回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF8bCRM6cf
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBSV1MnzEJ
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ1ctYsNTk
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC3bqg8sGb
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusdt7ezFct
我的眼淚不斷湧出來571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCqQ3Sk0wN
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdBSAv7tjJ
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYNtBDXrfC
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVEu9ezXmw
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BAZARIjlM
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynEphFmwhV
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6k4zi3n5k
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpZ3Kgq90N
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM160dVShn
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlSwCDcw5T
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pACngrH7U
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSfpc4i6xz
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfvlLuBrpy
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFvQj6x0Cy
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoDRCwbSVa
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIUqK98ijY
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBypZWH3nDK
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJaA4FOLBJ
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuWnTnDeeT
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可惡！連手機也沒電！571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy4S9VvFEp
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuwK4z03J4
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVIxiIdZm6
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RvwC2O1zB
我仍然有呀怡．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGC0qklQ6Q
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電話沒電。571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlFt8ZYIu1
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pRoPHzeCn
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKObN50QtGC
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第６次撥號，終於通了571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMfR107p4J
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMffnLl07Xc
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRRvflZE4U
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyJ0J0kk8c
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOvT5BwuiW
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyfurWK1zn
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1KMFGwYqF
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxezZoxtjm
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXO78JFYjl
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeOHGntobg
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRbufhILMP
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hBNMx3g5C
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLtiyXJcSl
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyrOzXyLfW
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILZeQReqLq
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「你．．等陣有野做？」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYOOSVPawM
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNeDyUOYOW
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldGOPxZeww
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRzmkYC1ab
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡornUyFWUrh
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28xbkr0JON
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BZXNV6hD6
我仔細想想，還是算了571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKUx6z3JAP
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMeqCenyLw
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qtgj6LzQs
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfpiGvDFTr
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28QNHbIZtg
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJXNzBPZb8
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF2Sszw0A1
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu7YmGfwCb
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRK31YuMeN
我也只好乘巴士回家571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWLwdKslbv
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzigUG9zlQ
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X6hiNw4Dp
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回家後．．我不知如何開口571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpKqXaVO5d
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYypWKtIcOh
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdJFhjewGL
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hDg2xURXL
家人可說是我的死穴571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohi5E8mvyt
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vGpcLgMIm
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfg9Q6jg6r
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNaboyvjW9
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很累．．我真很累571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzuvO2QzeG
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我躺在床上571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yygXgqZEd
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGWPsR5McO
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDyprsNJN0
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！571Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTj1U5P0qk
