回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkYqsvRQip
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4Ts0qamMm
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFWadzbldC
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AwhiFHnHs
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEy3awzgOt
我的眼淚不斷湧出來634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOMbGvUT53
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfHlywJcuE
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO03pIdtEG
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kJdR4NF50
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHClgmoZolp
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2x31cwKWLz
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ssHSFyCeW
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYaFOKMY6h
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhJITP5Ivn
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7P2uTy1zM
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFamEuS4Pa
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0cfNGmDmQ
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukbKAIgUey
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ibvKVENjG
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vE1hY9a1Z
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9OOUuk7M9
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdenOldcrWU
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i6ORuWaKa
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSEv3uirr2
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可惡！連手機也沒電！634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB3Qb8yXGr
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDPFOTA4mE
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocdYPlmkzu
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpff1iuIpRx
我仍然有呀怡．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA8fcKJ5Eo
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電話沒電。634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Am6N8LbOg
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjkHL8TpEH
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcxDR23sYr
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第６次撥號，終於通了634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt43eukj0nH
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVWuz5YIzh
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9kZHHfvvQ
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7qsdjsyS6
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRekzvCk0y5
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWk7DUkrzQ
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNA3XLVtfp
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfm7JUYMAU
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaJCEaokY6
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu4u3DkUmU
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMQfBx78AX
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqywIC0esF
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTs2ap9eE1
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvQuSERAPo
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBNVIcg5H5
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「你．．等陣有野做？」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1schuTuS8L
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurRVtYETTn
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAX7uyPlxq
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hvcAgyAbF
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT3bh4Lbxu
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGrs6BgOdu
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZqqAGSBPW
我仔細想想，還是算了634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVvR6HqoSm
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK8PZ4F31E
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd679oWz0sp
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavIkvQ42OD
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzRnSXkPBY
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz7a1CDStX
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU9pdQxN11
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5FYn8biKj
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKbwNCtgUC
我也只好乘巴士回家634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7xXoLFV0Q
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG156vxlpaV
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcmvhub0vc
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回家後．．我不知如何開口634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvJ4BDiA1d
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qhjvQSwNf
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL9xse6XCY
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrZWEYcO9A
家人可說是我的死穴634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7YE27fQHA
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc3zRHBYYb
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYcqDtdJSf
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3tJILH2j2
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很累．．我真很累634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglB9GAONRP
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我躺在床上634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbOwRRDnuS
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQfFOusOY5
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTW2M32QSX
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！634Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMJ3u6kuhx
