbwFrXA6FcD
189Please respect copyright.PENANAXk856ikgrB
189Please respect copyright.PENANAnOZr9UtsWu
“光……瀬……?”189Please respect copyright.PENANAthlq217TB3
189Please respect copyright.PENANAvmktG04iZv
189Please respect copyright.PENANAFobkXReQSC
耳鳴太嚴重了,視線也開始模糊,不知道是豆大雨水還是光瀬淚水滴到我的頰上有些溫熱,我能感受到,他緊握住我蒼白卻沾滿鮮紅的手心,但意識已經開始剝離。189Please respect copyright.PENANAbCwfmJUIWk
189Please respect copyright.PENANAolCdQ4LU7o
189Please respect copyright.PENANA8Nx8oxy903
啊……不用擔心達不到標準了,不用擔心是不是得照著爸爸媽媽的步調走了,也不用再想起那個可怖的夜晚……想點好的吧,例如,和光瀬君在櫻花樹下的相遇、與奈奈相處開心的時光。189Please respect copyright.PENANA3W9eGPziIF
189Please respect copyright.PENANAFsG76hpaW4
189Please respect copyright.PENANAKX1RRQEcMz
是啊,奈奈,我真怕妳也成為犧牲品。189Please respect copyright.PENANApnKppnR9mU
189Please respect copyright.PENANA7YOUr8ATT6
——我可憐的妹妹啊。