回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQvecvp1oy
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGQRCfoJUW
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROVRQQiy7Q
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HzTCZdGnk
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9dxdBJHXM
我的眼淚不斷湧出來580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT5VP9UwW9
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxekbgpCry
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAF7LV2WqC
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivt3x5iB2E
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8RVEj5Pxw
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsNNo4Rtbq
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihhEoS2KwK
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo7DA7Uvjo
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IuxcHKDv3
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ7fNZkVj9
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV4hVSMgSy
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJOpbMcqC
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkBcIijvfT
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzYeoMY5zA
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXjsl8b4Jh
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebg4Lbs7Vo
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCR5dLJVrz
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdSCoRWoc4
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2e0fYi5M4
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可惡！連手機也沒電！580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunNZAKtAjY
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGsqZiiXgK
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGivuC00zZ
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAX1NeR1x1
我仍然有呀怡．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ368TQNVmf1
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電話沒電。580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfz9VD0HZ8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAph1QhWZp
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUp74xERHU
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第６次撥號，終於通了580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM3KuACzSJ
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHcb6HAZgz
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0ClVzsgEv
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P7BioET84
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgRzE1YWtt
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfhtYiRRVf
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYiWPcguJX
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuLZ0qeWmM
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu1bIIco4p
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxzVUDjPAc
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynY9t0Le89
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdQdPRhWNX
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00KBe9SIiS
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO5tfySUHd
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnfAPLOBvv
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「你．．等陣有野做？」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MbYrRP93o
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs1m3hiEHP
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtHdlZGEjT
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFQZ8CtnSt
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJX8VAztnM
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y70dR1SrW
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRXPav5Vty
我仔細想想，還是算了580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HAvisbgjb
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDRqaSsHpN
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEznOQlfVz
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWuxqtjb3d
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzJQRoG3RD
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno4q0zBiYX
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDRPeHfSHA
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp56QZhBeU
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gFAOunhSO
我也只好乘巴士回家580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RxzhPl8EL
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLKbH762X3
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlnDk1wen6
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回家後．．我不知如何開口580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SnV4rekrl
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIDm0JFLqp
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS7BRV9uhC
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnvkikNUPq
家人可說是我的死穴580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZmgjJ9hlF
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRRn4yh9uF
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpreQRjeVVR
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDbW0a1PXS
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很累．．我真很累580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ljmDiVapK
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我躺在床上580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVL9PZyHId
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0eoxLyXxV
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj4poYYrTR
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！580Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F9EDfDVUu
