回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7UH6qwgEv
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLRNFC4VGK
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShx09iOnk9
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt8h1BxDbz
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zidsYZu9V
我的眼淚不斷湧出來639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4Y7mxXkpe
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawjPlu69Ly
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh5Wc8ueB6
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMrQ8tVAwq
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q1XjRuR9h
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKyRtJ7gjH
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFbmvVOmNO
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKorxNv60N
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaSHQdXc66
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgyvMmmFsy
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8CNEr3VAb
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssMrrINjmB
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MbGu0iQIZ
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJldTuxyT9s
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCBXuarF0b
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS3CCuHy8X
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn1XkRtrjH
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3tuMG89ot
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfcZe9aUlc
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可惡！連手機也沒電！639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbx062MRf1
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT0OUurwG9
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCWuQ6Xh1o
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZLJYjmlhA
我仍然有呀怡．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaXDuaCBSo
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電話沒電。639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqWHfmsz7g
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGULT7WhkD
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Iah9VDbN
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第６次撥號，終於通了639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSonKfktt
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeX0ZYbvY4
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq62IztHfi
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDSv9xVBjd
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI392fqo2R
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMDU0pJuyn
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbpG9npJyu
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLni7k82qt9
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUftRHYDET
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDUiIY8ZYb
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIhEK7cGS6
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrRZYvOzuy
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF4Mow9r36
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7NXEeWsxT
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvBWJEiqlx
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「你．．等陣有野做？」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDoZal7IIl
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnMLZU70al
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AibJikIHY
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLpVfSqcx3
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdDxL59BcN
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYxrGTnVVc
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBAFeCRLfG
我仔細想想，還是算了639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrcgw8QTlG
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsi8qotkQX
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmF5NYVCy4
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHPblH2Qcy
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOD0EaU2eq
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wvovypOY6
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQFMLe2YHJ
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4zPmktJ3j
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCjEXWzP2d
我也只好乘巴士回家639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZFUT2TKwO
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS235PK70ji
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUitm3VIR9F
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回家後．．我不知如何開口639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeq9TgXB5D
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgQokAFNlp
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA2uEgIjXe
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVlaaXbjlZ
家人可說是我的死穴639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAKH6CHQMJ
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hjrAdIhUh
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxy9bagGRc
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxoDj5HDLJ
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很累．．我真很累639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOKOPtnEyC
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我躺在床上639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfyggsg26n
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1CFPRTsYJ
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORRoYBdnza
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！639Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35l3WPYQy6
