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一次意外，我失明了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9Xeaq7wlc
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCmJcwhcnW
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「是誰？」我問。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJYDIE1JFT
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無人回答。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqUca7fJgR
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73oQGOBELu
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFpjy4fY4o
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSFhRod0O7
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrepnn4sh5b
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插——257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9DOesut1A
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jnxiekGuk
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrbZ4hgYnB
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他沒能回答我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVMQHbzJwk
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ajDqPS0I4
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZHSXaGE4t
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「是誰？」我問。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1DmLbBvxa
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無人回答。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH5eufWiLq
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6aJBii7kv
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOnVuD6aNR
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「是誰？」我問。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG52LDLMYEX
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無人回答。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jgehhYCaw
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2C4tkmZ2M
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivtP9A83pz
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZQGltxJB8
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyjctAl0TT
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x0CB0xbUa
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鬼？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnerDwrIDk
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寒意蝕骨。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzhnB3L9BI
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKoSiIP1EZ
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我瀕臨崩潰。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1O9gkKvXz
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvUjTg2WA0
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbftbx4QZn
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一言驚醒夢中人。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWx11F6uQo
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD6SmOapMF
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決不坐以待斃。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJFSTUna6b
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我要主動解決他們。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYF6b0hN1M
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73fOpipNZz
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死不暝目。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgsz5SDSqB
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiKgw4ezan
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ShW2WPip
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP32aHWyyky
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6q8T5g5TL
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsni0CvESES
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeR9lMNg9v
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNmS1Wul2a
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYVlWYDVTe
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33j0RI1zmL
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死寂。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu68YV2IbtE
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又是那一道目光。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2LpxaaLSe
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哪來？257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm3977uliP
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不在別處——在我心中。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97NSnTam2W
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk5P6ZseF4
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7uTMFfdyk
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F87jxowYv
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開膛，欲取心。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tHHLX6S5B
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發現沒有心。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3KdB291jq
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只有一片虛空的黑。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4wLTh4Dsc
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如深淵。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnK0WDgn89
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無盡。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX9d0uF6Gm
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