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一次意外，我失明了。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPTHHAzUcR
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoJ4Mz2k4N
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「是誰？」我問。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A3ASadpVk
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無人回答。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0V8Mtqecw
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS123MAANP
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5vRU0QNEU
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV9vI1lmsU
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv9gJa5o6b
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插——294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQCVoS4WpN
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu6Gm6qlzu
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnRi5WSHql
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他沒能回答我。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSFNcu7gIz
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIlqsJ59mw
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCqmmD7xL2
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「是誰？」我問。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3zjxRdtHj
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無人回答。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6rS9FjUQX
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1HTBIze71
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi46QF7rYKa
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「是誰？」我問。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jB867qYoy
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無人回答。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtbb2Y7IJh
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPjJivz1d3
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWNsGnHxt5
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7lrodJQwQ
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjDQvwmpts
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdHrl5GU3S
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鬼？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli1HHabvEg
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寒意蝕骨。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSSJGbCwGM
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE8rw5GFyK
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我瀕臨崩潰。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMEqNWFb2O
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmC2yGp9yC
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkawl6cT2l
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一言驚醒夢中人。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kRd26gzn9
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pfGvUyq0F
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決不坐以待斃。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7SsMo6oxw
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我要主動解決他們。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLi4zfSZld
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0gZzZSS55
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死不暝目。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6vRSxJjDI
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCaMAhw8fy
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxli4xfVJQ
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRJ5ZniqS8
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcQRBjy4QQ
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXssEuNbIqN
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3b4MtwcRu
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDOmkNtO5s
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P7Zgddayh
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJDbfET7DL
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死寂。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv77rycupc9
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又是那一道目光。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrag4uoL7k
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哪來？294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ArYP2XYmx
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不在別處——在我心中。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIXzLF5b6Q
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwMmValeUm
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCro5UVeSM
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU594U6j31b
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開膛，欲取心。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqWqQlOuyX
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發現沒有心。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx64AoZwRHB
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只有一片虛空的黑。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgOR2Nr7Pb
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如深淵。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTZA0JCZDX
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無盡。294Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz01mtIamI
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