回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8nIN3aA2A
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkjg1IMQxZ
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPkhdD9kk2
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW34S4O20vQ
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQwShCRE4l
我的眼淚不斷湧出來636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc9CzlNbJ0
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza960NaSfw
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKmokqH8P9
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTZ9jpFLw7
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQNS3zVpIo
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeTMXhsjlg
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbqzIKLhUs
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZp6mQT0Bk
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo99VcWK9hS
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0SQiI60Zr
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJaTzQDeww
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6yClTTll0
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw565fbEBFj
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5rVxJNayS
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtsh6DHzaM
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezJEXpRGBc
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkNudekd5c
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mtTU0I0Li
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LtHtGVWQn
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可惡！連手機也沒電！636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbjpwis0uE
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SlfXq2ukL
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjVXmc9Idk
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x1Y8v5BnK
我仍然有呀怡．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJfPRTmFDe
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電話沒電。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASl2lhKz0J
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitOVznxtUv
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngjPuoYcKQ
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第６次撥號，終於通了636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSDVU7wYeS
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvOT7xXmgt
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4RgjuSf3L
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hxhKG3D4W
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv1DeygsEk
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpQRTmrj3W
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEZrKfs0OW
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQlv7fxbfV
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpLlH82KeJ
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0eFP82AU2
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2hEpWUz6I
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC23ZYj8KsI
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ58g3UOGyA
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WfSj1GEvV
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd87WxWMIZ
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「你．．等陣有野做？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9F6E1RS3u
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmX3lNohsd
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBoEBqH8BG
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyMFrmw0YL
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvENdS7f6f1
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqfB9UUS4E
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgh1HsW4TU
我仔細想想，還是算了636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryiBQWCXjB
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpR9S3Uqy2
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5JLJfbl52
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecCGZo2J3n
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRsnYr1eMA
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eDr2fSIT6
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v9d8wNq8c
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqlHr3IHzF
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiHudEUC2r
我也只好乘巴士回家636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKKnRAOHxE
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8CRJ2okpb
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmYWAI3gyw
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回家後．．我不知如何開口636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxTdHm3aja
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Jck4FDY8
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFwlRnmarA
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflkgTkaf1U
家人可說是我的死穴636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XV4VZZNrm
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30lP6YpiB1
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBuNvpzJwG
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6J2oUuXiu
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很累．．我真很累636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrJ78RPyre
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我躺在床上636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrIUBbdtNE
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPb0zgpKT2
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjYEB8BNzA
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyYOAKOIcx
