經過漫長嘅旅程，我終於踏上呢片陌生嘅土地。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdkCJBf5Qz
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我用細個儲落嘅錢搵咗個地方暫住，瞓醒之後就漫無目的咁喺條街度周圍行，有時就會亂咁上一架巴士，坐到總站就落車，繼續漫無目的地遊走。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jd4cmTWC3
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我諗如果紫悅喺度嘅話，一定會笑我，話喺茫茫人海裏面搵一個人等於大海撈針，但我覺得咁樣嘅生活其實都唔錯，每一刻都優哉悠哉，一啲煩惱都冇，比起以往困喺大屋嘅日子實在要好太多。當然，嚟搵高田帆呢個諗法冇一秒被我放棄過，亦都係我置身喺呢片土地嘅最大原因。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElvTaFu5bX
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雖然只係過咗兩日，我已經深深領會到紫悅喺我臨上機前所講嘅——混濁嘅空氣無處不在，每呼吸一下都好似將多餘嘅雜質吸到體內一樣，對於呢一點我仍然唔係好慣。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtjH64cfcJ
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一架大貨車喺眼前揚塵而去，我禁不住掩著口鼻：「咳咳、咳咳…。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr1IpGwkdW
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咳咗一陣之後，突然有隻手輕拍我膊頭：「冇事吖嘛？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IN4T0PBjd
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一個拎住拐杖嘅婆婆企咗喺我眼前，我搖頭：「冇、冇事，唔該你呀。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA2NFo9kuX
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaww31fFrFx
話音未落，個婆婆突然面容痛苦，我趕快問：「婆婆你點呀？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDUFwxO4v0
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佢一邊揉住後背：「冇事，只係背痛發作，係呢妹妹，你可唔可以幫我拎一拎袋橙，順便送我去附近公園休息呀？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbqcNx4geD
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIbvMvzpRg
「冇問題！」我一手接過婆婆手上嘅兩袋橙。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRw4xXdw6A
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KQPv9pB6h
一邊行嘅時候，婆婆滿臉笑容咁問我：「睇你咁生面口，喺外地嚟架？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLCinW3WPn
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8TLfG4S8x
我點頭：「我以前從來都未嚟過呢度。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7tbmsETp8
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwEcix2FjL
「你係嚟旅行？要唔要婆婆介紹附近有咩景點呀？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8AhzqcapF
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tXxI3qg03
「比起旅行，我嚟係有更加緊要嘅嘢要做。」我眼望前方。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvAPEuUY8Q
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtLM3KAip7
「緊要嘅嘢？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYQqOdylhK
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcTT2zp4Yv
「嗯，嚟搵一個人。」我對婆婆笑說。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImYaioQdrh
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WL6vYKBeR
「呵呵，對我嚟講最緊要嘅嘢就係每日同孫仔孫女玩…。」婆婆笑得好開心咁講。睇嚟同佢傾咗一陣計，佢暫時忘記咗身體嘅痛楚，所以我都鬆一口氣咁笑。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlu1MS4zbn
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但下一秒，婆婆突然掩住胸口位置，繼而不支倒地。我從來冇遇到過呢種情況，所以花咗啲時間先搵到送婆婆去醫院嘅方法，去到醫院之後婆婆嘅家人都好快嚟咗。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWLyaeOHu6
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5wi1qjKL6
喺醫院外面，伯伯同我講婆婆要即時做個大手術，但因為身上冇錢，所以希望我可以幫佢地俾住先：「我一定會還返俾你…！」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbdnQj5GUi
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWhMxFyrne
「但係…」我身上嘅錢本身都唔多，根本唔知夠唔夠幫到婆婆。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp9hyKu9Wy
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw4CZXULHh
伯伯突然舉起三隻手指：「一係咁，你墊住咁多俾我地先就夠架喇，求吓你。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6y3tJFbAF
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「吓…？」我對伯伯所講嘅銀碼完全冇概念，不過如果可以幫到婆婆嘅話都想儘量幫，於是我將身上所有嘅錢拎出嚟，「你睇吓呢度夠唔夠？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8rbye1EhI
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnW9FL5EjG
伯伯見到之後，表情變得好開心：「夠、夠！」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pRMMVx7Ye
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNgEIJ9yUZ
「咁你快啲去啦。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT0c2JNVoU
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewQ5lVo4Wt
我繼續喺醫院外面等，等伯伯返嚟同我講婆婆而家情況點，但企到太陽落山，到黑夜降臨依然見唔到伯伯。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaZ3rmpqOB
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去到凌晨嗰陣，我去問護士知唔知做緊心臟手術嗰個婆婆情況點，得到嘅答案係唔清楚，不過今日冇人被安排做心臟手術。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgXmZaR0Gr
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「咁晏晝同我一齊嗰對公公婆婆…？」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI1SlQKIqu
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznPeDDbBtV
「個婆婆冇咩事，休息咗一陣就同個伯伯走咗啦，簡直係浪費救護車資源…。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BDVhRwnK2
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到咗呢個時候我先至後知後覺，但已經咩都做唔到。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWczMXB3Sai
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「咁我以後點算…。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegm46Cce3U
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所餘無幾之後，好快連住嘅地方都冇埋，身上值錢嘅嘢可能得返電話同手錶，我根本唔知自己仲可以去邊。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqdJAshKwD
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tEF2NG1j1
紫悅喺我臨走前講過如果遇到有咩事一定要打俾佢，無論佢喺天涯海角都會即刻趕嚟；只不過每次我想按下撥出嘅時候，我都會提醒自己嚟咗呢個地方只不過係短短幾日，如果咁短時間就要向紫悅求救，咁我之前下嘅決心又有咩意義。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HAnwC4smi
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufbM5AA8zM
仲有，我嚟嘅目的仲未達成，如果輕易放棄嘅話，同嗰個被困住喺大屋嘅自己根本冇分別。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMCwZ0aNOF
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每當諗到呢度，我都會收起部電話，然後再諗其他解決方法。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsK4jsYrko
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuuzLnRwjB
冇錢嘅話，大不了我就瞓街。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPnArF9PXF
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpGLvn1MC4
我拖住疲累嘅身軀走到去一個公園，然後瞓咗喺一張長櫈上面，為咗忘記兩日冇食嘢所累積嘅飢餓感，我淨係想快啲瞓著。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyd7bAq4r1
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或者瞓喺長櫈同以前瞓喺房間地板嘅感覺有啲相似，好快我嘅意識就開始飄走。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvszZxLmDPV
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP1BIU9Kw1
入睡嘅前一秒，耳邊隱約傳來其他露宿者嘅收音機聲：「提提大家，而家正懸掛八號風球，冇咩必要記得唔好出街留喺屋企喇…」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FFk7QItlg
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時間唔知過咗幾耐，我感覺到有一對手喺我腰間遊走。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rd1vjXTgf
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFMzDF2SpK
我即時清醒過來，見到嘅係一個陌生大叔。我想反抗嘅時候，佢塞咗幾張紙幣俾我：「我俾錢你，你幫我解決吓。」373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UG85evBMY
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我咩都冇講，淨係推開佢，然後跑出公園。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarTJ0vERu5
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXB5s9Mira
「喂…！！」佢喺後面叫住我，我以為出咗公園就冇事，但佢依舊對我窮追不捨。明明而家唔係好夜，但街上居然一個人都冇——我先記起原來掛緊八號風球。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0sigB7suN
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嗰個人一直跟喺我後面，眼見同佢嘅距離愈縮愈短，我內心首次出現驚恐嘅感覺。我索性咩都唔理，趁住轉彎嘅時候，用餘下嘅氣力跑入一個飄散住陣陣異味嘅地方，然後匿埋喺最埋面嘅角落。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb4qpKiLZt
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我唔敢再望外面嘅情況，過咗一陣只係聽到嗰個人大叫：「嘩老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿…」然後係一陣腳步聲遠去。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKRJAN2GUa
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eczz1CQ1T
聽到外面冇晒動靜，我偷偷地望出去，先知道自己跑咗入垃圾房。再觀察多一陣，確定嗰個人已經走遠，我至鬆一口氣。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNDsc9azmn
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrWwJSoZFC
但呢一口氣同時將我一直壓抑嘅情緒鬆綁，眼淚好似缺堤一樣，不停從眼眶裏湧出，我將頭埋喺膝蓋裏面。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQkYLOFCMw
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好攰，好想食嘢，好掛住休比，好掛住希洋，仲有卯月。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UMUexv1gs
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結果，我都係嗰個咩都要依靠其他人先做到，懦弱到連自己都覺得嫌惡嘅自己。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafdfTUIWyC
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直到眼淚流乾，我連思考之後應該點做嘅氣力都再擠唔出，只係感覺到一陣頭昏腦漲，彷彿下一秒就會成為一具冇呼吸嘅屍體。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSqEYrpDq0
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如果我真係死喺呢度，唔知紫悅會唔會搵到我。又或者，到時我會連同呢度啲垃圾一齊被帶到唔知邊度處理，咁樣同我隔住幾千公里遠嘅媽媽應該都會好開心。啲人話一個人臨死前，諗嘅嘢都會愈來愈奇怪，意識逐漸喪失嘅我開始明白。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWpy0jDIZT
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSFzRkjNv9
就喺呢個時候，一袋垃圾由外面飛咗入嚟，打中咗我，緊接天空傳來震耳欲聾嘅雷聲。因為咁，我嘅意識亦被一下子帶返現實。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbrQKfqw9O
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我揉著被打中嘅痛處：「痛…邊個咁大力掉垃圾呀…」然後慢慢起身，爬出垃圾堆外。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr261DqqzBy
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXcTFylkA5
「嘩！有人嘅？」頭先掉垃圾嗰個人講，聽落係一把有啲熟悉嘅男仔聲。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIv9PolebF
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OdFp0hBxB
「對唔住，頭先唔小心掟中你…。」嗰把聲繼續講。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZidqmVmpY
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胸口開始響起強烈鼓動，我緩緩抬頭，去確認心裏面嘅猜想——373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBQCZcjsbA
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依舊係一頭剛過耳嘅短髮，有點顯得寬鬆嘅卡通汗衫，仲有嗰張我一輩子都唔會忘記嘅臉孔。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALzg2R0Z4e
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「…你冇嘢吖嘛？」眼前嘅男仔帶點慌張，向我踏前兩步。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZph1Gyrzt
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKz2VSnNy6g
要喺茫茫人海裏面搵到一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrtYwLlLSu
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkUH8fC5Ns
我一直將紫悅嘅說話記喺心入面，因為即使表面唔相信，但我內心深處依然覺得要喺咁大嘅地方裏面搵到高田帆，或者真係冇咩可能。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkpQGThkoV
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但係望住呢個相隔十二年冇見面嘅男仔，我想同紫悅講，奇蹟正喺我眼前發生。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iTIpyr5FG
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