兩年前，剛考完公開試的我本來收到美術大學的取錄通知，不過母親以前途為由，要求我留在出生地完成會計學位。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uJyeul2Ov
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要說一點後悔也沒有的話，那是騙人的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP76FMjcfeB
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只是，我知道希望我讀完會計學位的不只有母親。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZzT30AZq1
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN0FwmhBYF
畢竟從父母的角度想，把女兒交給一個以漫畫家這種虛無飄渺的職業為目標的人，會感到不安也是人之常情。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBajbxyOua
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所以，我讀這個會計學位不只是為了母親，更多是為了我和她。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDdNOmoG1j
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5J4Mp3b0E
我搖頭：「點會？又冇人規定要讀美大先可以畫畫，就算我而家讀會計，一樣可以畫呀。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmQcTvQ91C
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywzkG8bvVp
她定眼看了我一會，良久吐出：「咁好啦。」說罷開始把玩起手上的iphone。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLQf3YnBuj
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxz6CVq66j
我以背向她的姿勢躺到床上，把屈曲的手臂當作枕頭。我想望著漆黑的晚空會讓我快點入睡。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbeQOSLYzz
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除了因為明天早機以外，還要趕在我的理智消失，對旁邊的她做出什麼之前。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnRjhwBCzh
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoqB2M09z2
額…雖然這樣說很奇怪，畢竟我和她在一起已經一段時間，但長期分隔兩地的關係，像這樣子睡在同一張床的機會少之又少，那種事情當然也是一次也沒有做過。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUIXg8T5fq
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5h2QOZA9s
不知是否太少親近她，每當我鼓起勇氣想要做什麼越界的事（說是「越界」絕對也很奇怪…），總會在最後關頭被無謂的羞恥心給阻撓，每次也不能成事。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T5WmNXGXj
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3asVsND6ka
我甚至想，如果再是這樣子下去，我或許要看心理醫生了吧…478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnutAzZqqk
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvgw0SQwwJ
旁邊不時傳來她的輕笑，大概是在ig瀏覽著那些無聊的迷因圖。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuCbljXUms
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqFtodJzlR
忽爾，背後傳來她的聲線：「要唔要熄燈呀？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlZNhvNQEY
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS6De684gl
被她這麼一說，我才想起——的確還沒有關燈。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13D8N7Gy8r
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfm6CykIaV
房間的燈掣長在比較近她的床邊櫃上，不好意思勞煩她的我只好把手臂繞過她的身體，去觸碰那些遙不可及的按鈕。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Cvm4GCWs
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvUdW6LDl5
把身體湊向她時，她好像瑟縮了一下。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZTvPbDPNZ
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2ZU4K3Kvo
嚓——房間陷入漆黑一片，只餘下光線柔和的小夜燈。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGtD5lU0wi
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsygPuMl9Or
她依然目不轉睛地望著iphone屏幕，在白光的反射下，她的睫毛顯得比平日更為修長，我不禁看得入神。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhdoSp5J8u
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwHhBrhE24
在黑暗的籠罩下，她大概沒有察覺我的視線，然後大概是看到了什麼爆笑梗圖，發出了凌碎笑聲。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjvwYYKJlb
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9uiMyND2W
我禁不著問：「睇到咩咁好笑呀？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVctaxLt59
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她把iphone翻轉，讓我看到屏幕那方。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0vlNTEstv
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ovyvrB3AX
我花了兩秒才認出照片裏那個正在奔跑的男生正是自己，背景是不知名的荒山野嶺。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX4AghwRc6
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXEMaRtltO
「…聯校宿營嗰陣嘅相？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKDQ3duq00
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZHe0Z3moh
她聳了肩：「嗰陣見到就好想影低，你唔覺得你個表情好好笑咩？」說罷又笑了兩聲。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVkmJSHlWB
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAIa50Vkw1
「好笑？on9咋掛？」望著那張呆頭呆腦的臉，除了這個形容詞，實在想不到其他合適的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWwoc9ZScE
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8Y6TDarDd
「唔係，係閃閃發光。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlSN0XrqcF
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這什麼形容詞啊…。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubgn0bvskx
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf2m1Io8Ln
「…傻妹。」我拍了她的頭。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PkUKl5BCM
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31eU9XdLyL
她雙眼悄然垂下：「嗰段日子，真係令人懷念。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEg38gVNLm
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8rH4Fu2w4
聯校宿營，充滿回憶的兩日一夜。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3NRmWHsui
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PjeloDVYy
我把照片往左邊掃，才發現這傢伙私藏的比我想像還要多，儘管拍的角度不同，動作和表情也有著微妙差異，但每一張的共通點都是那時候我的一副呆相。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllZKcpZdkG
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRxj5gvk8B
「點解碌極都有，你影咁多做咩？」總感覺，有點害羞…478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5qV7m9qee
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2zJYRNJsM
「因為鍾意囉。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUaYBoR5v4
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOotsSSxFn
乜你鍾意影相架咩？——即使再笨拙，我也說不出這樣的話，尤其和她一起這段時間，我知道她是偶爾會發出一記直球，把我弄得面紅耳赤的類型。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi8i0qdXjC
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdyd5kd5ug
換言之，為了避免她說出「我係指我鍾意你」之類令人害羞的說話，我選擇閉上嘴巴。
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