George工作清閒咗,但係Julie喺佢社交媒體就越嚟越忙碌,佢每日都有新post,有時一日仲有幾個咁多。466Please respect copyright.PENANAsde9gdm6fk
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而且佢開始唔再避忌,由兩三日貼一張相,到每日貼一張,佢post好多佢同George嘅合照,有啲好普通,但係有啲好親密,每張相佢都會加啲介紹,可能係介紹俾所有人,又或者係想介紹張相嘅內容同埋背景俾我知啦。466Please respect copyright.PENANAYZIKO5KovE
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不過有一點好奇怪,佢post出嚟,同George嘅合照,唔單止我發覺,仲有好多佢嘅朋友都發覺,全部都係舊相嚟嘅。466Please respect copyright.PENANApDOq6xlTsx
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有留言要求佢post一啲update嘅,佢回覆話尚未得到approve,意思係未得到George同意佢post佢哋嘅近照掛。
到底佢想玩咩,喺facebook嘅帖文係真定係假,係無從考究,466Please respect copyright.PENANA8vjPzVHh9M
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無論佢有咩目的,有咩含意都好,隨著日子,對佢呢啲小動作,我已經習慣咗,再影響唔到我,間中就算有,心裡面嘅躁動都係好輕微。466Please respect copyright.PENANAdFsuoHS1JE
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George而家keep住定期同我傾電話,雖然唔係好頻密,但每次聼得出佢好關心我,尤其是我嘅心情。466Please respect copyright.PENANA8CallyYvgJ
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我對佢同Julie到底發展成點,我淨係可以喺Julie發放出嚟嘅消息中推敲,消息好零碎又唔連貫,反而令到我滿腦子迷思。466Please respect copyright.PENANAO39tJTh9CO
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我知道只要我開口,以George性格,佢唔會隱瞞我,但係我唔想利用佢對我嘅坦誠,嚟達到自己嘅目的。466Please respect copyright.PENANAdSdD00Os03
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所以,一如既往,我哋有默契咁避開所有敏感話題,費事令佢難為,又令自己傷感。466Please respect copyright.PENANANlUWgQWS5Q
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雖然好似朋友咁閒話家常,我已經好滿足,唔會有任何苛求。466Please respect copyright.PENANAJsLyO1kDoQ
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憑記憶,George每次俾電話我嘅時候,係佢當地時間嘅凌晨兩點幾,我奇怪早前佢講過工作量減少咗,可以輕鬆應付,咁點解仲要捱到咁夜。466Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6jsPYxOl7
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"你而家無咁忙,唔駛捱夜嚟俾電話我啦。"466Please respect copyright.PENANAxm7KsfZtOZ
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我擔心佢體力透支。466Please respect copyright.PENANAZJavZXBaRW
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"呢排係有啲嘢忙緊,不過唔緊要啦,我而家都係一個星期先同你傾一次啫!"466Please respect copyright.PENANA6aPn9njtMZ
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佢可能有佢自己嘅安排,我唔想再干預佢。
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Julie發放咗一輪同George嘅舊合照,忽然有一日佢喺又發放咗一張相,對其他人可能認為係順理成章,但對我嚟講,係一個好大嘅衝擊。466Please respect copyright.PENANABzWYyZeYKX
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Julie好曖昧,對呢張相無附加解釋,無說明,淨係影住佢手上面嘅戒指,根據西方習俗,佢戴呢隻戒指嘅位置,係代表訂婚戒指。466Please respect copyright.PENANATLeU60BOL6
「嚟緊將會放假,多謝大家放過我,俾我一個100%無工作牽掛,放空心懷嘅機會。466Please respect copyright.PENANAwxNgcOgXtg
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多謝你陪伴,一齊尋回之前失去嘅!」466Please respect copyright.PENANAVQ2eADr8Dg
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Julie喺佢個人社交媒體宣布,佢慣性好多留言,除咗祝佢旅途愉快之外,亦好多詢問佢目的地,但係我留意到,而且在意嘅,係一兩個留言,佢哋無開名,淨係問:金童?466Please respect copyright.PENANAIS8KwMpdiz
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目的係想Julie確認今次行程嘅伴侶係咪George。466Please respect copyright.PENANAcqxk7DnCxW
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Julie一貫隱晦嘅方法回覆:你話係定唔係?466Please respect copyright.PENANAOKogWXJWD9
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佢另一個回覆比較明顯: 我可以話唔係咩?466Please respect copyright.PENANAxm8DV1xGUZ
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我成日講我已經早有心理準備,只係等George借調完畢,返嚟正式同我講。466Please respect copyright.PENANAYILjJHUAdr
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但係我對佢感情唔會改變,尤其近日同佢開心咁傾吓偈,send吓相,見到Julie宣布,我稍為平伏嘅心情,又一次被牽動。466Please respect copyright.PENANAf3LAsQPniH
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我唔明白,點解只要George稍稍同我多啲聯絡,Julie就會喺社交媒體發放一啲打擊我,令我消沉嘅消息。466Please respect copyright.PENANA3q45ln1Iw6
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早前暗示每次飛去同George開會,之後佢哋都會結伴同遊。466Please respect copyright.PENANAjbBpMFPgRe
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唔怪得佢要認識我無幾多日就add我facebook呢啲社交媒體,如果唔係咁,佢嘅訊息無辦法傳遞俾我。466Please respect copyright.PENANAtAVRe5DawO
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雖然話早有心理準備,但係George同Julie訂咗婚呢個消息嚟到,我點可以好似無事發生咁吖。
我一路瞓唔著,夜晚靜落嚟,細心諗吓,我聯想到一啲嘢。466Please respect copyright.PENANAjrAfNpZI9Z
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如果我將Julie發放嘅消息,配合埋George俾電話兩樣嘢夾埋我一齊嚟睇,一切就講得通。
呢個係一個部署,唔單止Julie一個人,而係同埋George,佢哋兩個人一齊嘅部署。466Please respect copyright.PENANAWrpVQq6qpD
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佢哋要我做期望管理,George呢輪定時俾電話我,又關心我心境,就係怕我接受唔到呢個消息,想預先了解吓我嘅狀態。
而Julie就逐少逐少post啲相出嚟,將佢哋越行越密嘅事實慢慢滲透入我思想裡面。
我佢哋咁做,相信源於George驚我接受唔到而做傻事,我感激佢對我嘅關懷,因為佢無責仼兼顧我嘅感受。
而George同我講有啲嘢忙緊,可能係籌備結婚嘅事啦。466Please respect copyright.PENANA4ymFTsazCA
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佢哋咁做對我係一件好事,我可以早啲斷絕自己對George嘅懸念,好好為自己嘅將來打算。466Please respect copyright.PENANAb5l0sKw1oM
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我漸漸開始麻木,唔再窺探George同Julie嘅發展,心理放鬆好多。