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「今日唔返去住。」因為深水埗運動場距離南昌很近,所以我沒有駕車。8964 copyright protection448PENANAPm8ot4zyVx 維尼
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「唔係,約咗朋友去飲咖啡。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAxKl9iObnTC 維尼
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「大師兄歸位,有新女!恭喜晒!」8964 copyright protection448PENANARt3F2eaZjf 維尼
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「喂,我都無講過係女。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAa2WQ1pVUAz 維尼
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「屌,唔通男人老狗約埋去打卡Cafe?」Parsons說:「又密密Check電話,睇穿晒你啦!」8964 copyright protection448PENANA5YWSeROPbI 維尼
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「我覆江柏琪唔得㗎?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAoIk9rNB8kS 維尼
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「你拍拖頭三個月就咁密密覆姐,之後撚有咁好。成晚咪掂果一兩次電話。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAxwGMmBPYIU 維尼
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我無視Parsons對我的評價:「有無文青妹會鐘意嘅Cafe介紹?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAzKjll6VMlO 維尼
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「你派啲花生嚟,我介紹俾你。」這人比女生更八卦!8964 copyright protection448PENANAa8QdiFWyEB 維尼
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「無花生呀。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAwTwlF7RDmm 維尼
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「上次個Mika?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAwXIOyfCho1 維尼
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Parsons見我遲疑,語氣著急:「快啲講啦。」8964 copyright protection448PENANArgbYb4NwoR 維尼
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「係呀。」我沒好氣地回答。8964 copyright protection448PENANAJadsGRA4QA 維尼
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與鍾美嘉出軌一事已在我心中發酵了三個多月,整理好心情和想法後,也是可以和信任的朋友分享。獨個兒使壞很寂寞,總要找些臭味相投,能夠接受自己的人告解。8964 copyright protection448PENANANInqu3blxP 維尼
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出軌讓我內心矛盾交戰。在精神獲得極大的滿足同時,也為我帶來很大壓力與疑惑。8964 copyright protection448PENANAeJOpZMqA0s 維尼
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我不希望鍾美嘉只存在於無人知曉的角落。我把她視作半個女朋友,甚至想將她介紹給朋友。這段關係,應該要有更多人為我們做見證。8964 copyright protection448PENANAS9uk5D0WW7 維尼
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我和鍾美嘉的關係是真實存在的。8964 copyright protection448PENANAYVAGuIoNPG 維尼
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「真係㗎?食咗未?」Parsons最關心的事。8964 copyright protection448PENANADQ5VMuGBi8 維尼
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「食咗。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAF8DOzWZF6Y 維尼
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「好無食?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAt5OSXnOKln 維尼
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「OK啦。」我心想,鍾美嘉不止OK,是非常OK。8964 copyright protection448PENANAoZnD34wWh2 維尼
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「介紹嚟得唔得?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAkknJIW9c0j 維尼
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「呢個唔得!我要私有化佢。」我覺得這段對話有點瘋狂。8964 copyright protection448PENANAjcnE5hlVXO 維尼
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我真的老了。想起從前Parsons和我是對襟兄弟,將女人當成玩物,在背後交換食評,竟有些遲來的羞恥和愧疚。我們對那些女生欠缺一種尊重,雖然部分在歡場的她們根本不介意。8964 copyright protection448PENANAdUf5vZhPNC 維尼
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我不想他打鍾美嘉的主意。8964 copyright protection448PENANAzxHh6d3zdI 維尼
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「沉船呀?」Parsons說。8964 copyright protection448PENANAjGVuRWcfaV 維尼
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「係,仲係好沉果隻。」我說:「我同江柏琪一齊三年一直都好乖。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAd3vtlnc5SD 維尼
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「你係因為鐘意Mika,所以破戒。」8964 copyright protection448PENANA6FvzAG44R4 維尼
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「係阿。如果唔鐘意,我唔會冒咁大風險出軌。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAHy02Fevch7 維尼
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「Mika有咩特別?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAZND0tZgjX1 維尼
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「唔識講。總之我一見到佢,就成個人著晒魔好有感覺。俾佢撩一撩,係完全控制唔到自己。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAiinFQ4hhrH 維尼
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「屌,好撚青澀。我好耐都無試過依種感覺。」Parsons說。8964 copyright protection448PENANA0zJxNh6IWQ 維尼
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「我對鍾美嘉心動嘅程度,同初戀(林敏兒)同埋江柏琪有得揮。」事實上我很少經歷類似的怦然心動:「唔通係因為佢留齊蔭,有情意結所以加分?我同初戀拍拖果陣,佢都係留齊蔭。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAs9H4hi6ADX 維尼
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「你係Dry得太耐,咁啱有個條件唔錯嘅青年少艾同你玩先沉船姐。搵多幾條女玩返,就唔會生疏。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAHZBblY3JYx 維尼
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「真係咩?之前喺其他Department返工都有過靚女對我有好感,但我真係無Feel。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAZGZxanwRzp 維尼
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「果陣仲係熱戀期,而家三年之癢阿。」Parsons說:「唔試過沉船,邊好玩㗎。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAIp1YllOjsG 維尼
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「即使另一半條件有幾好,相處幾融洽,幾鐘意對方,同出軌都可以無關係。原來出軌係一件好獨立嘅事。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAlaJYqmNC7C 維尼
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「姐係點?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAWBQ31mUo0G 維尼
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「姐係,鍾美嘉係一個令我心動嘅對象。我唔會因為有江柏琪,而唔鐘意鍾美嘉。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAayuExVgYdM 維尼
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喜歡就是喜歡。8964 copyright protection448PENANACTTg3861Ef 維尼
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Parsons說:「係咪衰呢,都叫咗你唔好咁快結婚。得果廿五歲邊度會玩夠。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAAbDJEzUdHt 維尼
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「唉,講起結婚,我都覺得有啲煩。」我說:「琴日去咗同江柏琪父母食飯。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAE8aqMSjFG7 維尼
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「跟住呢?」8964 copyright protection448PENANAVPkMBoW2SL 維尼
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「去之前,我同江柏琪周圍睇酒席。我開始質疑自己,係咪真係要繼續同江柏琪結婚?呢個念頭閃過嘅一刻都幾震撼,因為依三年嚟,我係第一次考慮同江柏琪分開。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAvOS0dfitvM 維尼
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「江柏琪同Mika依兩個人,對你嚟講有咩唔同?佢地係咪性格相反?」Parsons問。8964 copyright protection448PENANAPpAQ2zVDGH 維尼
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「江柏琪係一個令我安心、老婆型嘅結婚對象。我地經過情侶磨合嘅階段,生活習慣相近。我好肯定同佢結婚,往後幾十年嘅相處都會好穩定。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAboOGDZ5EXn 維尼
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「鍾美嘉外表同性格係我一向鐘意嘅類型。性格有啲似⋯我以前鐘意嘅人嘅混合體。對我感覺真誠,有少少公主病,活潑,諗嘢同做嘢古靈精怪。佢係一個同我一樣咁矛盾、性格多變嘅人。最加分係淫底。」我續道。8964 copyright protection448PENANAteh1HnMrrM 維尼
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「難聽啲講,自從江柏琪出咗嚟做嘢,性格改變,無以前咁活潑,份人奄尖咗好多。佢都仲係一個靚女、好老婆,不過因為性格,減少咗異性嘅吸引力。鍾美嘉多多少少都彌補到我喺江柏琪身上失去咗嘅熱戀感覺。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAp1GtxIt3Bx 維尼
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我說:「可惜偏偏喺呢個時間點上遇到鍾美嘉,錯晒Timing。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAyu2WmAyCc7 維尼
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Parsons回答:「計我話,Timing啱就真。鍾美嘉顯得特別吸引嘅前設係有江柏琪嘅存在。如果佢喺你單身嘅時候出現,你根本唔會沉船。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAN2yDFdlbtI 維尼
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「我有考慮過呢個可能性。我唔知呀。」我回答。8964 copyright protection448PENANA3HPoFXVBav 維尼
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「咁你而家打算點?」Parsons正經地說:「如果Felix喺度,實會話如果你打算修身養性結婚,應該要狠心斬纜。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAjSzdbsazYh 維尼
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「我想同鍾美嘉Keep住依種關係,繼續同江柏琪結婚,係咪好撚仆街⋯」我的聲音愈來愈小。8964 copyright protection448PENANAzMgv9ZgHo2 維尼
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「你問個出軌當飯食嘅人,緊係唔覺得你仆街。不過前設係我對果啲女仔無乜感覺,先可以咁瀟灑。」8964 copyright protection448PENANA87ny9SZVod 維尼
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Parsons站回我的角度分析:「你地三個人對大家嘅影響係分唔開。只要第三者一日存在,佢都會影響到你同正室嘅關係。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAWOfc5ofuFQ 維尼
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「我開始感受到你講嘅影響。」例如與江柏琪的性事、以及因內疚感而想逃避相處。與她是否知悉我出軌無關。8964 copyright protection448PENANAVDC8bnXOdu 維尼
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「唔緊要啦,結咗婚都可以離婚,更何況你地未結!」Parsons笑說。8964 copyright protection448PENANAKVTiNnoDE9 維尼
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「屌你啦,結得婚就緊係唔想離。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAPJIbCryiSv 維尼
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「你咪Enjoy吓而家呢種忐忑嘅感覺,係上天俾你嘅祝福,唔係成日有㗎。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAxVgVd8YLGa 維尼
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「講起結婚,諗起都煩。琴日江柏琪父母獅子開大口,禮金想要十八萬。」我憶起昨天和江柏琪見家長的情況。8964 copyright protection448PENANA2jjSNHOqRq 維尼
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「呢個時勢禮金仲要十八萬,傻的嗎。」這樣的話,結一次婚的洗費可是多於三十萬,接近我一年的薪金,是個非常沉重的負擔。用來洞蜜月旅遊更划算吧,至少自己有享受到!8964 copyright protection448PENANA7e9GCbtTzy 維尼
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「我廢時出聲得罪外父外母,等江柏琪私下同佢父母溝通。若然佢地堅持要十八萬禮金,都要俾㗎啦。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAJJaZppcBXz 維尼
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我差不多忘了五分鐘前,自己還在糾結是否仍要和江柏琪結婚。8964 copyright protection448PENANACRXjGshQMZ 維尼
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「贖身劵,你再一次拯救咗深淵家庭嘅江柏琪。」8964 copyright protection448PENANArdFmIDQH3j 維尼
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「喺琴晚嘅飯局,當我一直同佢父母講會好好照顧江柏琪,會愛護佢嘅時候,就覺得好諷刺。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAxHpQcrebNa 維尼
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我說:「隨住時間嘅流逝,自然會作出選擇。我內心嘅質疑,亦隨之會搵到答案。」8964 copyright protection448PENANA7P0d63qGjp 維尼
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「可能今個月你同Mika已經玩完。呢啲關係,一向都係隨時完結,講唔埋嘅。」8964 copyright protection448PENANASdiutawPZb 維尼
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「無辦法預計到咁多。」我說。8964 copyright protection448PENANAmCn5KI5ai6 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection448PENANAFR5iODkiwx 維尼
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