回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5l2WYA0bj
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGAlJS5f2H
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5rDON0kOW
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUDpwffmqM
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrraov5cMX
我的眼淚不斷湧出來694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh43T9IHOFc
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWTyZlm98l
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSgVpb97Oy
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFaeImamgz
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeqcgrNTw1
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvqiKJOjPZ
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AjlvZ9XuH
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfHBTEyA8k
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwF9dZngEC
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt6SbADcbn
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS19DqnXWvv
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eXcQ7Xu0V
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMHM9OquDt
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi0ZDKgaqE
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKUnKfdq66
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5t7zf9Y3J
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5Dmk9YEVH
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyI6mGHWM6
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitWWCsRnhZ
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可惡！連手機也沒電！694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmJXVbBGc7
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rlSFWD8uP
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVAV0LWmhy
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU3xpIWME5
我仍然有呀怡．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9VG88uobf
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電話沒電。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVjyeJLB4Z
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBJIl6S9Fh
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxv5ewG9m7
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第６次撥號，終於通了694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs0iHKki3P
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfm5HFNoHH
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX956q1DSZt
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyE5NahJ9w
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRhYiOU1n4
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGeXzM34oM
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7E6FT0J2T
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocHWA9Ipx6
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRuwMIhE3R
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXxLKOqTbn
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxauE9zQSO
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqLXzuag4z
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1J9WoxZnL
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblbI9w6Afb
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWtBogjAeZ
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「你．．等陣有野做？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OxO2MKeVO
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlImm5IlkBv
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGnZwoYQg0
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrdbKRknMj
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboQV0KqRVh
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W1WekesnP
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ4hPcIplk
我仔細想想，還是算了694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMlRsmpwjZ
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NnIddI6uk
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToXS9un9wh
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dsej7rmrW
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ87AG08OBO
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1CMJcjJZo
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbRZ8k7Zk5
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrQ9uast7Z
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrWsNxzr86
我也只好乘巴士回家694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEETXuzZzse
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkNFB5jTqr
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfpgyqfzbp
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回家後．．我不知如何開口694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WK91pDKgC
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEXFD1AFkx
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb2L91ogLY
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f758MxBRW
家人可說是我的死穴694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppEpALNaBq
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJExlHK5gSI
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT87XLTbi2K
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wCLpVjctq
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很累．．我真很累694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMna7s4anHh
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我躺在床上694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFyZU3YVTI
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4BKxud7EY
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe935QijsVD
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqYItC8pzj
