“隻介指係我送俾佢，但唔係訂婚用嘅！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjQNMZFTYk
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George再俾電話我嗰時，一開始就澄清最重要一點。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xi9ftG2wY
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“C，你講過，要我同你做決定，我而加邀請你同我一齊去渡假，你唔可以拒絕，知道嘛！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpfANdaRst
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我擔心自己一對熊貓眼暴露喺佢面前，不過仍然撐得大大，眼淚不停咁流，但係開心到忍唔住笑，對住佢不停點頭，表示答應。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbvjyBm6AJ
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“點解會咁突然，你唔可以呃我！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ7WMgiPcx
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“C，我唔會呃你！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUks4eLS32
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“喺Julie face book上面，睇到你哋發展得好順利，我唔明點解會⋯⋯”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRwB5YtyDN
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“C，我同Julie發展得唔係好似你想咁順利，我希望再同你重新開始亦都唔係好突然。"271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjXy8GTReg
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George同我講返同Julie一齊嘅經過。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIWklV0HoQ
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"我重遇番Julie，我係有啲矛盾，高興見番一個好朋友，但對佢當年提出分手有啲耿耿於懷，同佢一直都只係工作伙伴嘅關係。
直至嗰個星期六，我哋攪個修訂，做完已經好夜，佢第一次叫我一齊去吧坐吓，聚吓舊，我哋講番以前嘅舊事，大家好開心。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqHnEpfoCB
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我哋開始咗之後類似嘅飯聚，做完嘢，我哋會一齊食吓飯，然後散吓步，有時大家興之所至，就一齊再去吧飲杯嘢。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OJYAD1KFq
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隨住相處漸多，挑番起對佢嘅感情，我哋開始約會，當時我好矛盾，因為我仲愛你。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrHXq5vePB
271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Ayv1PSxZ
Julie要求我復合，我抗拒唔到，可能我唔甘心當年我哋無緣無故咁分開，不過我仲係好喜歡你，我唔知點處理，所以我逃避你，減少搵你，唔敢向你坦白，我心理壓力好大。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZEpNcHm4m
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直至你約我食飯，碰啱佢喺外地番嚟，佢一到香港，就喺機場俾電話我。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6OhBWmegO
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“我記得，當時我坐喺你旁邊，我估可能係佢。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEJHMrKdIC
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我同George講當時我有直覺，知道係Julie。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVyDjmxHeT
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“我本來只係覆電話俾佢，不過佢堅持一定要見我，明知你喺我度等我，但係我好似著咗魔，仍然掉低你，上咗佢屋企。
C，嗰晚佢比平日熱情，好主動，超乎我哋復合以來只係接吻同愛撫，佢推我入佢睡房，想留我喺度過夜，我知道佢目的係想我拋低你，但係我都順從佢。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnkNKd23EV
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我奇怪George同我講過，我哋分開前，佢同Julie未發生過性關係，不過我無質疑佢。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFjGTOCTpS
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“C，我好自私，當時我係想搵番以前同佢做嘅感受，但最後關頭，我就想起你，覺得我同Julie咁做，係對你唔住，最後一刻我無同佢做。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsnQfmevDx
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我覺得對你哋兩個都有虧欠，我覺得自己唔知想點。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlSQ1KTF0A
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你亦都喺嗰晚正式知道我同Julie嘅事。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWZ8Pa2Moj
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“其實我已經feel到，加上Julie好早喺佢face book 度暗示咗，嗰晚睇到佢寄俾你啲明信片，只係進一步證實啫。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTV129Hivi
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我打斷咗George。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT8XOqagWw
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“我同佢第一次見面後，第二日佢喺face book就要求我add佢，可能佢要製造一個渠道俾消息我。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDLjFa3zvE
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我向佢補充。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifxMbFb8Xn
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“C，我明白Julie心理，佢佔有慾強，嗰晚佢知道你同埋我一齊，所以佢堅持要見我，佢同我上床，就係想留我喺佢度過夜，就係要測試，你同佢之間，我會點選擇，好可惜，我明知佢目的，仍然順從佢。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgHCFgNHKU
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到我半夜堅持要走，佢覺得係失敗咗，所以佢第二朝一早六點幾叫我返公司，無需我多講，嗰朝我係一早就撲返去公司等佢。
但係唔係佢比你重要呢，我真係唔清楚，我思緒好混亂，想趁去總公司做嘢呢幾個月，避開晒你哋兩個，靜靜咁想清楚自己想要咩。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjEvAb4ptd
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頭嗰個幾月，我無搵過佢，反而我不時想起你，忍唔住都聯絡你，嗰時我好開心。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ586NI8FDZ4
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我當然記得，佢話工作清閒咗，我仲替佢高興，點知好境不常啫。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8zlgWeSLC
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“無幾耐，香港呢邊通知我，話有幾個重要嘅project，一定要我接番手。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q3NFOoO24
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之後，Julie差唔多每兩個星期就過嚟一次同我工作會議，佢通常星期四、五到，跟住嚟緊嘅星期一走，佢話唔想住酒店，嚟咗我度住，我哋變相開始一齊生活。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvFNGO5KIi
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“所以你無聯絡我。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ2KijiODl
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我諗番起，都仲有啲傷感。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPKbztUTbC
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“C，好對唔住，喎陣我只係想，唔可以一腳踏兩船，否則，我、你、Julie，都會受到傷害。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfOOrqQ7x3
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“你選擇放棄我！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCclteW2yRh
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我雖然自己都覺得Julie每一方面都比我強，認為George應該選擇佢，但當事情發生，我唔單止呷醋，仲好悲愴。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9vFUKk5Z0
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“Julie知道只要佢一齊，我就唔會聯絡你，不過點都好，我哋一齊生活咗半年，大家好努力營造到我哋分開之前咁，不過只係一個外殼。
喺床上面，佢好熱情開放，但係我總係無咗以前同佢靈慾相通嘅感覺，反為令我覺得佢係好勝，只係要得到佢想要嘅嘢，同時要你輸俾佢。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPDIKDIYwy
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我懷念你嘅笑聲，懷念你無造作嘅嬌慵，懷念同你一齊嘅每一個細節。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS7zxDj5sB
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我想同Julie講清楚，但係佢比我想像中聰明，佢搶先我一步，以後佢過嚟都住酒店，只係間中約我去酒店。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrXQhWJ4tW
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“點解你會買隻介指俾佢嘅？”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpTcxjjc7x
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“有一次我哋去玩，佢問可唔可以送一份禮物俾佢，我以為佢想要一啲旅遊紀念品，呢啲當然無問題啦，不過兩日旅程中，佢一直都無再提過。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7t3knXugf
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到旅程完結，返番去town，佢帶我去咗一間珠寶店，原來佢已經睇定咗一隻介指，我無得反口，就送咗隻介指俾佢囉。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej2zi3z02p
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“哈哈，你可能誤導咗佢啦！”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti0gsOvb6Z
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我輕鬆同George講。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGUbR72mdJ
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而加佢同我表白咗，我無須再疑慮，心情同之前幾個月真係天壤之別。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMQh6oS6Co
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“我無啦，我送俾佢之時，我仲同佢講，條頸鏈仲靚啦，只不過Julie話佢喜歡呢隻介指啫！271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92ql4Sz9M8
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C，成件事係我自己定力唔夠，令到你受苦，我想同你重新開始，又怕你唔肯原諒我。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQOIMWMS8V
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我決定做番一啲嘢向你表示我對你嘅誠意。”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QFxqE6STY
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“你做咗啲咩呀？”271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNde4M7MGJ
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經過呢兩年，我唔再需要George為我做啲咩，只要佢喺返我身邊，佢已經為我做咗最好嘅事情。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFadKJlxPg
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佢話啲嘢喺佢屋企，佢要保持秘密，遲啲我過到去佢嗰邊，佢先會俾我知係咩嚟嘅，佢知我成晚無瞓過，仲叫我放一日假，休息一吓。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfa8N2S5T6
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但係我唔想臨時臨急放假，無人幫老闆一齊見客。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwQ8K96cop
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雖然帶著個黑眼圈返工，但係心情好輕鬆，只要有時間就偷偷哋send短訊俾George，瑣瑣碎碎，乜都同佢講一餐。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3v2hdPufN
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呢一年，我經歷咗無George喺身邊嘅失落，同佢每次接觸嘅喜悅，初戀甜蜜嘅感覺，原來只係佢可以俾到我，以前只係我自己唔知道滿足，又或者係我俾自己一個借口去放縱內心潛藏嘅野性。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLqk1xhBDx
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