今天一整天都在昏睡138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VlJTrgiod
原本沒打算要發日記138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjzyw85RKl
但突然冒出一個念頭138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27bQsNCRZh
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhgaAwquUh
跟 看到未來138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIioKfEwF6r
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHUnwHmu87
能等到結婚生子138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2puOLyWeS
有我的孩子138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd5X3MPSOk
我自己的孩子138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9gdHmJdmk
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GxoKHUXIx
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR0icQiqHk
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT94BCkpDuV
我會變成什麼樣子？138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1UlitCZqK
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUvPu2DTVC
沒有愛的人138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7Ndh88aZL
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOChXx3sRtw
好像是在逃避什麼138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwihNfyyyzl
又像在渴求什麼138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEgSmvqWXd
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZHXJazCTo
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9zlzz8tWm
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDhVqBhhAA
請容許我幼稚下去吧138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF8MMjYS2x
這禮拜學校出了不少事138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz4L039f3V
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHiDf6H9Zs
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6JZo4jMRt
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHJoHqcV9P
所以不清楚138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSKsyE2kdx
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZoidiGNY0
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YcyzVebcs
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBgsktsqED
大概是這種想法吧138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22VL00wHAq
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZYdtxFbj4
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJrglFythm
會選在大家都看得到的地方138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MsUJ7jPiU
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboPDbXkw5k
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo14hgDcRh
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtVataRzSP
我也是138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0JKsLQ9Yi
