直到太陽近乎消失，房門被人敲響：「希渝，係我。」係紫悅嘅聲線，然後係開門聲。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwXmSkDZvJ
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我一直攤喺窗邊冇郁過，望住外面被染上橘黃色嘅天空。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nsnVgUgK8
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「發生咩事…！點解你會…」大概係望到我手腳上因為掙扎而造成嘅傷痕，紫悅好驚訝。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqyJDdCUTV
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我一言不發，視線半毫米都冇移動過。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oZ9Ktgcyt
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「我去拎醫藥箱…！」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb8Vyqve8g
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紫悅返嚟之後，開始幫我包紮手腳上嘅傷。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8udtkTijkz
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVYkbs9EQD
「我知道，今日嘅葬禮你係好想去，但係…如果因為咁而傷害到自己嘅話，實在太唔值得，」被紫悅觸碰嘅傷口傳來劇烈刺痛，但內心一啲感覺都冇。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuJBMPyXWF
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紫悅表情一沉：「因為呢一件，係卯月最唔想見到嘅事。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIr6wIKTiW
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOueUkya8u
「值得…。」我輕聲細語。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiQMRCX4U2
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJv6j26ENn
「嗯？你講咩呀？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE59Ll2wjQ
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我知道，我咩都知道。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVSuGlcB5A
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK0LQsCCMV
卯月唔想再見到嗰個因為懦弱而不斷失去嘅我；我都係一樣，唔想再見到呢個殘破不堪嘅自己，所以…702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPGBxATSU6
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我一手奪過紫悅手上用來裁剪紗布嘅剪刀，然後往髮上一揮——702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zyOaawcHr
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0iQvB90Id
「希渝…？」一束束飄落嘅髮絲，伴隨紫悅嘅驚呼散落到房間地上。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchhsnHlb2O
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa9l6kNI0z
直到頭髮變成剛過肩嘅長度，我先願意收手。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7SY13ryaD
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ZUonWyip
「…點解你要咁樣做？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pIqMlrPFo
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2Qp9SZOKG
「由出世到而家都未剪過短髮，想試吓咩感覺。」我對紫悅笑說。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4tUYxUU53
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYVB4gHdAO
我撥弄雜亂不齊嘅髮尾，後背傳來還未習慣嘅颯爽感覺。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO0NXGuYk9
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xh7cSeLmg
「但你都唔使一次過…」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5LlPPDMVd
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88ZkGwAyYb
「紫悅，我有啲嘢想同你講。」我直望進紫悅眼裏，內心前所未有咁堅定。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvEDs5xlho
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然後，我將卯月臨走之前留俾我嘅說話，仲有呢一刻心裏嘅想法統統話晒俾紫悅聽。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7rWRBtrpI
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpqLqhL4np
佢聽完之後，並冇好似我預想嘅一樣去反對甚至制止，只係小心翼翼地，好似想再確認一次一樣：「你真係決定咁做？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN0u3yeoBL
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「嗯，我要去。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29mmVX2rBZ
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我要去做我想做嘅事。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W7qdjKJjK
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我要去高田帆所在嘅地方。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucsjwJLKk3
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX1gvsevyU
「你呢個決定咁突然，真係嚇我一跳…」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzPCWCwiiV
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡripJtLjo6u
「不過，之後可能就要辛苦你。」雖然卯月講過媽媽唔會對紫悅做啲咩，但我仍然有一點擔憂。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRNfnpQq9S
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahsfuGUo27
紫悅只係搖搖頭：「點會？呢層你可以放心，就算就真嘅，我都識得保護自己；反而係你呢個決定，雖然令人驚訝，但我會全力支持你。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5u3IhRTI
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSyItXM1xe
我望住紫悅，傳達發自內心嘅謝意：「多謝你。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIcutNFldh
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GaKMvHuEg
喺紫悅嘅幫助下，我計劃好偷走嘅時機，仲有最重要嘅——點樣避開母親嘅耳目，喺佢唔知情嘅情況之下離開呢間大屋，仲有呢個我生活咗十幾年嘅地方。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwpgf5KtmN
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或者得到卯月嘅祝福，整個過程並無半點不順利嘅地方。然後，喺臨上飛機之前，我對紫悅作最後嘅道別。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo8t19UjmV
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRAXc256bR
「你諗住去幾耐？」佢問。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXjBkfAeZC
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtbsVOf5xF
我聳肩道：「呢一刻我未有答案，」然後笑，「或者好快就會冇晒錢，跟住返嚟。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZloapufaUJ
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChnDJowppA
「如果係撒仔嘅話，可能知道你想搵嘅人喺邊…可惜我唔見咗佢喺嗰邊嘅聯絡方法。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrOK3wIXnS
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXCAjPNBZn
我搖頭：「唔使，由一開始我就決定要靠自己。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZSdxmdWWq
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0OBwYyYyd
「但係嗰個地方咁大，要成功搵一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟…。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMlXVIGX5u
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ126ob1QauC
「即使係咁，我都要去。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMB1adXdUa
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk5KKE2odP
「我仲未講完，你知唔知你要去嘅係個點嘅地方？」紫悅邊講邊數起手指，「係個空氣又差，物價又貴到離譜，政治更加腐敗到令人絕望嘅城市，呢啲你都唔怕？」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmIQ6cg1kn
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWouWEKPTw
「唔怕，一啲都唔怕。」只要諗到嗰個地方有高田帆喺度，所有對於未知嘅不安都會神奇地一掃而空。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GOryOeLuZ
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnPUPqrg61
佢冇辦法咁嘆一口氣：「咁我唯有祝你同休比玩得開心啲。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7HuHR2Mel
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GSV6JHW0m
今次嘅旅程我會帶埋休比一齊，但因為坐嘅班機唔同，佢大概會遲我一段時間至會去到目的地。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7tG7JAAzp
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xheSIYHFU
「唔止休比，仲有小悠！」我將嗰幅畫舉高俾紫悅睇。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP0jDTBWFa
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncew572408
「小悠…？都唔知你講緊乜。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69pgesNnZk
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooJo91xIZO
「嘻，你唔知都得。」我細細聲笑。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhtkZq48UD
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOIWVrTyQO
「我真係唔係好明，你想做嘅事究竟係咩，俾你見到嗰個高田帆又點…？」紫悅攤手說道。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hcU0cXSic
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKkqHDJyD2
我以笑容代替回答，然後給紫悅一個臨別嘅擁抱：「我會掛住你。」702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxlT0KfpiR
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2vktXEyGb
「等到機會合適嘅時候，我會嚟探你。」紫悅喺我耳邊講。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPiINvBL0p
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV54lE6y9yN
「一定要！」我向佢伸出尾指。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaZEPCx10q
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiftb5m4Qn
除咗休比同必要嘅證件之外，我身上只係帶住嗰幅畫咗小悠同休比嘅畫。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXMYd3FTBt
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBj57EwItX
上一次係高田帆帶我踏出以往我一直冇勇氣離開嘅房間，教我如果希望真係咁虛無飄渺嘅話，我地只需要繼續去尋找。702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuGBqTfvUQ
702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztOrdOSwPV
所以，今次我要唔依靠任何人，淨係帶住高田帆留低嗰幅對我最重要嘅畫，去搵屬於自己嘅希望。
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