男友有幾個大學同學飯聚group，一個group係同hall嘅同學，一個係同一個學系嘅，仲有一個係做莊啲莊友。
佢哋其中三兩個人，係重疊身份，亦都係同男友最熟絡，已經到達大家講說話可以口不擇言，而又互不介懷嘅程度。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGwEuTWzVh
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成班同學處身喺人生打拼階段，工作繁忙，每次飯聚好難齊人，男友係缺席最多嘅其中一個，不過每次佢出席都會帶埋我一齊去。
出席唔代表可以融入，唔否認有幾個男仔暗中注意住我，但大部份人對我好疏離，當我半透明，可能大家背景唔同，生活圈子有別，但最大原因係我唔懂得交際，怕出席人多喧鬧場合呢啦。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACQFdbcV1g
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男友知道我嘅喜惡，好多時佢都搵借口唔出席，但係我明白到佢需要維繫多年朋情，甚至擴闊人際網絡，我都叫佢唔好因為我而缺席。
當男友同Julie工作上重聚無幾耐，佢班同學就開名要男友一定出席。
幾個相熟，喜歡鬧事嘅，無理會我在場，嬉嬉哈哈，好輕挑，以迫供咁嘅態度，追問男友同Julie嘅近況，佢哋仲話下次聚會，一定要捉埋Julie出席。
如果佢哋當我唔在場還好，難堪嘅係佢哋迫供之時，仲週不時望吓我，想睇吓我有咩反應。
我每次都只係陪客身份，對佢啲同學，或者佢啲同學對我，一直都認識唔多，所以佢哋對我可以不留情面。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJdQSKoDS2
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唯獨男友一位師姐，同我較為熟絡，又或可以講係佢比較同情我嘅處境，當男友初升上大學，入住宿舍，呢位師姐已經係博士研究生，佢幫社監管理個hall，喺飯聚group裡面，我同佢係小數嘅女性，所以佢都特別關顧我。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6lit9LZJG
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有好幾個比較諸事八卦嘅同學，席間不停偷偷打量我，似乎要將我同Julie比較。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnep4F4g8Xt
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呢位師姐亦都留意到，佢每次趁我去洗手間時，都借意跟埋入嚟，幫佢班同學講好說話，向我表示班男仔係無惡意，只不過佢哋喺hall習慣咁以令對方尷尬為樂，同時佢都會同我打吓氣。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta1wj38kPD
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加上嗰時男友剛剛俾咗三塊拼圖小片我，同我講我哋未來人生大併圖，得到男友安慰，我搵番一啲信心。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahi1gPj1by
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不過佢班同學用咁嘅眼神睇我，話雖佢哋無乜惡意，俾佢哋評頭品足，亦都好難受。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTWDn9sEsj
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我有自知之明，Julie幾乎每一方面都比我強。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa9LtaYHv5
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佢身形高挑，面貌清秀，皮膚嫩白，魅力迫人，加上學歷高，舉止端莊，事業又有成就，擺出嚟就俾一個標準嘅萬人迷。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOWdrIdXBH
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比起我只係中學學歷，一間小小貿易公司裡面一個小文員，佢每個條件都優越過我。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HU7N5bw6h
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唯一可以挑剔，就係佢比較瘦削，稍欠身裁，不過瘦削唔係缺點，唔同人有唔同喜好，我相信喺部份人眼裡面，會嫌我皮膚太黑，身型妖惹，未必吸引到佢哋。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraTI6De8gU
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問心而論，男友身裁高大，Julie身形高挑，樣貌端莊，兩個人企埋一齊，尤其出席一啲重要宴會，Julie係優勝過我好多。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbcMqOSJBU
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之前幾日，我再出席咗男友同學嘅另一次飯聚，320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZiimplibf
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佢哋話題如常不著邊際，天南地北，乜都講到，當中固然唔少得懷緬讀書時嘅舊事，每當提及Julie，佢哋一定扯上男友同佢嘅戀情，仲不停用金童、玉女嚟稱呼佢哋兩個。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D8Xwpmv5d
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金童、玉女呢個稱呼似乎係佢班同學之間稱呼佢哋嘅，因為我追查Julie facebook，咁多年嚟，佢哋班同學或者朋友留言裡面，從來無出現過「金童」「玉女」呢兩個稱呼，莫非喺佢哋同學圈子裡面所知道嘅嘢比我只係從face book所知嘅仲要多？320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHCEI3ofBh
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男友每次都苦笑住叫同學唔好搵佢嚟開玩笑，我坐喺佢旁邊，身為佢女友更加唔知點應對。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAIi2DjpuZ
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飯聚後，佢送我返屋企，對於佢哋成晚唔離口嘅「金童、玉女」，我無仼何表示，佢亦都無好似早幾個星期前咁安慰我，我同佢全程沉默，佢揸佢嘅車，我有我沉思。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6nr3roL1C
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“夜喇，唔駛送我上去喇！”320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5IUo4e5nB
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到咗我屋企，佢想駛入停車場，然後送埋我上樓，不過我制止咗佢。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f66ohU847
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“嗯⋯⋯咁好吖，拜拜！”320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NMgcDTLGY
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佢如夢初醒咁，無反對，只係向我揚一揚手講拜拜。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5aaTosO0M
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“拜拜！”320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTc4sC9Vc1
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我心情好沉重，連續失眠咗幾晚。320Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerb8ehR9bp
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