今天一整天都在昏睡137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqkA1CpjfN
原本沒打算要發日記137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G8eDEa5O4
但突然冒出一個念頭137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpkCSYEzfQ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1clr163n4
跟 看到未來137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpqseCR4Aw
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCm9DU0hcb
能等到結婚生子137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mqQ3DTqAA
有我的孩子137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfXQRvBG4S
我自己的孩子137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97afcownNt
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmK2zI2v91
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo0CZyiJhm
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxmp6gjpzl
我會變成什麼樣子？137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxeybq0Pix
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIF1zq8rAZ
沒有愛的人137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWjepERBNE
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8g5ClxRe6y
好像是在逃避什麼137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3ZRhYx3Ub
又像在渴求什麼137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ta6t8B90G
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV5VPXsXOm
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCO96RFwIs
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORNFs4nMh6
請容許我幼稚下去吧137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCo8m1p8jF
這禮拜學校出了不少事137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuATOf8ANl
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwMQYBerZd
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmSsX4rd5d
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEEUTNiMF7
所以不清楚137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9CgAdhb0l
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Pz8xdLaB
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEGPbbotee
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO9L49VZnq
大概是這種想法吧137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3ofO3y7L3
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubAp337Qe6
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB7OfiPYpz
會選在大家都看得到的地方137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlS9AE1TtA
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2P2bXWS4Q
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOZQ4rd1e5
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFCypXkj6v
我也是137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGK1CFD7VZ
