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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco8ijS5Y5a
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfYmjmboPQ
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODa8oM3JJa
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslvFIODO5l
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAl46UiFtS
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQatpL18FN
包裝妳的異樣，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuagxHUxw0c
編織出一道厚繭囚住，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKCWUFtQSt
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4rBPByJEd
「這樣的我。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkXwVC4QVD
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRVdcmJB5f
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShBh3NAMF9
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWwOuv7bGK
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLYpG5t1id
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lX1m3MWTB
「將異樣的感受消除。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywds8kYoUH
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl0FqQRFwp
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuy10W2hR
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZdWkY7b7T
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93uPakk2IZ
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妳渴望：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLbU7Uknuk
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNtrw7FsRr
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdWav7aUWM
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXhjYyacNX
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V5IQR2zlV
「暴露出來。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuva1Oy0pa0
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHTM6odQfY
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyglJ5YTp8F
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaWMzsvYzm
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EVrJIkoQ4
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJc6rN5Djg
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDitO95H1Y
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UqZW7I2aG
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy40WqqmxsV
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JX3uEjHC2
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED7dZ6epF9
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNTzCSRz7v
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZoUoYGSog
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk65714nTLD
牽起一絲又一絲，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24baaLFVlp
有粗大、有細小的，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhfH6ZciOa
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU6gLugcWm
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClFzJ2fWrx
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDJNlstI1t
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqoE9HgRl7
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR2slMb2kb
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5SYwCXpXh
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm0BF2C7eV
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRjOUCDejP
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cg1CSSHeK
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBkrMelojH
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhjOp5oQPw
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdye4CgGbW
四溢出……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEag3ARRw1U
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913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKm14DV9MU
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwkKRVxyKd
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYWJI0vvnN
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ0MghvMJ3
「答案是肯定的對吧？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwOiEhvXak
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa7PfRwn7Z
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcqcAnWJgj
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g5SsMF8fA
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH1IjTF0Lw
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOjnKuKtCB
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygLFUCA6N9
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlhJGWEiXQ
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYckSMH4VX
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQDlCpp1yI
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3IXgH0PhO
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD3RR4EpKg
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWJ8TEZ6om
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzGHtO85Tl
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrphTt40a6b
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaMB3SihIh
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrqBczJtag
好像也不怎麼在意了……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm2DpjquYA
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913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTimq4Xj12
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u5rMR82xX
而且從內到外的冰冷。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmLnsVvRPv
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8YtDiMQQb
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lWTbBEYyM
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9xrT3mRpC
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoMBIxqYvf
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CCPTM8HDo
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmUO8MiOoB
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilqRE15OtD
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9bgXcK9Pn
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMPSCfMXke
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3LeUsc5ni
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrlFjJmwrk
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTiNbYrvTW
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVqWRCQX22
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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