隔天我就像前幾天一樣的時間起床,走出房間後我就覺得有些不對勁,瑪莎明明都比我早起床的,為什麼到現在餐廳一點動靜都沒有?284Please respect copyright.PENANAPFXKBKccBV
懷著一絲絲不安,我在屋內開始找起了瑪莎,不一會兒就找到了,但是我卻不願面對接下來的事。284Please respect copyright.PENANAE3nljDpu6K
憐的房門透出了光芒,我往內一看就看見瑪莎待在憐的身邊。284Please respect copyright.PENANAF8EtxunMMv
憐的表情十分痛苦,身體不停的發抖著,我把門推開走到瑪莎的身邊,瑪莎面無表情,就像早就接受了事實。284Please respect copyright.PENANANzADbunXjy
「憐…怎麼了…?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAyCh7ddZmDk
「看來是病情惡化了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAc5H6ViHB8S
「憐…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAeA3d6iPnYe
我努力的把已經僵直的雙手挪到憐的手邊,冰冷的手讓我感到心痛不已,我握緊了她的手顫抖著發出聲音。284Please respect copyright.PENANAgbCgkXSlly
「憐…沒事吧...?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlT6C3pwpBh
她沒有回應,我的雙手開始發抖著,無法克制的情緒即將爆發,一旁的瑪莎輕輕地把手放在我的手上,她溫暖的手和憐呈現了對比,這讓我害怕著。284Please respect copyright.PENANAUDZhar7vM7
瑪莎只是搖了搖頭,就像在要我冷靜一般,但我無論如何都冷靜不下來。284Please respect copyright.PENANA0w6s9QfXpf
我也清楚這只是一個自我逃避,但是我仍然不敢再看著眼前痛苦的憐,我強忍悲痛的情緒慢慢地走出房間,逃到了臥室獨自一個人哭了起來。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHM889cx8T4
明明說好要堅強的露出笑容直到最後,但是我卻躲在這裡弱小的哭泣著,明明早就知道的事,但一直到現在我才真正的感受到痛苦。284Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZlFJORM1Q
我想瑪莎比我更難過更痛苦,但是她不像我一樣逃避了眼前的事,她仍然盡了全力陪伴在憐的身邊,而我卻就連看著憐的勇氣都沒有,明明說好要比憐還堅強的…284Please respect copyright.PENANAcl7duYQbC7
這樣想起來,當初的我也是這樣,突然之間病情惡化家人們都嚇壞了,送我到醫院後就知道剩下沒多少時間了,家人們也會像我一樣躲著哭泣嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANAxGDb7m96Rp
人們總是在要失去的時候才懂得珍惜和哀傷,我也如此,前幾天還總是笑著和憐玩耍著,突然面對到即將失去的事又變得害怕和脆弱。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhblbtdHJJr
今天是第五天,距離當時預告的第七天還剩兩天的時間,然而最後的時間卻只能看著憐痛苦的與病魔對抗,這樣的事我一點都不想面對。284Please respect copyright.PENANAFxLkFqfpSp
瑪莎現在一定很難過吧?她是如何忍住內心的悲痛陪伴在憐身邊的?明明相較起來她應該更難受的,但是她卻如此平靜地陪伴著憐,而我卻無法克制自己的軟弱在此哭泣著。284Please respect copyright.PENANA2kgp7Axd5y
說起來真是可笑,身為一位引領人們死亡的死神卻被人們教導、關心、體諒、包容和擔心著,這樣不是完全反過來了嗎?我這樣還算哪門子的死神啊?284Please respect copyright.PENANAzf4SPPBIGk
此時的憐也在和痛苦對抗著,瑪莎也在一旁平靜地陪伴她,而我逃避了一切躲到了沒人發現的地方偷偷哭泣著,我可是死神啊,這點小事都辦不來怎麼可以。284Please respect copyright.PENANANWo5okSpFM
「死神什麼的真是讓人討厭…」我嘆息一聲,看著慢慢被朝陽點亮的房間,我用力地揉了眼睛,重新走了出去。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjwaZtwAOtU
瑪莎仍然在憐的身邊,她的表情還是那麼平靜又溫柔,總覺得已經接受了所有事情的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANA3jsYVhdk01
瑪莎把憐包得緊緊又厚實的樣子,憐的樣子像是覺得很冷一樣所以瑪莎才這麼做的吧,確實現在也沒看到她發抖的樣子了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAYU0Owa7z2Z
「瑪莎,憐有比較好了嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAj62jpn3rk8
瑪莎回過頭來看我,她露出了微笑,我想她應該也在擔心我吧?看到我再次振作起來她也就安心了。284Please respect copyright.PENANATC4mS1k22u
「不太理想,我已經讓傑帶著馬車去城裡找醫生了,但再快也要傍晚才來了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA0kVFNAVzQg
「是這樣啊…」284Please respect copyright.PENANARbfICosc62
瑪莎平淡地說出這些話,但就算是笨拙的我也看得出來,瑪莎現在也和我一樣在強忍悲痛,那逐漸低垂的眼眸,微微顫抖著的嘴唇,她和我一樣,甚至是遠比我還要難過,但是她仍然表現得如此堅強。284Please respect copyright.PENANABLvcISxM7l
我握著她的手,就這樣待在憐的身邊。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjmuf7ICOQ2
為了讓瑪莎陪著憐,我替她準備了早餐,就算再怎麼笨手笨腳的,學了三天也總該學會了,所以我照著平常的步驟做了簡單的早餐。284Please respect copyright.PENANAbGnIUn2tV2
但是自己試吃時感覺味道好像不太對,感覺完全沒有味道,嗯…為什麼呢?啊!調味料啊!284Please respect copyright.PENANAO05OJEPA9d
然後我又重新的做了一份,並把沒有調味料的早餐吞了下去,死神是一個回收場,認證。284Please respect copyright.PENANAkoGzUx18k5
這次的就是一個正常的早餐了,雖然很像有點焦,看來我也變成一個會料理的死神了,以後還會持續進步的,大概吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAupiBSUCfZR
給了瑪莎後她用很微妙的表情看著我,體諒新手的表情不用那麼明顯喔瑪莎。284Please respect copyright.PENANAYxrZANT9lA
「調味料,放太多了呢…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ4wjfB0qg
「啊…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAwl5B6bGnBe
好…好吧…這是新手的第一次,失誤也是在所難免的嘛!284Please respect copyright.PENANA3WruLoTBVH
之後我順便的幫她把家都打掃了一遍,是因為實在太無聊了,畢竟憐一直躺在床上,而瑪莎才知道怎麼幫她,所以我只能在旁邊待著沒事做。284Please respect copyright.PENANA2SfdlL2ROH
雖說振作起來是振作起來了,但是我還是不時擔心著憐,常常偷偷地跑去房門旁偷看,雖然我大可直接進去,但是不能讓瑪莎擔心我,她已經為了憐感到疲倦了怎麼還可以為了我而多費一份心思呢!284Please respect copyright.PENANATewFGv0SLE
我可是死神喔!比起任何人都要了解死亡的死神…大概啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjXzDP5enT2
時間就這樣流逝著,我已經把所有能做的事都做過一遍了,剩下的就是乖乖地待著等醫生吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAegNCNRRzeu
但是這樣閒著沒事也不是辦法,所以我開始思考如何面對接下來的幾天,我在屋內不停的走動著讓自己的大腦運轉。284Please respect copyright.PENANATjmxDNgN1K
憐現在非常的痛苦,我想就算醫生來了她也不見得會好轉吧,這也是理所當然的事,畢竟再兩天後她就會死去,這一次的病情惡化可能是最後的一次爆發了。284Please respect copyright.PENANACsRioInmqs
就像我最後一次病情惡化一樣,倒下後就一直在病床上直到一切歸零了,憐應該也是如此。284Please respect copyright.PENANAcJBQidDaoY
我到底要怎麼做才能讓憐在最後不留遺憾呢?如今她已經在床上如此痛苦地掙扎了,我哪有可能再讓她像前幾日一樣出外到處玩耍,就算先不說這些,現在的她能坐起來和我聊聊都是一件相當困難的事吧…284Please respect copyright.PENANAsPTQgOHp4Z
難道要這樣一直到最後嗎…?我不想要這樣,憐好不容易才開始綻放笑容,卻又一次被病魔給擊垮,這樣的事我怎麼可以接受。284Please respect copyright.PENANAPGbe74kkkO
話是這麼說,但是我終究沒有辦法,事到如今也只能讓她不痛苦的走向最後,這樣就是最美好的狀況了吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANA8UNXGcRYOg
我看著已經略過頭頂的太陽,嘆了口氣,沒有精神的去為瑪莎準備午餐。284Please respect copyright.PENANApNiYm61TL8
我完全複製了瑪莎的做法,看來我在某方面上也算是學習力強大,大概啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANAA1caK6dB3q
完美的午餐完成,我再一次拿去給瑪莎,很好!瑪莎的表情終於變得正常了!284Please respect copyright.PENANA2v3WJoks8H
「這個肉還可以再熟一點喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAWT7jdZwOVj
「欸?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAq2oCXeGSXA
馬上被嫌棄了!可惡,明明是那麼平淡的表情。284Please respect copyright.PENANACjkkealtHa
「但是你進步很快呢,這是你第二次做吧?那麼快就能掌握訣竅,真棒。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAvntmB16JFf
「唔嘿嘿…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAvHn5dBhYbN
瑪莎摸了摸我的頭,她溫暖的掌心在我的頭上輕輕地撫過,這樣的感覺真棒…284Please respect copyright.PENANAm7C0NUS6Ir
不…這樣不就完全被當孩子看待了嗎?我是被瑪莎領養的孩子嗎?如果能在這待更久我想瑪莎一定會開始關心我的所有事,母愛的力量怎麼那麼強大…284Please respect copyright.PENANAaBA725LYCn
雖然和瑪莎這樣是還蠻悠閒的,但是一旁的憐仍然在沉睡著,在我不在的時候貌似睡著了,能看著她平靜地睡著倒是讓我挺安心的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAgq77dxoEId
「瑪莎,你不會難受嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzYxfwXtFos
我在她的身邊坐下並問了這句話,她的眼神沒有一絲絲動搖,表情也從未改變過,她仍然是那麼沉穩且平靜。284Please respect copyright.PENANA88WcoV8oef
「會啊,非常非常的難受。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAq03DLEMKWs
「那…為什麼你還能這樣冷靜地看著憐?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzTv5WTB60M
「不好好看著她,以後就再也沒機會了,早在你來的那天我就接受了憐即將死去的事實,人終究會走向死亡,如果說要讓她一直忍受痛苦活著,不如提早走到終點結束一切,這樣對她來說也比較好吧。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAAuwhIOOJbh
「但是…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAA6qEpG6WOO
瑪莎說的沒有錯,本來就是如此,與其繼續看著憐不斷受苦,不如在現在安心的離去還比較好。284Please respect copyright.PENANA76dF5IOZ8N
「而且,你不也讓她沒有遺憾了嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAwplNsMVzEb
「我?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAsbFYv2m96i
「是啊,因為你的到來她才能夠那麼開心的笑著不是嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA5tVQLoIou6
「不,那是因為憐一直以來都是那麼樂觀的孩子…」284Please respect copyright.PENANApOQW0xUVKx
瑪莎微笑著搖了搖頭,我無法猜出她的意思,但是我知道她現在的表情充滿了溫暖。284Please respect copyright.PENANAaHuikp9Fzg
「在你來之前,她可從來沒有這樣笑過呢,那麼滿足,那麼開心的笑,這是我多久沒有見到的了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAr7ODwcIyRz
「不…我才沒有那麼厲害…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA9ns5cF3X2a
「在她即將死去之前能夠遇見你,想必就是一種幸福了,沒有你的話或許她仍然在悲傷之中無法走出來吧。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z2TXZEd12
瑪莎對著我笑了笑,或許是因為一直被誇獎有些害羞,我別過臉去不看著她。284Please respect copyright.PENANAM19yvMes9K
總覺得瑪莎對我太過包容了,明明是她們無數次的鼓勵我才對,怎麼會是我對他們有所影響呢?284Please respect copyright.PENANA7d8Qoh1Tc2
說起來我只是個不成熟的孩子,所有事情都還需要他們的提醒我才能夠理解,這樣的我卻被瑪莎誇獎成這樣,不免有些害羞。284Please respect copyright.PENANACChJLAhif4
「你就放心吧,剩下的幾天我們都要堅強的陪伴著憐,怎麼可以讓憐看著我們沮喪的表情走向最後呢?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAQngvXfzg6U
「嗯,說的也是。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAKum5vhykEh
瑪莎堅定的表情讓我感到溫暖,是啊,怎麼可以讓憐看著我和瑪莎兩人難過的樣子,她這樣一定會擔心我們擔心的不得了的。284Please respect copyright.PENANA448w73kuzx
和瑪莎一樣,用溫柔又堅定的樣子去陪伴憐,即使再怎樣悲痛都要如此,畢竟憐也是一直堅持的走到現在了,我們還要繼續走下去怎麼能比她還脆弱呢?284Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ih2fnleZF
我把手放在瑪莎的手上,我們就這樣互相扶持著,一起陪伴著憐,我不需要做什麼太偉大的事,我也不見得能再一次讓憐走出去看看外面,但是我能夠就這樣一直等到最後一刻的到來。284Please respect copyright.PENANAncDQ97nX1s
到了下午傑帶著醫生走了進來,雖然我有想過我是不是應該離開,畢竟哪會有醫生願意救確定要死的人的性命,結果瑪莎卻說不要緊,只是讓我繼續待著。284Please respect copyright.PENANAClTtzfwvO5
那醫生看到我後卻沒有一絲絲猶豫,他把許多藥給了瑪莎,說是能夠讓她減輕痛苦的,看來他也想讓病人在死前比較不痛苦吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAhuFj92ikDS
他沒有多做什麼診斷,畢竟我就站在一旁嘛,再多做什麼也是徒勞,在離開前他還和我敬禮,我多久沒有感受死神的特權了?284Please respect copyright.PENANAL7LyjX2OSJ
瑪莎把憐叫醒來並要她吃下藥,她看到我時還對我笑了一笑,我一點都克制不住情緒便抱向她。284Please respect copyright.PENANAf0axNfFrEJ
「辛苦了,要好好休息喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANACFr3dqjvrG
「死神…姐姐…也是喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA8MdnRuRwbo
她的聲音有些無力,我忍住悲傷摸了摸她的頭,並讓她安穩的躺著,並且微笑地看著她,她也是這樣回應我,這樣就好。284Please respect copyright.PENANAb7wIuAVDIZ
我沒有多做什麼,看著天色漸漸變暗,我也打算前去處理晚餐,瑪莎貌似也不打算打擾憐也和我一起出來,我們兩個又站在了一起,這次則是我來做,而她來幫助我。284Please respect copyright.PENANAd65fm0sies
傑今天一天都不會回來了,他似乎要在城裡的旅店休息,畢竟他得把醫生送回去,好辛苦啊沒有科技的世界,那些便利的交通工具他們沒辦法使用,如果我有把那些智慧帶過來的話大概會先處理交通問題。284Please respect copyright.PENANAJtm8ouoikU
但是想想這樣派特斯就沒有工作了,喔...我隔了好久才想到派特斯,看來出外工作的爸爸已經被女兒遺忘了。284Please respect copyright.PENANACXWztm0tFh
我和瑪莎兩個人對坐,就這樣吃著只有我們兩人的晚餐,明明和前幾天相比冷清了許多,但我們卻不會感到孤單。284Please respect copyright.PENANArJAiGW3X9O
「說起來,傑他不會感到難過嗎?畢竟憐也是她姐姐。」284Please respect copyright.PENANACkzyHGyPBT
「他可難過了,你沒有注意他,但是傑可是這裡最難過的人喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANARTB20GVaEU
「欸?是這樣嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAcUGcAoGn6w
蠻意料之外的,畢竟看他總是沒有什麼表情,和憐玩鬧時也總是漫不經心的樣子,原來他意外的很重視姐姐嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANAUQVBofthjS
「他就只是不願意說出口,明明很擔心憐,卻堅持著裝作若無其事,把自己的想法封閉了起來。284Please respect copyright.PENANAEIEO8kokN3
「這樣啊…」284Please respect copyright.PENANACGY1kMDwZg
「今天發現憐病情惡化後,他可是二話不說馬上就衝出家門了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAOyrm4MqLNG
的確不難理解傑的想法,畢竟他是個男孩子,而且還是青春期,大概是很難那麼直接的表達對姐姐的關心,所以總是藏著吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAIhQupp1oh8
但是這樣一定是不好的,遲早會後悔的吧?如果在憐生前都沒有好好地表達出來,他一定會在未來感到後悔的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAD4tMEhrC5c
他可能會在未來的某一刻想起憐,後悔著沒有好好地表達出自己對她的關心以及喜歡,這樣的事實在太悲傷了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAXC96vdtzI8
我想…我找到了最後這幾天的目標了。284Please respect copyright.PENANADr0gX2e3rm
我和瑪莎整理好了餐桌後便沒事可以做了,我和她沒有回到憐的房裡,只是繼續坐在一起聊著天,她和我說著曾經去過哪裡,或是在她還是大小姐時的故事。284Please respect copyright.PENANARjKcW11UKQ
就這樣等待著時間一點一滴的流逝,有時都希望時間能夠停留在原地不動,就這樣讓我們靜靜地待在此時此刻,永遠不到最後一刻。284Please respect copyright.PENANAXgLs7g9dkV
當然這只是妄想,之後瑪莎再去看了一次憐,而我沒有進去房裡,只是站在門口等待瑪莎出來。284Please respect copyright.PENANAsJOuof2GuU
「似乎比較穩定了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANADUv3XqnfDZ
「是嗎,這樣就好。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAX2N6boOm6s
看來醫生給的藥生效了,只要她不感到難受就好,我和瑪莎都是這麼想的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAu6uOtkdMah
和瑪莎道了晚安後我就回到臥室去了,今天是第五天,我沒有辦到任何事情,離分別之時只剩最後的兩天,我沒有猶豫,閉上雙眼迎接明天的到來。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhOOkD4AXhv
死神的睡眠真的很輕鬆,我想如果人類可以把這樣的睡眠模式套用下去一定會非常開心,但是可惜我身為人類活著時辦不到。284Please respect copyright.PENANA9BdUslLSqv
張開眼已經是早上了,我走出房門去尋找憐,她安穩地躺在床上,讓我感到一絲絲平靜。284Please respect copyright.PENANApCAJgxBY21
「你也來啦。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA2fAOJUan1d
「啊,瑪莎早啊。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAWh7Ws1LNEb
「早安。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAt37DH5dOy9
我回過頭看,瑪莎就在門口,我們互相展露笑容並道了一聲早安,還蠻舒服的關係,有種說不出的默契。284Please respect copyright.PENANA7cePCckyw8
我們兩人一起下廚,瑪莎說傑應該很早就回來了所以要幫他準備,嗯…希望他會喜歡我的廚藝。284Please respect copyright.PENANA32fE7O5vfl
我們之間的默契貌似越來越好了,無須開口便能瞭解對方所需要的是什麼,我非常喜歡像這樣的關係,雖然我還是認為瑪莎把我當小孩子在看待就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANA6wtDnKa4tJ
我不曉得是死神的學習能力很好還是我本來就天賦異稟,我貌似一下子就能掌握許多事的要領,瑪莎和派特斯好像都有說過這件事,嗯…在生前我沒有學習過什麼也不能驗證,總之我現在已經能完美的做出一頓豐盛的料理了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAnEUNmOrxfK
「你意外的很有天份呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAqhbKKCFGL0
「意外…的…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAnuipLWSHcg
「哈哈哈,明明平常都是那麼笨拙的樣子。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAObycUINTXz
「我那是天真無邪!」284Please respect copyright.PENANA831dhL4Wy3
「是~是~」284Please respect copyright.PENANAAaeg6GIObM
「瑪莎你真是的…」284Please respect copyright.PENANABrKlfav4c3
瑪莎用著開玩笑的語氣捉弄了我一番,看她一臉輕鬆又愉快的表情我也不自覺地放鬆下來,我想瑪莎應該是刻意這麼做的吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjARrychhGs
我和瑪莎一邊整理一邊把菜餚都放上餐桌,而傑也正好在這時回來了,我突然很佩服傑的速度,畢竟當初派特斯把我帶來這裡可是花了半天的時間,傑可以那麼快回來還真是厲害。284Please respect copyright.PENANAYmNfOyRql2
我滿臉笑容的在餐桌邊歡迎傑,他看向餐桌上的食物,露出了有點疑惑的表情。284Please respect copyright.PENANAsWaPYSBi7O
「這些是死神大人做的?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzwAtRb3mXP
「瑪莎有幫忙我就是了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANANACyV206hq
「那麼我就安心了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAg6JA4xBRew
「傑你這是甚麼意思!」284Please respect copyright.PENANA5r21ysbZ8H
傑沒有理會我的坐了下去,瑪莎還很明顯的一直在憋笑,可惡…你們都不相信我的實力,太過分了!284Please respect copyright.PENANA3CKaj2f9DW
雖然看起來是一派輕鬆的樣子,但我看得出來少了一個人的餐桌上終究有種莫名的惆悵感,我不喜歡這樣,但是我也無能為力,難過的想法我也有,而且我遠比他們還要軟弱。284Please respect copyright.PENANACBfacw8iTV
傑和瑪莎他們都是為了不讓憐擔心而強忍悲傷,我也是這樣,三個壓抑住自己情緒的人們在餐桌上共進早餐這樣的感覺確實還蠻難受的。284Please respect copyright.PENANA4FWqcitz1E
結束早餐後傑很像因為太早起床趕路所以跑去休息了,瑪莎和我收拾完所有的東西後一起去了憐的房間。284Please respect copyright.PENANAgCcXbYOnBt
憐醒來了,但是她的樣子卻一點精神都沒有,看到這樣的她我有種莫名的心痛感,但是我還是忍住自己的情緒並對著她露出笑容。284Please respect copyright.PENANA7Pqdsr5cTV
「早安啊,憐。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAZZyUh4VryH
「死神姐姐早…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA8sbqb3ZeRc
她的回答有氣無力的,我沒有多想,只是坐到床邊輕輕地握著她的手,瑪莎把藥用好後讓她服下,並一起坐在我的身邊。284Please respect copyright.PENANAuy5gaVaxg0
「總覺得…媽媽和死神姐姐關係真好…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4IoN7rhorz
「是這樣嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA77Bbyr56Wl
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7z3ODOy6a
我疑惑地看著瑪莎,她也是這樣看著我,嗯…確實我們的關係改變了許多,但是有那麼明顯嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANA07yI2SFEp4
憐一臉欣慰的看著我們,我想她對於我們關係變好這件事也有感到開心吧?那麼樂觀的她一定是很高興能看到我和瑪莎關係變好。284Please respect copyright.PENANA7bI8jYv5Yc
在她無法見證的未來世界裡,我和瑪莎就像好友一般一起聊著天,偶爾互相開開玩笑,在對方低落的時後給予支持和鼓勵,這應該是憐所期待的吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAcaYBKOIVLI
在生前看到家人們總是很歡樂的聚在一起時我也會有種說不出的高興,我想這樣的感覺是一樣的,希望自己離開了他們身邊後還是可以一直歡笑著,就算我無法看到未來的樣貌,但我能夠猜出他們會持續的幸福下去。284Please respect copyright.PENANAi1crBKWv1g
我也希望能夠如此,我希望即使是與憐分別後我仍然能夠來到這裡,不是為了指引,僅僅是為了和瑪莎再一次開心的做料理,偶爾聊起憐的事,如果我不夠堅強會流下淚水,那麼瑪莎就會在一旁安慰我,這樣的未來也稱不上糟糕吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANA3QHi6o0GRB
我把我的手放在憐的頭上,她沒有做甚麼反應,只是露出了笑容。284Please respect copyright.PENANANVQEPuU8p3
「要好好休息喔,憐。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4qYNmekzwf
我輕輕地摸著她的頭,瑪莎也在一旁看著,我喜歡這樣的氣氛,有種莫名的溫暖,很舒服。284Please respect copyright.PENANA6nqXCywrz8
憐的眼皮逐漸闔了下去,她平穩的呼吸和令人安心的睡臉,我和瑪莎無聲無息地悄悄走出房間。284Please respect copyright.PENANAG44P3is57Y
時值正午,我和瑪莎沒有做午餐,畢竟不久前才剛吃過早餐,但是我們開始了另一個嘗試。284Please respect copyright.PENANAckjHH3c35j
「你想不想嘗試看看做點心?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXDuA5Az56i
「點心?我嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAMyL9Z2UWGU
「以你的天份大概是沒問題的,而且我也會幫你。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAas6GiTFpOt
「那當然好啊!」284Please respect copyright.PENANATPYGVRQUZC
瑪莎說要做簡單的小餅乾,她幫我把材料都準備好了並告訴我步驟,雖然這樣準備齊全的樣子我不大可能會做不好就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHB8ZT0dNAY
我聽著她的指示做著,而瑪莎自己也在做,能夠這樣一心多用還真是厲害。284Please respect copyright.PENANAVF4nWyF4Yd
不一會兒我們就完成了,看到成品後我明顯的感受到屈辱感。284Please respect copyright.PENANAH7OPw5EMT9
「為什麼…?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA6CNALfvB2s
「大概是烤太久了吧...?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA3xXP2nW5oh
「嗚…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAOu1NXDX1Pv
瑪莎的餅乾完美又漂亮,看起來就十分可口,而我的餅乾明顯的就是烤焦了黑了一半的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANAui7JGJ9Jcs
明明完全照著瑪莎的步驟去做了啊?我還有哪邊做錯了嗎?嗚…284Please respect copyright.PENANAz2iQODnduF
「沒事的,你很聰明的,下次就能做的很好了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAl0sc0e59d3
「好…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA76D5GQV1EX
「別那麼沮喪嘛,說不定吃起來還不錯呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA7aZg51SMkw
「也是!我的只是看起來賣相不好,味道是完全照著做的一定沒有問題!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAfp532dlB5F
被瑪莎鼓勵後原本無力地趴在桌上的我一下子就站了起來,確實,有很多看起來醜醜的食物吃起來意外的美味,所以我這個絕對也是這樣!284Please respect copyright.PENANA2MGyIjys6L
我拿起一個來吃,嗯…感覺…還不錯?吃起來沒有甚麼奇怪的感覺,雖然有烤焦的苦味,但脆脆的口感卻意外的增添了幾分美味。284Please respect copyright.PENANAiVYyFj4kdg
「怎麼樣?只是長得不好看而已對吧?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAodEAKJZTyl
「嗯,雖然感覺烤焦的地方有點苦苦的就是了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAc3dgEqhDoe
「對吧,你一會兒就能學會了呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANADXXhXylX0Z
我很滿足的吃了下一塊,嗯…的確不錯吃,或許是因為這是自己的成果,總覺得味道變得比一般的餅乾更美味了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAJUMs4iQ9VC
雖然說我的也不難吃,但是看到瑪莎那完全完美呈現的餅乾還是會有一點點不甘心,瑪莎果然很厲害,我是這麼想的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAs8Cbx5mxAk
「瑪莎,你不吃嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAiGn2Zt70pq
「這個憐很喜歡吃,希望她能在最後吃個盡興,所以我會留著。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZU8A1P4tu
「是這樣啊…」284Please respect copyright.PENANANSNeyZRt0K
瑪莎那有些憂鬱的微笑一下子把我拉回現實,不管怎麼樣明天就是最後的最後,就算是瑪莎也會露出哀傷的表情吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHkrrN0K0wJ
時間過得很快,明明我覺得我才來到這裡不久,就像昨天我才和他們相聚在一起一樣,但在不知不覺已經要一周了,他們帶給我許多不同的回憶,無奈我的到來就是不幸,如果我能以別種方式來到這裡,一切的一切都會不一樣吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAIa8njbDm4q
來到這裡後認識了瑪莎,和憐一起玩鬧著,在餐桌上與這一家人一起享用美食,和他們在原野上散心,在星空下聚在一塊聊天,我喜歡他們,我不想失去這樣的美好時光。284Please respect copyright.PENANAchJAZkWPvl
瑪莎或許是看到我低落的樣子,她來到我的身邊,並拿起一塊我烤的餅乾放進嘴裡。284Please respect copyright.PENANAKs7fZL4uDN
「第一次做能有這樣的成果可是相當厲害的喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAr8HT75SkvO
「是嗎…?」284Please respect copyright.PENANALazTY0xyh5
「我聽憐說過了,你生前和憐是一樣的…甚至是更悲慘的,是嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAkJI6dY2jBJ
「嗯,的確是這樣。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAmOxWZnVJGQ
原來憐把這件事告訴瑪莎了,我還真不知道是什麼時後說的,或許是在早上我還沒醒的時間吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANA0maM9EfFbj
「其實我隱約有察覺,你的步伐比起一般人緩慢了許多,但是沒有想到是那麼嚴重,能夠在短時間之內學會那麼多事真的很厲害呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANASqVieAE15a
「說是嚴重…但我現在終究是健康的不可理喻呢…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAQRn6G0vwYY
「的確是這樣。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAKD4k4bujj8
瑪莎笑了出來,變成死神後我的確相當的開心,畢竟我能夠像正常人一般的活著,這無論是發生在誰身上都是一件值得高興的事。284Please respect copyright.PENANAXZHBdM2Kk2
我是這麼想的沒錯,但心中總有一個被堵塞住的痛苦。284Please respect copyright.PENANA57C8rX3sfk
「如果說…能夠變得如此健康的不是我,而是憐的話就好了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAU8Wj4VjrJ9
遇到憐後我才覺得自己太過奢侈了,我得到了這樣的身體後就沒有想過曾經痛苦的日子,我卻沒有感謝之意,反而覺得理所當然。284Please respect copyright.PENANAw20VVhLH8J
在死後能夠變得像我這樣的應該只是少數人,死後還能夠記住生前的事物,能夠得到一個榮譽的身份什麼的,很不實際吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAkCaXT8dXMO
而且我並沒有對生前感到任何不滿,雖說有些遺憾,但也不是什麼大不了的事情,憐看起來更加的對自己所處的現在有著留戀,命運怎麼都不會察覺人們的想法呢?284Please respect copyright.PENANA3rvnF8PoJo
「我想憐是無法變得和你一樣的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXU3XxUChIr
「欸?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA2uTxdmqbok
瑪莎淺淺地笑著,是我非常熟悉的溫柔笑容。284Please respect copyright.PENANA7ESUHgYqgR
「人們得到什麼就要付出相對的代價,死神們也是。」284Please respect copyright.PENANANgOGpvlvji
瑪莎握住我的手輕輕地說著。284Please respect copyright.PENANAqLZZOVZ3C2
「你們得到了長生不死的身體,但卻換來一世與死亡糾纏,和人們相遇,讓人們接受死亡,如果是憐,我想她應該沒有這等的堅強熬過那麼漫長的時間。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAhhlb4AGpDI
這是我聽過好幾次的話,死神的職責就是如此我聽過無數次了,事到如今我也相信著這件事已經是打不動的事實了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAM7EUXdScnD
但是不該是像我這種的人可以勝任的,我堅強嗎?明明只是一個不斷躲起來哭泣的傻子?284Please respect copyright.PENANACgswYxLXca
「你不要懷疑自己,讓憐露出那樣幸福笑容的人,只能是你。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAnZLOPgB22l
「但是…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAOwH3TJEWz0
「你竭盡所能的做了一切能夠做到的事了,你讓憐完成了無數個願望,她在心裡一定是相當感激你的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA9hlKCCpcTk
「就算是這樣…我也不想失去憐…我想看到她再一次和我在草原上奔跑,和我一起笑著聊天,我有好多好多想和她一起做的事!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAMTFG8GI204
人們總是到了失去才會了解到何謂珍惜,也總是在要失去之時變得貪婪,我是這樣的人,我很清楚現在的我只是無理取鬧,只是任性妄為的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANAi15Sd24xVW
我在哭泣,我在埋怨,我無端地把自己的任性遷就在瑪莎的身上,因為我不願意迎接失去,明明是身為讓人們接受失去的死神卻是如此。284Please respect copyright.PENANAKXVl25yuEe
「眼淚,不是說了會堅強的嗎?這樣憐不會開心的喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAQk5yCKeaIw
「我知道…但是…但是…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAhUmVOnO7LC
身為陪伴憐最久的瑪莎都沒有流下眼淚,而我這才認識不到一周的人到底有何哭泣的資格?我自己問著,但是我脆弱的內心就是這樣,很可笑吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAzcRMkcUmQl
瑪莎把手放在我的臉上,手掌的熱度讓我感到溫暖,瑪莎用著她的手指不停的為我拭去淚水,擔憂和關心的表情在她的臉上浮現。284Please respect copyright.PENANAcfo2WWNEvr
「那麼喜歡我家的憐,我很高興喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAZPGVTdSGHj
她笑著說道,明明就不像是可以開玩笑的氣氛,但是瑪莎還是這樣笑著。284Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ3PR7NBEx
「所以啊,我也很喜歡你,對我來說你就和憐一樣,是我重要又喜歡的孩子喔,所以你如果沒辦法開心笑著的話,我也會難過的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAUTPOcN82Rp
「瑪莎…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4tmkvIo8lU
她溫柔地這句話,或許是因為她說了喜歡我有點害羞,但是我卻感到無比地高興,內心像是被什麼點亮了一般,相當的溫暖。284Please respect copyright.PENANAN6w2zWSfBT
「身為母親的,看到自己孩子這樣難過的流淚,可是會相當心疼的喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAzVY8nqyKKb
瑪莎的雙臂繞到我的身後,她輕輕地把我抱住了,柔軟舒適的觸感讓我陷入其中。284Please respect copyright.PENANAtHx8cCGV3J
瑪莎的手不停的摸著我的頭,這樣總讓我覺得很滿足。284Please respect copyright.PENANAUv3oZ42KBv
「瑪莎,謝謝你…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAyiNx14R6mf
我的這聲道謝有些沙啞,畢竟一直在哭呢。284Please respect copyright.PENANAU94mSCVbVX
我的手也緊緊地抱住了瑪莎,只是感受她所帶來的溫暖我就有了勇氣,如果我在這樣哭泣的話可就辜負她對我的期待了,所以我強忍淚水和那不像樣的哭聲再一次把我的話說出口。284Please respect copyright.PENANADOgs3NTYUm
「謝謝你。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYJJ0QWLP8k
我應該是在笑著,我感覺的到自己那自信的表情,瑪莎也是如此,總覺得我們就像是關係極好的母女,如果是這樣的話我倒也覺得不錯就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhb39Dvsriy
擦乾眼淚後我和瑪莎把廚房整理乾淨,順便把我做出的失敗品吃完了,嗯…還是很好吃的啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANA0eAKrXM6O2
我們兩個人一起走到外頭,其實我很疑惑瑪莎都不工作這樣是可以的嗎?但是她就像把這件事完全拋在腦後一般的和我相處著,嗯…休假時間嗎?284Please respect copyright.PENANAcLwhfX9EqE
傑現在也還在睡覺,雖說走到外頭,但可能是因為正午的關係,村落裡沒有幾個人在外頭,這樣的氛圍莫名的慵懶,其實也挺好,輕輕鬆鬆的讓時間流逝的感覺。284Please respect copyright.PENANA8vE54YJngg
也許是因為正午時分,瑪莎總是挑著有陰影的地方走著,樹蔭也好屋簷下也好,總之我們就是沿著這些地方走著,涼爽的風吹動了我們的頭髮,很舒服的感覺。284Please respect copyright.PENANAM3rzYWeZZo
或許是剛剛被瑪莎提起,我總會不自覺地留意自己的步伐,好像真的比起一般人慢了一些,因為瑪莎總是走在我前面,不難看出她有放緩腳步等我的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANAhS1NCqivZx
來到這個世界其實也沒有多久,大概半個月?其實我沒有去紀錄時間,總之大概就是這樣,來到這世界才學會走路的我本來就走不快了,雖然我認為自己走的很正常了,但跟常人來比一定是有些差距。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjzeVomrC18
嗯…明明我就連跑步都會了的說,或許我得思考用跑步的方式代替走路嗎?不行不行,我無法想像瑪莎心平氣和地看著我做著跑步的姿勢和她走在一起,一定會被她狠狠地吐槽的。284Please respect copyright.PENANARFUy57xSta
我想我還是慢慢適應就好了吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANAaFXgoJUYH0
我和瑪莎一邊走著一邊聊天,或許是因為互相坦開心中的想法了,我也理所當然地和她說著生前的故事。284Please respect copyright.PENANAa12A9UHcPk
我把生前那些科技物件告訴給瑪莎時她可是一臉困惑,也是啦,畢竟身處這樣的世界,會有疑問也不是什麼怪事。284Please respect copyright.PENANAQo0nFvNLF8
就這樣聊著天走在路上,這時我突然看到一個身影,那人是我完全忘掉的人,派特斯。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHJKTkCBOou
我和瑪莎說了一聲便跑到派特斯的身邊,他一下就注意到了我。284Please respect copyright.PENANA0yOMac6tEh
「啊!派特斯!我都忘記了還有你這個人了!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAcqnqEi8KMc
「您是什麼意思?我是知道很久不見了,但是請不要忘記我能嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAZv9HGaUufP
派特斯吐槽著,說起來我們上一次見面是什麼時後來著?我把他當實驗品飛上天的時候嗎?那好像是挺久的了,感覺上啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjKkzs4lov8
這幾天我都把心思放在憐和瑪莎她們的身上,完全沒有想要離開她們的意思,所以遇到派特斯的次數也減少了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAKgSHXiBQno
「派特斯,這麼久不見你長高了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAvvpSxUfri6
「死神大人,這麼久不見您變得有些太活潑了呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4foaR2qx2u
我和派特斯開著玩笑,現在的我可是變得非常非常多喔,和之前在他面前大哭的孩子不一樣了,我學會了堅強和正向的面對一切,這也是種成長呢。284Please respect copyright.PENANAnD7qNsNGcH
看到他無奈地笑著又有種被他關心的感覺了,他其實也和瑪莎一樣把我當小孩子看待吧?瑪莎這樣看待我我是很開心啦,但是派特斯絕對不要!284Please respect copyright.PENANA1DZx3A8iz3
或許這算是一種偏見吧?不知道為什麼。284Please respect copyright.PENANABmLyqDTgDz
「看起來,您過的很不錯。」284Please respect copyright.PENANADQLLPRMVq6
「當然了,我可是成熟的大人了喔!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAiKkKX5Junu
「好~好~您真棒。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAyk7fEnaY3n
「派特斯,我覺得這樣對待主人是不禮貌的行為。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAy9HdvamWAF
「萬分抱歉…」284Please respect copyright.PENANASqoBZYVBuM
原本只是開開玩笑結果他真的低頭道歉了,這讓我有些慌張,馬上要他抬起頭,派特斯還是一點都沒有變呢,總是如此畢恭畢敬的。284Please respect copyright.PENANADCUBgWcsO7
「雖然你把我當主人,但是不需要那麼在意的啦,剛剛也只是開開玩笑而已。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAqt92i6rK7P
「是的,我了解了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANABOensH5PGL
嗯…這不還是一點改變都沒有嗎?他其實才是異端的信徒吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAxjaSWJSqpr
我開始思考女王到底是怎麼磨練他的了,以艾琳和派特斯所說的話來判斷,感覺派特斯這450年可還真不好過。284Please respect copyright.PENANA8NrkkCcFv1
我把這些莫名奇妙的想法丟到一邊,把瑪莎忘在一旁是不對的事,所以我和派特斯揮了揮手後就跑回了瑪莎的身邊。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHKteYdsMBH
「那位是你的隨從吧?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYW36hLghf0
「嗯…可以這麼說吧?但也不是我要求他的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA5IGSxBjWgn
「看來你們的關係還算不錯呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA1qWfxEp2NV
「有嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAyuebbEeIw3
「是的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAD244qssw8s
原來在別人眼裡這樣算不錯?其實我不太理解派特斯他到底怎麼想的,他可能只是把我當主人看待,雖然我想和他更進一步就是了,總是被用敬語稱呼的感覺也不是那麼好。284Please respect copyright.PENANATwtGb6U9vx
拋下許久不見的派特斯不提,我和瑪莎又繼續走著,我們也走了好一段時間了,太陽逐漸離開頭頂,慢慢地掉了下來。284Please respect copyright.PENANA2rrS2C1zki
「回去吧?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAolQqR2N8Du
「嗯。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA62E3QCWs23
沒有目的的亂走到了終點,瑪莎向我提議要回去。284Please respect copyright.PENANAKB3y1jZNuI
回到家裡後倒是讓我看到有趣的一幕,也讓我更堅定的確定最後這點時間的目標了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAGdKaGUAfRB
「傑?你在哪裡幹嘛?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXsvcCVsZ7E
「欸!?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAxXgIaFGscM
傑站在憐的房門前往內看著,我想他很在意憐的事情,想要趁著我們不在去關心一下憐,卻正好被我們撞見了。284Please respect copyright.PENANARDILb7zVw3
「不…我是…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAqjr8FtrTbx
「難道你在擔心姐姐嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAjVz2JIYjsa
「我才沒有!」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4LrLl3QhzK
傑把臉別過一邊去,嗯…思春期的男孩子還真是好懂。284Please respect copyright.PENANAnqQasSiNS1
瑪莎在一旁坐下看著我們,她大概是希望由我改變傑吧?正巧我的目標就是如此。284Please respect copyright.PENANABcJO0nTNd7
「要一起進去看看嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAhhGfoyAetk
「欸?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAz5oCiBwYez
「如果是憐,她看到你可能還會用盡全身的力氣給你一擊喔。」284Please respect copyright.PENANABgrBPZaKEU
「姐姐現在才不會…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA3oly7DUvnm
彆扭的表情不停地在傑的臉上浮現,我想這就是所謂的姐控吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANAGbKNUanGM5
說起來我是能夠理解傑的想法的,畢竟我對哥哥也是充滿了愛慕之意,認為堅強的哥哥很厲害,總是帶來歡笑的哥哥就像是我的英雄一般,傑一定也是這樣看待憐的吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANApujShLrmTi
「不想去看看她嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAOw1f6t6wQB
「…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYSqq68MPDm
「就算明天後就沒有機會見面了?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAkJbwsbrhoK
我的這句話明顯的讓他有反應了,比我高了一些的傑低著頭看著我,我沒有多做什麼,只是看著他那哀愁的眼神。284Please respect copyright.PENANAb4gt2iSRAf
「與其在未來後悔,不如趁著有機會的時候掌握這最後的時機,我是這麼想的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAFBbhvRG0BP
傑沒有回應,只是低了頭逕自走回了自己的房裡,他有這樣的反應我並不意外,不如說是預期之內的事情。284Please respect copyright.PENANAkNmlkGwYzP
我回頭看向瑪莎,她只是無奈地笑著搖頭。284Please respect copyright.PENANAvXE4h435IG
傑的心中一定很重視著憐,所以他並非是不願和憐見面,而是因為就要失去了才害怕越陷越深,我在一開始也是認為越是接近越害怕失去,只要沒有那麼強烈的情感,就能夠輕鬆的放下了。284Please respect copyright.PENANArNxObdAOOH
但這是不對的,光是想像到未來的自己會不斷地後悔當初沒有好好道別,僅僅為了這點我就難受的無法想像。284Please respect copyright.PENANADJrt40oymv
而憐會因為在意傑的事情而留下一點遺憾吧,這樣的話憐也就不能安心的離開他的身邊了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAwjdbNtZieh
傑是一個好孩子,但是卻無法好好表達自己的情感,我想憐也會擔心著他吧。284Please respect copyright.PENANAUg8z2J0w6X
可以說我多管閒事,但是我就是不樂見這樣的事情發生,為此我要讓傑改變,讓他察覺自己的心。284Please respect copyright.PENANAF2RJFZVfl3
說是如此,但是我可沒有辦法煩人到衝進別人房裡要他聽我說大道理的程度,我只是和瑪莎坐在一起並嘆了口氣。284Please respect copyright.PENANAoh2WijpZfj
「怎麼說呢…傑還真是倔強呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAINa2wyc7P9
「是吧,我可拿他一點辦法都沒呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANALs1ZxQYYHP
「啊啊…能夠理解。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAvAphMen9c7
瑪莎流露出的笑容不像平常的感覺,而是一種擔憂和無奈的樣子,瑪莎肯定相當擔心傑,總覺得…瑪莎常常和我想法一致。284Please respect copyright.PENANAOtTjH5Hv3x
「傑原本可是相當愛笑的喔,在憐還沒病倒之前。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAKt9UvjkU2O
「就和繪本裡是一樣的嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAi4koSRdk7y
「嗯,甚至說更美好。」284Please respect copyright.PENANABOrtakiLXj
「嘿…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAApfN3KzqD6
繪本裡的他們都充滿了歡樂和幸福的樣子,認識他們這段時間後,我很清楚那不是什麼幻想的虛擬世界,那才是最真實的他們。284Please respect copyright.PENANAH2yWHg4dkV
只可惜他們無法挽回這些美好的現實,有人要離去而有人要面對失去,悲痛的情感把這美好的現實沾染上了一層黑暗。284Please respect copyright.PENANAH0qxN7mJw8
我苦惱著,瑪莎像是看穿我的擔心,她的雙眼看著我。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjY8nkX9c6N
「如果是你,你會怎麼和憐道別呢?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAoxHvJIWg97
「欸?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA7RjFQyxE6A
對於突然拋出的問題我有些困惑,但是看到瑪莎的表情後我就理解了。284Please respect copyright.PENANATkyv1ZIZ1Y
我總是在冥冥之中被瑪莎指引著呢。284Please respect copyright.PENANANAAmPlvCKw
「要道別的話我想…就是讓憐能夠好好笑著吧。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAgwFASmIHW7
「就是這樣。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAjhdB7YbsER
瑪莎滿意地笑了一笑,我想我也是,我站了起來走向傑的房門前。284Please respect copyright.PENANAwXjtc3uXrw
這是我的職責,並非多管閒事,是我身為死神必須做到的事,我可不願意看到憐擔心著傑的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANAVjXv2FO86w
在傑的門前,我深深地吸了一口氣,為自己做好心理準備後敲了敲門。284Please respect copyright.PENANAzd2e7Q2lQW
「傑,我能進去嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAo4DGni9h58
門的另一端沒有聲音傳來,這樣和我預料的一模一樣,這並不會阻擋我內心的信念。284Please respect copyright.PENANAqbacZZghoS
「那麼我進去了!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAr5AuJKzkOR
「等…!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAr5cC1m7QXn
我拉高了聲量,大力地把門推開,傑的表情顯得特別困惑和不知所措。284Please respect copyright.PENANAC0DVikVlx0
「嗨~」284Please respect copyright.PENANA1mJSkJcpSl
「嗨什麼啦!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAITcKQMsDEX
「就覺得你太悶了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAIXUfB4VyWS
「蛤?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4zrVzhG4V
一派輕鬆的我和有些激動的傑呈現強烈的對比,傑看起來有些不滿,嗯…我能理解你的不滿,但是我不會退步。284Please respect copyright.PENANAHIlAIr12Nv
傑坐在桌前,桌上有著一堆書和紙張還有許多繪畫的工具,看起來有些老舊了,我想是他父親留給他的吧?又或者是自己接收的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAiS9PYxIlfy
「你在做什麼?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAEkwbbneu9X
「沒…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAxlRGGCiczn
他把桌上的紙張收了起來,但是我正巧看到了一眼,雖然不清楚但是應該是一個相當優秀的作品吧?不知道,總之先誇再說。284Please respect copyright.PENANAStGduqNK7u
「畫的很好呢。」284Please respect copyright.PENANA1qXOKyScXu
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANASJ5hGZODCD
傑的身體擋住了他身後的畫,他不知道這樣我會更有好奇心嗎?可愛的傑小朋友,你的畫作我就收下了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAjTtEqXCbA1
「欸?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYoFFjrqnWW
我用了我的能力,讓他的畫飛了起來,再輕輕地落在我的手上,而眼前的傑只是一臉困惑和震驚的表情,嘿嘿…不知道死神的能力還能拿來這樣玩對吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANApiY9B7zz9K
傑雖然想把畫奪回去,但我又把這些畫用飛了起來,嗯…這樣好像在欺負小孩子,原來我不是死神而是惡霸?284Please respect copyright.PENANAxUK9cntPmL
後來傑無奈地搖著頭,但是看起來不是討厭或生氣的表情我就放心了,我把畫翻到正面,當我看到的瞬間我就被震驚了。284Please respect copyright.PENANA5xBCiADmAe
這是一個人的睡顏,畫中的人是那麼的安詳,看起來特別柔弱的樣子讓人想要保護她,僅僅只是看著這幅畫就感受得到溫暖。284Please respect copyright.PENANAx9bqRdC0X5
這真的是一幅很棒的畫作,畫中的每一筆都能感受到傑所賦予的情感,至少我是這麼認為的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAgktvwYMtaB
我不用多做思考,這幅畫裡的人無疑就是憐,這幅畫正是傑想傳達給憐的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAIQxgxF2FLE
「你果然很喜歡姐姐嘛。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlcdhTJFnFZ
「……」284Please respect copyright.PENANAwAX5se0Omh
傑害羞地別過臉去,看著這樣的他總會讓我滿意的笑出來,真的可愛的小男孩呢。284Please respect copyright.PENANAVtgK9QuJt3
我開始思考起傑到底什麼時後開始學習繪畫的了,畢竟這幅畫的完成度和精緻度就連我這個外行人都看得出來。284Please respect copyright.PENANATwBDZrgh3x
「你很喜歡畫畫嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAwDqcPPSMzB
「啊…嗯,差不多吧…」284Please respect copyright.PENANASBAL1tkkBr
「畫得真好。」284Please respect copyright.PENANANcYA4VHDeq
「喔…謝謝…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAWiTzmWdQji
傑不知道是害羞還是緊張,他的手就像迷失方向一樣到處摸一下摸一下的,嗯…男孩子被誇獎會這樣嗎?真有趣。284Please respect copyright.PENANAbbmn96sZxL
我一張一張的看,每張圖都相當的美麗,有時是風景,有時是瑪莎,有時是憐,痾…憐的占比較多就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANA1wSIaYNGr6
原來真的存在這麼喜歡自己姐姐的人啊?嗯…雖然看到這樣的傑我倒是挺開心的就是了,但是也開始懷疑起他的這份愛慕之情是否有點太強烈了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAS8vwsl2GTi
「怎麼說呢?你也太喜歡姐姐了吧?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAbFxroxN1TR
「你快出去啦…」284Please respect copyright.PENANApgB3ODmdoV
「喜歡姐姐是好事啦…但是這樣太狂熱了吧…?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4i2vzj6sln
「吵死了…」284Please respect copyright.PENANATaOEj9BTjX
喔…害羞的青春期男孩,現在的孩子都這樣不坦率呢,雖然我沒什麼資格說他是孩子就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANALaIggBXWfA
雖然傑盡說著要我離開,但是卻沒有真的厭惡的表情,至少這樣還是好事啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANAA5u3c9nNfS
只要他還願意和我對話這就好了,而且我也是時候開始進行我的目標了。284Please respect copyright.PENANA09vOUt2Fys
「這些畫你想要給誰呢?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAYrgp22fUlB
「沒…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAGHHpIUnKzD
「明明畫得那麼好?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAXggLPTU7Uo
「嗯…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAgD5FOVCZWk
「不給憐看看嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAej9MtCWtnq
我說完這句話的瞬間他彷彿像是失去所有表情一樣的看著我,卻不是面無表情的樣子,就像參雜著猶豫和迷惘,以及後悔。284Please respect copyright.PENANAyyNZgDyYVJ
我想是時候告訴他了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAeXkNmMIB00
「你應該很清楚吧?明天之後就再也沒有機會了。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAoA4pP8tdCZ
他沒有回應只是低下頭不看著我。284Please respect copyright.PENANAgam3lUbpMD
「你要充滿著後悔面對沒有憐的未來嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAsxfduUATY1
我深深吸一口氣,能感受到傑的不滿和憤怒不斷地傳出。284Please respect copyright.PENANApgWxxS3Oty
「我沒有資格和你說我有多了解憐,但我有讓她安心離開的職責。」284Please respect copyright.PENANARg38U8EDv4
我不想說教也不會說教,以我這樣單純的腦袋大概只能說出沒有意義的話,但是我想告訴傑自己應該做什麼。284Please respect copyright.PENANArs8k18JrOh
「難道你想要看到憐在最後還擔心著你的樣子嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA7yCHEQIfJj
「才不要…!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAPYKicqNO9S
「那就在一切都結束之前讓她放心吧。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAIHWjJiuXf3
「這點才不需要你說!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAH8FNgHWcKG
傑的聲音漸漸地宏亮起來,看來是有些生氣了,這點我不是沒想到,畢竟我一個勁地說著憐即將死去的事,他會有這種反應一點也不意外。284Please respect copyright.PENANAOdkcLUnlh4
但是我不會就此退縮,如今的我已經不會逃避了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAaF6USegjhb
「所以你在做的就是躲在暗處隱藏自己的想法?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAbcKxi5ZBbG
「不…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAl7gXenLQMU
我的語氣裡帶有嘲諷,嗯…我是想嘗試激將法啦,的確不太清楚會不會有效就是了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAycL5iRtly5
「你不就是害怕失去所以才躲在這裡嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAF5wi8StuXd
「我才沒有…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAw9EbALqy7R
「憐都在堅持著與痛苦不堪的病痛對抗,而你就只是像個孩子一樣的讓她擔心嗎?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA2QjEYZCN4q
傑沒有回話,一瞬間我感受到氣氛的崩壞,我也被這安靜無聲的空間感染顯得有些動搖,但是我沒有停下。284Please respect copyright.PENANAESIPPizJIn
「我想,用盡一切努力到現在的憐是不會喜歡像這樣懦弱的你的。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAsqkyk7Js8n
這句話明顯地讓傑感到動搖,我其實知道我說得有些過火,但是為了應付這頑固的孩子,這點是必須的。284Please respect copyright.PENANAta1yt1ckIn
嗯…對一個比我小的孩子說這些很像有點過分,是說在未來每個人都是比我小的孩子就是了,但這件事還是以後再說好了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAIVg2GuyAeA
「所以呢?你想怎麼做?一直待在這裡悶不吭聲?還是勇敢地站出來和憐好好地說出自己的想法?」284Please respect copyright.PENANA4xryNOBccH
「我…」284Please respect copyright.PENANAP0j0QyZaVE
傑的聲音在顫抖著,我沒有一絲退讓,時間不多了,至少我要在憐還能夠仔細地聽到傑的話之前,讓他把所有話說出來。284Please respect copyright.PENANApc3Zkst2G4
我能感受到這每一幅畫所要表達的情感,傑的心中一定是相當珍惜憐的,不願失去她。284Please respect copyright.PENANAMXt85SNEox
我沒有說任何一句話,就這樣讓寂靜在我們之間肆意地奔去,我知道這樣的寂靜是能夠改變傑的,雖然只是猜測啦。284Please respect copyright.PENANA1MQJcEei8c
但猜測還是正確了,傑那緊盯著地面的雙眼看向了我,有些淚光,我不會提起這件事,他的眼神裡是下好決心的樣子。284Please respect copyright.PENANAY4pn6BDJ6J
「死神大人…如果是你…你會怎麼做…?」284Please respect copyright.PENANAG9NK0s56dH
傑斷斷續續地說著,這個問題對我來說很簡單,我早在見到憐的那一晚就找到答案了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAYw9fJW30qO
我想我的回答不太會影響到傑,應該說他也和我一樣有答案在自己的心中了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAJl3CCofTrp
「我會做我這幾天所做的一切。」284Please respect copyright.PENANABx3gdjaTF4
「是嗎…」284Please respect copyright.PENANA0fjlJzaChW
「你呢?」284Please respect copyright.PENANANMOGhLxoRc
他的雙拳緊握,眼裡的淚光早已劃過臉龐,他的臉上已經不是剛才不甘和痛苦的表情了。284Please respect copyright.PENANAfaxr5DpFwy
或許該說,這是一個笑容才對。284Please respect copyright.PENANABDFfaEhduz
「我想讓姐姐安心,也想讓她知道我真的…真的很喜歡她!」284Please respect copyright.PENANAPvQD31I9LJ
「這樣就好。」284Please respect copyright.PENANAlmJAMaLs0j
這次我確定是笑容了,即使落下來的眼淚沒有停止,但是這依然是一個滿分的笑容。284Please respect copyright.PENANAwvifQwhzKC
雖然這種時候想這個很不對氣氛,但是傑果然是個姐控呢,嗯。284Please respect copyright.PENANA53mlA3qgRw
但是這份喜歡是對於比自己年長的同輩的崇拜與敬佩吧,這麼說的話我也相當喜歡哥哥,應該是和傑一樣的感覺呢。284Please respect copyright.PENANA7507xrv5oQ
瑪莎似乎偷偷地看著全程,她用著溫暖的笑容看著我們,她應該也很滿意吧?284Please respect copyright.PENANAcrQ52T5nJB
總之無論如何,一切都只要這樣就好。284Please respect copyright.PENANAGxoAPp2L8o
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