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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLTL11GjbU
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdpQz1FTVK
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FBnyyRQ26
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufTDcBI4PB
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE5pYeRZzu
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包裝妳的異樣，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjaC3yOy2K
編織出一道厚繭囚住，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXAYIp4h5Q
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0SWCPUteR
「這樣的我。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgs9kr1xkg
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjbS20Um8H
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRhNpmteFL
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPl6S3S9D8
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGHYI61Wad
「將異樣的感受消除。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHKCmDxpb3
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqATFCLksQ
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRWWLzD4TK
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU3pEnXcin
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妳渴望：793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWQ9hLwTLR
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTBxk7RCA0
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9Xd68nebo
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W7QlMda5s
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcAR1ZHlTj
「暴露出來。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T4ZHrL9or
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBvLPKtEhN
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo4XPn74Te
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMJrtN9Z05
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQRxKCCibD
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmqgdj4MhS
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITsB8yisdx
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7oTaIUa5b
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7IqXMLY2u
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAPyu0pKPu
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9tC5TENUs
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnurl0HDbH
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牽起一絲又一絲，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7gDo8MTkq
有粗大、有細小的，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8UaWNL8J8
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SvzZMA9HX
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlBaXGh3gj
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BphGZBOMj
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctljOz1JtV
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAUVsNyYXJ
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhKnU9xfCZ
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai18JvK8N7
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzyUJvYjPm
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjiyDy43EA
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四溢出……793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUnppgYWu1
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lvrMmYWIT
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eVPZVVmQy
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlrNRnZArt
「答案是肯定的對吧？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn8zgWlNyy
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QhMBO4cgh
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKNGLVe3GC
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG32GqAvIP3
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO20CN5Us4w
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXoEzOs4z
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYgCkiOFNH
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4CD9AMpUR
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeWpQfqyJN
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3PX5sipno
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA3n2s9wO7
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1tL4LAP64
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TBAhjyaP8
好像也不怎麼在意了……793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkhL3R0lHB
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxTjdutWhe
而且從內到外的冰冷。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CBay1oJN0
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb57ScVU78k
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvOhZ1T3aa
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cZiOw6XgP
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcClNdqgUYN
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhqucfKqGi
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTTjRy7V07
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5pJbU7aq5
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTKwrr6Vik
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Of1Ge5I5
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HOt12eFaV
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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