x
一次意外，我失明了。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6FhYecgxg
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79seC0vKhf
明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbVI5x8VNI
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvEJopPwWN
「是誰？」我問。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStXA9HbSEk
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxdcKdFXRe
無人回答。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzG70TurY8
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDDID0ips2
有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMDtkl7tU9
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaOkvXI0sb
無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaqByO6Gmr
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP8qfQRN93
總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeexMlj4lD
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCReDCcVB3
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyN0ZBIOXz
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe98qwSanya
插——254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VpHMTsP4Q
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8EmBhVVsj
憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuMA0ASVZy
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrebrFcRm5
「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgMKyjxf2e
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tOR2mpVne
他沒能回答我。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIauBGteBvV
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiEiuhbkza
終於解決了那道煩人的目光。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSZ0tjegKw
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGlG2OZOrn
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdXPA8OrCe
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rzj6L4B1Q
「是誰？」我問。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVnQQTiRW4
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaBMDwihPP
無人回答。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxEPusNQvC
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipYdIYUOVK
數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZJMUbHFJS
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ATQZZUUi
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cus1Lf3NK
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGyklfzXuL
「是誰？」我問。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM2YmkT7lR
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJRplkVMzz
無人回答。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI7AkL59bz
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9rmjS88EO
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk3sfv2c3m
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWYQ3FX24I
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQRVpLLlKK
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2pKXQaHHk
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjFHAjJywd
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgDc0UWyW0
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaANmc8DJA
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qfXFQI0zQ
不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsGkjRYt1P
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdJnjCi5UE
鬼？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkrLxhdCQx
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSjOmAWjNq
寒意蝕骨。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIaTgJJ50r
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EzkPkMZon
接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7ulSQrYOr
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY3NDfgSKe
我瀕臨崩潰。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPyAMqUOP8
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HTb1xdPuq
某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPV9KdKyFS
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyjN5ovPPB
「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcytHJkIKw
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzttxPCb04Y
一言驚醒夢中人。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrWgmSGfQE
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq3Qa6XKTQ
我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4IaSx4xck
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9nbQaVw2d
決不坐以待斃。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkUFePx9hK
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9NR3usSzR
我要主動解決他們。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpYdh3Fhx8
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAQUodU4Zc
備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpQ9oqEvXJ
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XBlp16Z3o
死不暝目。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nxZ2a5E6P
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcrS2eA1Su
首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdet1RQG2x
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sISnnoOwF
「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3hXRiDFAv
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx1IPpQVqO
首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZrPl4XJkh
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmyOx8Rff7
「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDP26YK8xU
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAEfLyYLjS
首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdRMLdXJ1p
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHPwBgenJf
我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5044OWoTYE
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93e01vSEGd
但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcOuDsZjxx
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbqHtEVuWx
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCvtrZYi5N
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9MwaPNsIn
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdOyWuU7zp
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHGE4gbWR8
死寂。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSz7AjttuC
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4XCF6R8Ij
又是那一道目光。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG9n1POyiK
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tpQOURN0a
哪來？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIusYjjVG2
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwCVnGpGwU
不在別處——在我心中。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1AbX7pgEr
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKNcxVDz8J
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpd9VnigYm
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pOWLw6B7x
我擔心，是因為我有「心」。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibvODoxgju
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAMW7XiXup
如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO2zuhVDF3
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vgQU5Xz6p
開膛，欲取心。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwNRw1cpDb
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk7Ddtcx3M
發現沒有心。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppR3C2Qbi0
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RceNlS81c
只有一片虛空的黑。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEDCljkf7i
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh04Gw2e1f
如深淵。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0MyNxaVlS
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ28Vi3JVn
無盡。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD4QknB20Z
254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IpA2jMk4E
無限。
註：此篇另收錄於短篇小說集《雜念集》。若此舉違規，煩請創挑主通知，願刪文。
ns18.117.157.126da2
