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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnntlSJrRli
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXOx2wz0t6
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2uE1jh29r
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV1APew47Q
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包裝妳的異樣，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniJqOBWX4t
編織出一道厚繭囚住，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpdZhKnhOm
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh90PldV71F
「這樣的我。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbobxznpcKV
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75kWNGfIPA
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMFcJgXHNm
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27IQkQzmMP
「將異樣的感受消除。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvLbvUpupl
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwvP8WVVwX
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9tZ7iHB0l
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ28SVEviMB
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妳渴望：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZkCqmKvDk
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9odvDmBPl
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bSFkC5gQm
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPycJ214RS
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXCg6q7lUs
「暴露出來。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoI8YrsSGM
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaNKCbeK2p
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj0sBIXyZm
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFmSgRD9aw
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWRJdzFQTI
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwbbhSG6Kh
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6B374OXRo
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCOGdfKP30
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5K97nJHGx
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牽起一絲又一絲，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCItZsiyhMF
有粗大、有細小的，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u3nrtVR0S
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWYpRnzoat
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh13088Uz3
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnwHa71LIQ
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrKgfjgHFQ
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPCTTYwkzg
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3OiYD3jjt
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KSp8UkVsm
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四溢出……801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F6nWi1ELa
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslw1kI4jPJ
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6NcY8kQ1q
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRsYMoTSEo
「答案是肯定的對吧？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9I38vz8Fh
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMzSlHaYUx
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbwfa3qmEt
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2bBmYul0D
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaHtpPIACB
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLztVc5bxIe
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrFeTJJEJw
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSULUkmiHB
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWq0GtmHui
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHhVshOrBM
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHGwRF24Kz
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zWrrbTmMx
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEVPEFbnSE
好像也不怎麼在意了……801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBxUDvWOhL
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801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JkseVGc4m
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb7lXR2nuT
而且從內到外的冰冷。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m4AdHjRBh
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsuCy1kADD
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUEPwxyq9L
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoeVfHGEQK
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu5EndjLGR
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3wub1dUGk
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxSQ7YyDhe
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8NgNktFxg
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQPRu9gY7a
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM7Nv0FxHd
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg429mnII0y
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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