回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦695Please respect copyright.PENANAOCXncFExZp
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦695Please respect copyright.PENANAuSAJ3SqcpT
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是695Please respect copyright.PENANASvUVMYL5An
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..695Please respect copyright.PENANAWndyiHWo9A
想到這裡,我崩潰了...695Please respect copyright.PENANA4o58YmlvE9
我的眼淚不斷湧出來695Please respect copyright.PENANABRbAanKUI8
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己695Please respect copyright.PENANARPnsou9T3c
但我真的很辛苦..很苦695Please respect copyright.PENANAWoHcIzysG3
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...695Please respect copyright.PENANAP9IYbaRaoz
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我695Please respect copyright.PENANAd4LMS6bhDu
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白695Please respect copyright.PENANASEvyF61qFZ
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受695Please respect copyright.PENANAhbKeyv7oKY
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況695Please respect copyright.PENANADifDHW969j
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學695Please respect copyright.PENANAxKt94VMmde
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAWFy90Git58
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...695Please respect copyright.PENANA3XZ2FRNGPt
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」695Please respect copyright.PENANA6JH1xzcs9R
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」695Please respect copyright.PENANAsdKfFr4zEZ
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAAeoQuudykj
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...695Please respect copyright.PENANA98PYJAiAvT
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱695Please respect copyright.PENANA8a0mylqgUw
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..695Please respect copyright.PENANANwGnzU5Ibp
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。695Please respect copyright.PENANAvqnNXu4pha
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...695Please respect copyright.PENANAhom7pqKlqX
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可惡!連手機也沒電!695Please respect copyright.PENANAWj5O8ZcWTQ
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!695Please respect copyright.PENANA0NUNlP3PH8
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。695Please respect copyright.PENANA0J9jbz4abL
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴695Please respect copyright.PENANAsLu4a2zp2d
我仍然有呀怡..695Please respect copyright.PENANAAP0GS3ifrd
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電話沒電。695Please respect copyright.PENANAsm1mwgJ7Xv
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..695Please respect copyright.PENANAQAXqcups2I
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣695Please respect copyright.PENANAzDMi812OGa
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第6次撥號,終於通了695Please respect copyright.PENANA6pRPi5eP63
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAjes1mktFsk
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚695Please respect copyright.PENANAuURZCgEjHW
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAqlomTV627S
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!695Please respect copyright.PENANAl3xmzfsuFF
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡695Please respect copyright.PENANAyhahgFpGfZ
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水695Please respect copyright.PENANAfsEREvaLBC
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子695Please respect copyright.PENANAqfZBWzZnSn
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久695Please respect copyright.PENANAOtmbZJ1Id6
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?695Please respect copyright.PENANAkjoBkHC0gE
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對695Please respect copyright.PENANAUJi57SPHOs
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」695Please respect copyright.PENANA6aZzMjlhqB
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAwkLHoTx8cJ
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間695Please respect copyright.PENANAc91AfEND77
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間695Please respect copyright.PENANAYwewy3kuJ0
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「你..等陣有野做?」695Please respect copyright.PENANAQXvleXE3NJ
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」695Please respect copyright.PENANAiFuL1URfd8
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣695Please respect copyright.PENANABEO9WfsqFb
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」695Please respect copyright.PENANA4i09ViDk0G
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」695Please respect copyright.PENANAPex9G1pTyt
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落695Please respect copyright.PENANAU2nH56KLnj
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人695Please respect copyright.PENANAXsxrtyTqj1
我仔細想想,還是算了695Please respect copyright.PENANAW8v9HkChro
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」695Please respect copyright.PENANAv7GPT9J1wU
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣695Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ6dnSYRcs
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了695Please respect copyright.PENANAx9oSkuM34Y
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了695Please respect copyright.PENANAzdVQzPx7MC
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交695Please respect copyright.PENANACT4EWz6aME
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」695Please respect copyright.PENANAupVpQdH7XW
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」695Please respect copyright.PENANA2zbm1KcBK1
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了695Please respect copyright.PENANA16zniJrteN
我也只好乘巴士回家695Please respect copyright.PENANA5D6eDh3CJx
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景695Please respect copyright.PENANA6VQYXiT4SY
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!695Please respect copyright.PENANAgEvTGt5F9J
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回家後..我不知如何開口695Please respect copyright.PENANA9u1Pf6cG6k
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問695Please respect copyright.PENANAxVIlOMqCAR
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」695Please respect copyright.PENANAHso5LVVy6i
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」695Please respect copyright.PENANAThEMzI1vsF
家人可說是我的死穴695Please respect copyright.PENANAwYhn9pQeYE
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見695Please respect copyright.PENANAZSXttypXTg
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」695Please respect copyright.PENANABgCPi4yow6
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...695Please respect copyright.PENANAMtPwQ1gm3R
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很累..我真很累695Please respect copyright.PENANADsctjNW2aH
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我躺在床上695Please respect copyright.PENANAi0U0MMEgCo
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?695Please respect copyright.PENANAu8inTWGHyF
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?695Please respect copyright.PENANAyjfhuz1sg9
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!695Please respect copyright.PENANASYiIKOQWEZ