一次意外，我失明了。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6V9lVb9On
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkT1G7tYuP
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHESV8C8Y1
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbGZTMbOm0
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuFG46L20m
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAs5odlHN4
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx7giEXcQi
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DX2B38ylX
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插——335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunV3vhEyMN
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gb8QkzHo2
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmJNUT1mSv
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他沒能回答我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk3A3Ig8hH
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGH6QzeolS
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOzQnfIQ8f
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgqUSbbqTn
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKC7LdxBEG
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9sO7qbTSs
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUHkA9yZS6
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「是誰？」我問。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS73UjKTDgJ
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無人回答。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8R3YJ8a6W
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5WFdujT4V
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFA7CQGv55
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC8Fmx8fJ4
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3EvTzTMR9
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQxk48a0El
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鬼？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlujliajbR6
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寒意蝕骨。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEOziQ2QXD
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7tJZmfCMD
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我瀕臨崩潰。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxePsvFEJK
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7yqehDiPj
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RPUI7DQJi
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一言驚醒夢中人。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNWdWJNdRh
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4GEWLLfr1
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決不坐以待斃。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMhXq3Z0X5
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我要主動解決他們。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2lUZuqWey
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzALktXEbH
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死不暝目。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1wdjgHj85
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbtbTFrn7z
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwk09kh9iL
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMnClvmagN
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdBNPBi5uw
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROo5NTT0u8
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXsNvgeaeh
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0NUj8zjWt
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtGTBAUHiK
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTZLCYzv5R
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死寂。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrvVQbyse2
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又是那一道目光。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSfXXMacAY
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哪來？335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ANpltehNc
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不在別處——在我心中。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKrPkYpT07
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OkLIwXlz4
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnnHQn9SGD
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VPiktJMwf
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開膛，欲取心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynD50KEPUS
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發現沒有心。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRawZkKQjka
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只有一片虛空的黑。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbChWx99yl
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如深淵。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkSsiXv6hZ
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無盡。335Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0uJ1tXTb
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