回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfsJfCCj7R
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG6nKliBbC
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe39W9uU5v7
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmBkHtbglq
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5qUadAAMt
我的眼淚不斷湧出來633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau4F27KAad
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiRe2JD0WB
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbWF5HWCcT
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7kB5VMZ2
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpblOHVfiUT
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu8njWQfA8
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bx47QpdgM
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyAuZ98JG
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNMhRpq6Em
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgPpLlRqnL
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSarsn3nhlR
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhGPcsX8ys
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkJIrX2aeU
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82vd0YnTgP
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08S9JCJYtX
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8rpE2pLqf
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLxqsI1SXs
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYggzvPSlL
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Ol6mrCtM
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可惡！連手機也沒電！633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgOEPDxQBq
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUjr6t5Ndo
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxceV3P95G
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq31m8kX9So
我仍然有呀怡．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICiLXVjXJ0
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電話沒電。633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOoGvAe6JI
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh9bHx3aUv
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWgdlmsb2H
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第６次撥號，終於通了633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHVqPlyHmm
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6WvheDMhX
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjBNPMpiqu
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA6wzooxsA
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweusAUIjqh
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgLGL3M1Aa
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIxlJmiS3H
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT7DfL6tW9
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4KSfs7Sky
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWgUekcv7R
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZlajHouvO
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydVnuqQcop
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7huAkeFv4
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNonPl0TXs
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyreczbfZL
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「你．．等陣有野做？」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhzEO04BIi
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr94yLjU26M
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkesrkZUjo
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4BRJQKpG2
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmI2bgQZMp
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPauQEV1z7T
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD6LEAE6QV
我仔細想想，還是算了633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMZFOrnjNN
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4iwH061Xe
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcadP7mc7NF
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCSBnCI3Tj
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CM6aXFhpq
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtAChIJEcC
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiE1JLJeYa
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pB9M63keh
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6cppV5omf
我也只好乘巴士回家633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1xGdoTaXV
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8pBPzCVJ2
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1yszBgWzm
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回家後．．我不知如何開口633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd20YwYWiE9
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGoPkYexDw
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILW5QwMKWQ
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3BVItepe0
家人可說是我的死穴633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJfzs792u0
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtWwhXur4m
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhfYWIkT8R
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68UTUIBbUu
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很累．．我真很累633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS120d5Mn1
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我躺在床上633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wDBaLdWyB
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbfJ7gK09t
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw3IF7h6IX
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！633Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxkljLi2bJ
