回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦642Please respect copyright.PENANAqOpPdZNrEW
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦642Please respect copyright.PENANAo2R3RQzmJw
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是642Please respect copyright.PENANA5NGvtiG7bx
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..642Please respect copyright.PENANAMvscU57BhK
想到這裡,我崩潰了...642Please respect copyright.PENANA0RWyUIob8g
我的眼淚不斷湧出來642Please respect copyright.PENANAGDkX3tJiRw
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己642Please respect copyright.PENANAHYHtivkVwe
但我真的很辛苦..很苦642Please respect copyright.PENANAqKkAVQNqqP
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...642Please respect copyright.PENANAZsIlXkiAOY
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我642Please respect copyright.PENANAYcT0CMHxR5
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白642Please respect copyright.PENANAWdFMTa2zpP
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受642Please respect copyright.PENANAft3X8B9IiI
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況642Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbDUv6WOb
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學642Please respect copyright.PENANAyyyGOXWkTp
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」642Please respect copyright.PENANAlRX9tMqHm4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...642Please respect copyright.PENANABh6D2HIJBl
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」642Please respect copyright.PENANA3S6i2HBjB0
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」642Please respect copyright.PENANAeYGep1R0hR
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」642Please respect copyright.PENANA8jc4huWM7Q
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...642Please respect copyright.PENANAuDQSlBn5W8
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱642Please respect copyright.PENANARGPbkkA9N8
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..642Please respect copyright.PENANAEM8iUmjRif
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。642Please respect copyright.PENANAkOAcbfkRqH
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...642Please respect copyright.PENANAsfHFV3Oy5b
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可惡!連手機也沒電!642Please respect copyright.PENANAym4DNgrbwJ
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!642Please respect copyright.PENANA45Ew6ALeyD
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。642Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZQgBqng8J
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴642Please respect copyright.PENANAPyNSw8BNuV
我仍然有呀怡..642Please respect copyright.PENANA0QGakA3mrk
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電話沒電。642Please respect copyright.PENANA0oazZFt57g
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..642Please respect copyright.PENANAUGYw8SQSUI
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣642Please respect copyright.PENANAlotiii2mmK
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第6次撥號,終於通了642Please respect copyright.PENANAXTHUZwbsqS
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」642Please respect copyright.PENANA7i4CMWRwo8
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚642Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4XuF3OVsm
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」642Please respect copyright.PENANAMe8ODlTNfh
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!642Please respect copyright.PENANArkUclf36W4
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡642Please respect copyright.PENANATDgTtXY7lD
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水642Please respect copyright.PENANAJnR1ULCDTe
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子642Please respect copyright.PENANAyrfwalbRFa
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久642Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tf7GkpJeK
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?642Please respect copyright.PENANArFEzF0KFyn
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對642Please respect copyright.PENANAVBxoeUXF0v
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」642Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Y20K3Pq4
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」642Please respect copyright.PENANA3yVEYp4Wkm
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間642Please respect copyright.PENANACUNkijI1ZW
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間642Please respect copyright.PENANAU3WCI2jkQp
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「你..等陣有野做?」642Please respect copyright.PENANAsk6vxDR8Fo
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」642Please respect copyright.PENANAifUbDipygI
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣642Please respect copyright.PENANAQCuJPZhd8Z
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」642Please respect copyright.PENANAX7lUO71zMK
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」642Please respect copyright.PENANAw9iM4mbnoO
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落642Please respect copyright.PENANA5bdekGI56A
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人642Please respect copyright.PENANAid0cI9aK8q
我仔細想想,還是算了642Please respect copyright.PENANAG1yESV3k9E
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」642Please respect copyright.PENANAbqcBqFkWUx
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣642Please respect copyright.PENANAFBtSsjiF44
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了642Please respect copyright.PENANARkreiPF6RC
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了642Please respect copyright.PENANAj8qVtZz7kp
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交642Please respect copyright.PENANAmRd9ytCWGk
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」642Please respect copyright.PENANAwZTQCIyFkK
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」642Please respect copyright.PENANALbjSQSKDfD
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了642Please respect copyright.PENANAgVSNVs6VdR
我也只好乘巴士回家642Please respect copyright.PENANAH39ZYj3rr7
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景642Please respect copyright.PENANAG2keYTx0ju
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!642Please respect copyright.PENANAziIYPKKpqN
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回家後..我不知如何開口642Please respect copyright.PENANAsUfefLQu6p
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問642Please respect copyright.PENANAjUDuM6ZQzK
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」642Please respect copyright.PENANAG6pKVIVKr6
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」642Please respect copyright.PENANAR5VVbkGGvT
家人可說是我的死穴642Please respect copyright.PENANA41tYZ88a7X
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見642Please respect copyright.PENANA4jCjc6skGZ
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」642Please respect copyright.PENANAlJpOYPhjr9
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...642Please respect copyright.PENANA2RAGxIdw11
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很累..我真很累642Please respect copyright.PENANAuWy3aThZAU
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我躺在床上642Please respect copyright.PENANAHzGdN74mxv
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?642Please respect copyright.PENANAN4ohPcSu5F
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?642Please respect copyright.PENANA4MhWcQZQR4
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!642Please respect copyright.PENANA5RYW2odISf