回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦639Please respect copyright.PENANAR7UH6qwgEv
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦639Please respect copyright.PENANALLRNFC4VGK
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是639Please respect copyright.PENANAShx09iOnk9
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..639Please respect copyright.PENANARt8h1BxDbz
想到這裡,我崩潰了...639Please respect copyright.PENANA3zidsYZu9V
我的眼淚不斷湧出來639Please respect copyright.PENANAw4Y7mxXkpe
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己639Please respect copyright.PENANAawjPlu69Ly
但我真的很辛苦..很苦639Please respect copyright.PENANAAh5Wc8ueB6
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...639Please respect copyright.PENANArMrQ8tVAwq
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我639Please respect copyright.PENANA1q1XjRuR9h
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白639Please respect copyright.PENANAPKyRtJ7gjH
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受639Please respect copyright.PENANAoFbmvVOmNO
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況639Please respect copyright.PENANATKorxNv60N
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學639Please respect copyright.PENANAKaSHQdXc66
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」639Please respect copyright.PENANAVgyvMmmFsy
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...639Please respect copyright.PENANAP8CNEr3VAb
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」639Please respect copyright.PENANAssMrrINjmB
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」639Please respect copyright.PENANA4MbGu0iQIZ
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」639Please respect copyright.PENANAJldTuxyT9s
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...639Please respect copyright.PENANACCBXuarF0b
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱639Please respect copyright.PENANAFS3CCuHy8X
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..639Please respect copyright.PENANAtn1XkRtrjH
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。639Please respect copyright.PENANAp3tuMG89ot
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...639Please respect copyright.PENANAmfcZe9aUlc
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可惡!連手機也沒電!639Please respect copyright.PENANAkbx062MRf1
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!639Please respect copyright.PENANAGT0OUurwG9
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。639Please respect copyright.PENANAxCWuQ6Xh1o
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴639Please respect copyright.PENANATZLJYjmlhA
我仍然有呀怡..639Please respect copyright.PENANAlaXDuaCBSo
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電話沒電。639Please respect copyright.PENANACqWHfmsz7g
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..639Please respect copyright.PENANAmGULT7WhkD
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣639Please respect copyright.PENANAn0Iah9VDbN
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第6次撥號,終於通了639Please respect copyright.PENANAziSonKfktt
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」639Please respect copyright.PENANANeX0ZYbvY4
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚639Please respect copyright.PENANALq62IztHfi
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」639Please respect copyright.PENANAaDSv9xVBjd
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!639Please respect copyright.PENANAeI392fqo2R
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡639Please respect copyright.PENANApMDU0pJuyn
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水639Please respect copyright.PENANApbpG9npJyu
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子639Please respect copyright.PENANALni7k82qt9
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久639Please respect copyright.PENANAAUftRHYDET
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?639Please respect copyright.PENANAJDUiIY8ZYb
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對639Please respect copyright.PENANAzIhEK7cGS6
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」639Please respect copyright.PENANAxrRZYvOzuy
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」639Please respect copyright.PENANAsF4Mow9r36
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間639Please respect copyright.PENANAv7NXEeWsxT
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間639Please respect copyright.PENANAnvBWJEiqlx
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「你..等陣有野做?」639Please respect copyright.PENANAPDoZal7IIl
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」639Please respect copyright.PENANASnMLZU70al
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣639Please respect copyright.PENANA9AibJikIHY
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」639Please respect copyright.PENANAzLpVfSqcx3
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」639Please respect copyright.PENANAhdDxL59BcN
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落639Please respect copyright.PENANAoYxrGTnVVc
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人639Please respect copyright.PENANAZBAFeCRLfG
我仔細想想,還是算了639Please respect copyright.PENANAFrcgw8QTlG
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」639Please respect copyright.PENANAQsi8qotkQX
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣639Please respect copyright.PENANAsmF5NYVCy4
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了639Please respect copyright.PENANAGHPblH2Qcy
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了639Please respect copyright.PENANApOD0EaU2eq
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交639Please respect copyright.PENANA5wvovypOY6
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」639Please respect copyright.PENANAsQFMLe2YHJ
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」639Please respect copyright.PENANAY4zPmktJ3j
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了639Please respect copyright.PENANAbCjEXWzP2d
我也只好乘巴士回家639Please respect copyright.PENANAAZFUT2TKwO
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景639Please respect copyright.PENANAS235PK70ji
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!639Please respect copyright.PENANAUitm3VIR9F
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回家後..我不知如何開口639Please respect copyright.PENANAFeq9TgXB5D
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問639Please respect copyright.PENANAdgQokAFNlp
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」639Please respect copyright.PENANAWA2uEgIjXe
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」639Please respect copyright.PENANAPVlaaXbjlZ
家人可說是我的死穴639Please respect copyright.PENANAyAKH6CHQMJ
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見639Please respect copyright.PENANA8hjrAdIhUh
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」639Please respect copyright.PENANACxy9bagGRc
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...639Please respect copyright.PENANAJxoDj5HDLJ
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很累..我真很累639Please respect copyright.PENANAuOKOPtnEyC
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我躺在床上639Please respect copyright.PENANAIfyggsg26n
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?639Please respect copyright.PENANAe1CFPRTsYJ
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?639Please respect copyright.PENANAORRoYBdnza
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!639Please respect copyright.PENANA35l3WPYQy6