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一次意外，我失明了。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JPSI2UcxW
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPifgzfWvY
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「是誰？」我問。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjnEpw0zZU
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無人回答。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkmvM27uKA
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMX8amrVGO
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UVUj04Kdr
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCRVgOymjU
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkEmdD4R9T
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcdQzok0aJ
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插——284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WfUv9Dz8t
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbDKtn9GYD
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3qivZMZPK
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他沒能回答我。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLidGEnWsY
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoJIJGzLdx
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbv7YjpRLa
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6310fSb7o
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSOuATpKYw
「是誰？」我問。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOguWn6bRVB
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無人回答。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqJSYDNJSL
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL9umsQbIj
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vyYR99WR2
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fHrsh6xLA
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「是誰？」我問。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8BkWedi7L
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無人回答。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnd6YQnsAo
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmudsczFs2
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhWemaTh5d
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGcwDDMN6V
聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyzOgjH9pP
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTJAUqhQ4o
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREiWymDcP7
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaNYLEkkon
我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TOUtvBTbS
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c7DVejSgG
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鬼？284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuN1nbWOIo
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寒意蝕骨。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3LnMBEPuH
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSpB3qH4Ep
接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e7LmvL97u
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我瀕臨崩潰。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGCKAMRjtl
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4PA8HY6Ek
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rd6zi6rgF
「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9EerkDMmk
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一言驚醒夢中人。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKmBAhhYS1
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oIivFm9Q1
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決不坐以待斃。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuErgRjbzYF
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我要主動解決他們。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgeQp0A63a
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqcNoiyC6H
備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwgXoCevWY
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStX2UQPU92
死不暝目。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC1NIWrzXy
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeHifitqf5
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDmcH3lewD
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ajIga4slI
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8q5Agk76q
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsUdiq48uv
首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4efSr6rB5
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7e35pMWCu
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNptYmsPc0y
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNbsI9R2hx
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdYn4O5v8m
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOYUe8oE9Z
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrItf7Z4TTy
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死寂。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSL2WmkMEB
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又是那一道目光。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1CMqI4ksU
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哪來？284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheaAb6qiE0
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不在別處——在我心中。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvP13yF3Z5
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KmtSaZbQi
我驀地憶起薄唇的話。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwCCCMNzmd
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20LgOLJKDP
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC2Qvdc4ti
284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrEwDZHdV4
開膛，欲取心。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwxmlh5Bsp
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發現沒有心。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwF1w1nkZJ
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只有一片虛空的黑。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhSK4UdApe
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如深淵。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX4NjGj27Q
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無盡。284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwJleCc2oO
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