今天一整天都在昏睡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkbD3OuTEU
原本沒打算要發日記194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoii7EPWqy
但突然冒出一個念頭194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe0RpFwNQv
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vN3tUi2Pv
跟 看到未來194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKbWGRRTfr
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5eNuFDC68
能等到結婚生子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb0tnBJB0a
有我的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyT7aehCSm
我自己的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtTWwRFrPq
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkqEcrVoaP
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdcj4TfwmF
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIh2SDSGve
我會變成什麼樣子？194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRNloi7zo5
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaAQaCTZtA
沒有愛的人194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1oIgCg2mA
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBT6toFfgy
好像是在逃避什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcv0qj2fMV
又像在渴求什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFAbeTmeHV
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDDYtWIwLI
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JpeQgzxXk
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7u80XPr0S
請容許我幼稚下去吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBwZiqchrp
這禮拜學校出了不少事194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre9m0Jo4U6
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmztdUQ8YxS
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtkax6a9hz
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBZ1A001E4
所以不清楚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgmbzuBrxG
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53QAjRmfgv
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfFdMOME3R
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUf8LxdDIc
大概是這種想法吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbTkoAQAgZ
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXc3OzOyQo
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fc6yrEUoJ
會選在大家都看得到的地方194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0mpcTsoeT
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjWVK7EECo
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSYVdKOVta
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf7F02E93M
我也是194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WIp8KbWiy
