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鬧鐘響起。他急急揮手亂拍亂撥，直至周遭回復寧靜。賴床。五分鐘過去，鬧鐘再次響鬧。硬撐身子匆匆起床。先到廚房淥雞蛋。淥蛋期間刷牙洗臉如廁更衣。十分鐘過去，雞蛋熟透。添香料，加岩鹽，簡單味美。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQUID9kVKM
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目光落在新聞報導員的臉，心思卻在另一人身上。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktEAwWzucp
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趕及九時前返抵公司，尚有十分鐘暇餘洗手洗杯。茶水間有三位同事輪候使用洗滌盆，她們正在談論昨日老闆的糗事。他假笑陪笑，暗笑她們年過三十仍然單身不是沒理由。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEytk6CqhpO
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客戶陳小姐來電，說上星期五收到的文件有錯漏，要求他在今日內更新文件。他連聲道歉，找個藉口婉拒。陳小姐不依，說要投訴他。他心裡火氣十足，嘴巴卻自然而然吐出呵哄話語。陳小姐態度軟化，容許他後天交文件。他以天下間最真誠的語調聲線道謝。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT6iOqL6fE
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掛線。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHg2nXEtvB
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繼續生氣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7KKWt6rF8
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老闆娘回到辦公室，渾身濃烈香水氣味。說不上香，亦算不上臭，但那濃烈氣味會令人鼻子不舒服。他抬眼瞄瞄她的背影。長馬尾，短裙，高跟鞋。如果看不見臉，感覺挺不錯。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaLPPUxjfG
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她倏忽回頭轉身走往影印機。中年女人的側臉。皮膚暗啞泛黃，臉部肌肉鬆馳下垂，鞋頭露趾，趾甲是俗氣豔紅。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xrje7dstn
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他在咖啡室挑了一個僻靜角落。位置上佳，無人打擾，抬眼即可清楚望見咖啡室另端落地玻璃窗外走過的路人。店外人流如鯽，店內他慢調獨享美食。感覺奢侈。感覺良好。不需活得好，只需別人活得比自己差。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznsWgpJQVu
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他就是這樣壞心眼的人。他是知道的，也樂於承認。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHCN5Eec1Y
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湊巧看見隔鄰部門年輕女同事在影印機前苦惱著。她說白紙卡在機內，無法拔出。他彎腰打開機身，有意無意近距離瞄瞄她的絲襪。似乎是20丹尼。性感程度剛剛好，不暴露，不老土。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFtCw879Gs
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她道謝。他大方一笑，笑說自己十分樂意幫忙。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdmdv6SR3U
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男廁內。聽到男同事講黃色笑話。他沒搭訕，洗手後匆匆離開。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASeBLKugkW
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早已收拾整齊，只待時針分針走到最佳位置。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5dgeaNfgd
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在車站巧遇年輕女同事。問她是否回家去。沒待她回答，連忙補上一句：「不如一起晚餐？我請客。」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmniy3MStJM
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她先是一愣，繼而一笑：「日本菜，可以嗎？」339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaix3Thy5T
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以為是連鎖壽司店，誰料是廚師發辦。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd3gj2yoUt
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與女同事在車站道別後，他獨個兒信步街上。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2VhUhZnab
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有點兒難以言喻的鬱悶。總覺得自己該可以更快樂。是否欠缺了甚麼？不知道。從不追求大富大貴，亦無目標或夢想，只望每天準時下班、每月按時收到薪金、每年可以……339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdJAKMjWuu
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咦？扭蛋機？339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhvNgLoZEl
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投幣的！不是用八達通的！339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ521IPX3r7m
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急步走向扭蛋機，投入身上所有硬幣，扭出三個扭蛋——紅蓋的、黃蓋的、紫蓋的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6wjlMen9G
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內裡玩具被小膠袋和招紙包裹著，無法辨認。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZSbVbqvCX
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不要緊——他不是為了玩具而投幣。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh80inyA9i
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喜孜孜的。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2guFxM963T
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三個扭蛋被閒置於電視櫃。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1MPUcjIoe
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他盡力趕在廣告時間完結前啟動洗衣機——今晚竟是播映《安娜與國王》！幸好距離完場尚有四十五分鐘，他大概可以看到妃子被斬首一幕。不過他最期待的是片末國王與安娜的一支舞。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKaGfyYoXb
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沒有群眾注目，沒有音樂烘托，沒有言語修飾。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDJycSCXcR
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簡單，浪漫，情深。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPgZam12Tf
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二十年前首次觀看《安娜與國王》。十來歲的他血氣方剛，只覺劇情老套納悶。二十多歲時看重播，開始明白故事的美麗。如今三十五歲，除了察覺到安娜的成熟魅力，更明白了國王的寂寞和無奈。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLmTrpDXQy
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那舞步慰藉了孤獨的國王，也憾動了他。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dR5N6lKIA
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電影完場，他馬上晾衫，迅速洗漱。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuat31l4sz
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床上，放空。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaRQ6Q3wuV
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安娜。黃蓋扭蛋。海膽刺身。咖啡室。周潤發。影印機。高跟鞋。僧人。僧袍。扭蛋機。女同事。茱迪．科士打。西裝。新聞報導員。鬧鐘。茶水間……339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15mRsKU5ZZ
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沒有重點。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoRWTfr7EJ
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沒有重點就是生活重點。
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*（寫作小記）靈感源自陳奕迅歌曲《他一個人》。特意將主角寫得沒有歌詞裡的「他」那麼孤單——主角會對異性有幻想，會努力尋找戀愛機會，懂得自娛，懂得打發時間，懂得思考人生和感受自身情感。這似乎比純粹慘情更貼近現實，更似生活上遇見的某某。主角情感縱沒有歌詞來得強烈濃厚，但希望故事的灰調也能令大家留下印象。謝謝！339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Tf4ZDuCn
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*此篇將會收錄於短篇小說集《雜念集》。339Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXxtPODEJ8
