x
06：30339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONmyg4DlT7
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddYcTSA508
鬧鐘響起。他急急揮手亂拍亂撥，直至周遭回復寧靜。賴床。五分鐘過去，鬧鐘再次響鬧。硬撐身子匆匆起床。先到廚房淥雞蛋。淥蛋期間刷牙洗臉如廁更衣。十分鐘過去，雞蛋熟透。添香料，加岩鹽，簡單味美。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGgghSCXkb
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObWZgowq9t
目光落在新聞報導員的臉，心思卻在另一人身上。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhEtVzVv7L
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP5U2vqJbs
08：50339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0DRvRnYCm
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dOQFqDqE9
趕及九時前返抵公司，尚有十分鐘暇餘洗手洗杯。茶水間有三位同事輪候使用洗滌盆，她們正在談論昨日老闆的糗事。他假笑陪笑，暗笑她們年過三十仍然單身不是沒理由。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS75H5ESw4l
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U0WzJNSdy
09：47339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DdXTSL8CV
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdO98hs2We
客戶陳小姐來電，說上星期五收到的文件有錯漏，要求他在今日內更新文件。他連聲道歉，找個藉口婉拒。陳小姐不依，說要投訴他。他心裡火氣十足，嘴巴卻自然而然吐出呵哄話語。陳小姐態度軟化，容許他後天交文件。他以天下間最真誠的語調聲線道謝。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRd7wzq3Vs
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZUHQrmy4t
掛線。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYysyWIG8GS
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8kjKsxJO7
繼續生氣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEt2ajxaEr
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s42ePQOHK
12：12339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsz3CFgUyO
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh91YIUiny0
老闆娘回到辦公室，渾身濃烈香水氣味。說不上香，亦算不上臭，但那濃烈氣味會令人鼻子不舒服。他抬眼瞄瞄她的背影。長馬尾，短裙，高跟鞋。如果看不見臉，感覺挺不錯。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRaO01j7Gy
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9WvnT2sRC
她倏忽回頭轉身走往影印機。中年女人的側臉。皮膚暗啞泛黃，臉部肌肉鬆馳下垂，鞋頭露趾，趾甲是俗氣豔紅。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8qwAbpPON
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSR3AlHZNF
13：07339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyXBE37PIy
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN2Z7b8LNY
他在咖啡室挑了一個僻靜角落。位置上佳，無人打擾，抬眼即可清楚望見咖啡室另端落地玻璃窗外走過的路人。店外人流如鯽，店內他慢調獨享美食。感覺奢侈。感覺良好。不需活得好，只需別人活得比自己差。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXsGbRMod6
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZcwnCQhhP
他就是這樣壞心眼的人。他是知道的，也樂於承認。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEkh7Sl5vS
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KBPXA0LZR
14：12339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Yc8dz2yyp
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEVOjpaK0O
湊巧看見隔鄰部門年輕女同事在影印機前苦惱著。她說白紙卡在機內，無法拔出。他彎腰打開機身，有意無意近距離瞄瞄她的絲襪。似乎是20丹尼。性感程度剛剛好，不暴露，不老土。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRCpKPP1f9
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctU2po6FWM
她道謝。他大方一笑，笑說自己十分樂意幫忙。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGkjlt4Sp4
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPdGKimYqe
16：39339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTFkl7ufuO
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3L0I0dgSa
男廁內。聽到男同事講黃色笑話。他沒搭訕，洗手後匆匆離開。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXQvJMLicy
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGqZMruV8H
17：57339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIncOlf851G
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72Lq59GfRr
早已收拾整齊，只待時針分針走到最佳位置。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwncfBF3r1F
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstziimOzFh
18：09339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6J8nZEuGT
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5peXdB785w
在車站巧遇年輕女同事。問她是否回家去。沒待她回答，連忙補上一句：「不如一起晚餐？我請客。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcAHsF0TV6
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUogeZbg4n3
她先是一愣，繼而一笑：「日本菜，可以嗎？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiURbYKsXix
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9LJRW0J5M
以為是連鎖壽司店，誰料是廚師發辦。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33WGu4xz6L
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBcg9cffLt
21：13339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAnipJnGje
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSF8tw6s82
與女同事在車站道別後，他獨個兒信步街上。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKe7mka9HD
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmnugR5706
有點兒難以言喻的鬱悶。總覺得自己該可以更快樂。是否欠缺了甚麼？不知道。從不追求大富大貴，亦無目標或夢想，只望每天準時下班、每月按時收到薪金、每年可以……339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGXzW56xdj
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Sraq77gI6
咦？扭蛋機？339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTO1O5aQpS
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ8zTtosRC
投幣的！不是用八達通的！339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPZaOpTWpu
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa6LTsClOr
急步走向扭蛋機，投入身上所有硬幣，扭出三個扭蛋——紅蓋的、黃蓋的、紫蓋的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u3Xh0oMqD
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4eOnmoH4Z
內裡玩具被小膠袋和招紙包裹著，無法辨認。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ymUzZp2W
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8gShuU8iA
不要緊——他不是為了玩具而投幣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq8uVjFrfS
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEIjeuYasM
喜孜孜的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYIVO6H2lw
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM9P9tjzxS
23：15339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOELDnarG9
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gZ1kwJSoz
三個扭蛋被閒置於電視櫃。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcDuWi0BfW
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNlE1qdOak
他盡力趕在廣告時間完結前啟動洗衣機——今晚竟是播映《安娜與國王》！幸好距離完場尚有四十五分鐘，他大概可以看到妃子被斬首一幕。不過他最期待的是片末國王與安娜的一支舞。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ehFMD1CC
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUn6epPyn6
沒有群眾注目，沒有音樂烘托，沒有言語修飾。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLAltBY8wr
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaAMuQJyFz
簡單，浪漫，情深。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk0M43ttp5
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZY8OhIdaJ
二十年前首次觀看《安娜與國王》。十來歲的他血氣方剛，只覺劇情老套納悶。二十多歲時看重播，開始明白故事的美麗。如今三十五歲，除了察覺到安娜的成熟魅力，更明白了國王的寂寞和無奈。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXfk8eNB6i
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ikD4ocKdM
那舞步慰藉了孤獨的國王，也憾動了他。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuNhJXNxck
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR53w6LFVm
00：00339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGlDPYgJP2
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryb0755ICk
電影完場，他馬上晾衫，迅速洗漱。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFoDuK0sbG
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lphYog7fP
床上，放空。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTb5VsIxLP
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupiKMwMgJk
安娜。黃蓋扭蛋。海膽刺身。咖啡室。周潤發。影印機。高跟鞋。僧人。僧袍。扭蛋機。女同事。茱迪．科士打。西裝。新聞報導員。鬧鐘。茶水間……339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kfEm1kvMM
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcY5mjoKRVY
沒有重點。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MMFlaMlaH
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksyO7qmo8d
沒有重點就是生活重點。
註：339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz7T4DuXsE
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPmpWXu1Ya
*（寫作小記）靈感源自陳奕迅歌曲《他一個人》。特意將主角寫得沒有歌詞裡的「他」那麼孤單——主角會對異性有幻想，會努力尋找戀愛機會，懂得自娛，懂得打發時間，懂得思考人生和感受自身情感。這似乎比純粹慘情更貼近現實，更似生活上遇見的某某。主角情感縱沒有歌詞來得強烈濃厚，但希望故事的灰調也能令大家留下印象。謝謝！339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqNN0Td9aF
339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlfErr3vOw
*此篇將會收錄於短篇小說集《雜念集》。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruIkw3gZcO
