回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOpPdZNrEW
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2R3RQzmJw
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NGvtiG7bx
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvscU57BhK
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RWyUIob8g
我的眼淚不斷湧出來642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDkX3tJiRw
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYHtivkVwe
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKkAVQNqqP
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsIlXkiAOY
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcT0CMHxR5
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdFMTa2zpP
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft3X8B9IiI
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFbDUv6WOb
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyyGOXWkTp
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRX9tMqHm4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh6D2HIJBl
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S6i2HBjB0
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYGep1R0hR
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jc4huWM7Q
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDQSlBn5W8
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGPbkkA9N8
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM8iUmjRif
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOAcbfkRqH
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfHFV3Oy5b
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可惡！連手機也沒電！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym4DNgrbwJ
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45Ew6ALeyD
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZQgBqng8J
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyNSw8BNuV
我仍然有呀怡．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QGakA3mrk
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電話沒電。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oazZFt57g
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGYw8SQSUI
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlotiii2mmK
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第６次撥號，終於通了642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTHUZwbsqS
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i4CMWRwo8
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4XuF3OVsm
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe8ODlTNfh
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkUclf36W4
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDgTtXY7lD
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnR1ULCDTe
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrfwalbRFa
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tf7GkpJeK
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFEzF0KFyn
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBxoeUXF0v
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Y20K3Pq4
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yVEYp4Wkm
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUNkijI1ZW
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3WCI2jkQp
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「你．．等陣有野做？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk6vxDR8Fo
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifUbDipygI
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCuJPZhd8Z
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7lUO71zMK
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9iM4mbnoO
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bdekGI56A
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid0cI9aK8q
我仔細想想，還是算了642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1yESV3k9E
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqcBqFkWUx
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBtSsjiF44
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkreiPF6RC
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8qVtZz7kp
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRd9ytCWGk
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZTQCIyFkK
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbjSQSKDfD
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVSNVs6VdR
我也只好乘巴士回家642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH39ZYj3rr7
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2keYTx0ju
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziIYPKKpqN
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回家後．．我不知如何開口642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUfefLQu6p
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUDuM6ZQzK
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6pKVIVKr6
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5VVbkGGvT
家人可說是我的死穴642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41tYZ88a7X
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jCjc6skGZ
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJpOYPhjr9
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RAGxIdw11
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很累．．我真很累642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWy3aThZAU
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我躺在床上642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzGdN74mxv
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ohPcSu5F
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MhWcQZQR4
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RYW2odISf
