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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXPm87M7GS
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnuPOThtzw
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMDBx4Y8Y6
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiURz6XdNm
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz6JXYZLPE
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUJ6LlD7BR
包裝妳的異樣，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiAizy3Azs
編織出一道厚繭囚住，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxXDJ8ZZnF
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumGgYYVVI4
「這樣的我。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjWFWqRMG1
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4laAOcqS4
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15OYIx0AP8
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPX9FnNfT0
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmqk7eeqBu
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i1R651MHx
「將異樣的感受消除。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQpOzan3oj
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M0ivJs3G9
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSOd7HIG9E
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjRi6YTzlI
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN0y5PLkIr
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妳渴望：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq9gykUoQj
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LkDapxt3p
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BB99ie5ah
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913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRaV1CGxqI
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRGa2MnEJp
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPjggKmsra
「暴露出來。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVJ21dmxHf
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe2RmtsJku
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICzGR9pTRq
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1eN5icdMQ
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWulveEkJ3e
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTmjgFxRnN
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEG9KkXRov
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrZytPKcSI
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtojh9F1VTD
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfBYkZXnUA
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvvfz3G2Jh
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOwmIfcIkB
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牽起一絲又一絲，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29ZjsvRkJC
有粗大、有細小的，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVh8YqVbLY
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4ZNDYBKLE
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rQG1jPMWH
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYTJH5VsMp
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpKtzFhkMk
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNs18TkWKe
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jBHzQyAXs
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuQTvDs8x9
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8p6XtD1SX
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH2TFORJtA
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2bWfhLuqB
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四溢出……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68p2euaqyU
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913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3abV5lP9w
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRcg2MOhp0
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrF2Ds2jKo
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKmPD7KlP0
「答案是肯定的對吧？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9wdaiEFV0
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT0qMHC9w8
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH1xjRDo3j
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUeqWXp7xh
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDBsicy7HA
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKEggy1Tu2
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRbIcNYeUc
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDniXmDuE0r
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7pDKh7j8j
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8wQ8z46wS
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7IUp0dkMg
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg25kiP6tZK
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tozuu2jje
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNng3SgZufb
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v4WeS6KXD
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJqVO5ee9I
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDqnWWIlon
好像也不怎麼在意了……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FOZ1UHS5z
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913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi9rZn4wof
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ttn9IopR1
而且從內到外的冰冷。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCktiX8vo9m
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5njCxIKjp
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kp7WwAmPh
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWqWx8xzVm
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdFNx6KOIg
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5NgpAFck7
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy5vj0y8yp
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt5DubbrXy
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dp6yPNpAn
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw112fwPdtQ
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVtH5eIsfR
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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