一次意外，我失明了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK75Cq2VQRa
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7oRWcD0fs
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「是誰？」我問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZF7pGsRdy
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無人回答。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Uz4KrZVKD
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qfrTRD4c4
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gxx0Udv7R
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t21cr81gD
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfczEafZ4Z
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插——336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtTuMXY1q6
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNUgVQNO1T
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrw7RtFWWG
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他沒能回答我。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKASPmWeFUQ
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIwKOPmWxk
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1SVmbUFPP
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「是誰？」我問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcusgAp65dl
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無人回答。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ84Y5HqyOa
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTkStmOZKv
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF17IINK59r
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「是誰？」我問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekM17AucR8
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無人回答。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WAd4wnh4Q
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl0OLqwizm
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnvHn48fHn
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJIJsZ6kdv
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKed5JKBCX
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY9PuklyX7
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鬼？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc4xShDwg5
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寒意蝕骨。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwU6jKjgrx
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO0MgSPCYg
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我瀕臨崩潰。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfy5g0jdxH
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU6iZit7ee
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzkOaC3LmB
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一言驚醒夢中人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNxbFSbnG6
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzOvdFwJly
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決不坐以待斃。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1b1nkRSRL
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我要主動解決他們。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2tEEjjZ0y
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBS5o9lTax
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死不暝目。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWBdGZBGW1
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl0pq29W6e
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0GPZNBeWe
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbt1fNcWJP
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ISsylWYPR
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXx2rIJ3sR
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqRJ0Yy98B
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mcOPF7Vxe
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEBVBPwxqt
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zNg40HZVl
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死寂。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMcrtFRz4j
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又是那一道目光。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0061wUff8
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哪來？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjcldIQJ63
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不在別處——在我心中。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeGDyTe6qE
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIngGnM6v5Q
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrPi3dHNT8
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQrkxzWnN2
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開膛，欲取心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBlotkbn8Y
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發現沒有心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLj73rUiLA
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只有一片虛空的黑。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh43cRSXzHt
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如深淵。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSB2h1SZYi
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無盡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDqzHLJ3uj
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