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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlmUc9OkvV
主要是因為發生了兩件大事603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw3inu2JMx
１、我結婚了！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG9e44UA6z
２、女兒確診！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwMphqyXD2
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDC6O1gQOm
是2020年10月的事情603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKwhTT3ApV
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGQTzJAW1c
我們決定先辦理登記603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunZBqh3REu
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTNO3EB7bI
本想隨便找一天登記就好603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZXTzeXZ6v
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd9bcz7Ne2
【5/20】603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRebj8jVZGX
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqNw3qyR1f
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT71BmyfEH
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXsRhEafeX
該做的防護措施自然也都省了603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxCzfP8sfB
於是，在2021年過年期間603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCh0ZNt8yr
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoQDT7XWzg
我老婆又是醫院行政人員603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsygMuXkVma
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaubLlmkJt
每天都過得提心吊膽603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQBUfESZRp
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6TMY3bNUz
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNLGrk0BZa
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lD7UDc2RM
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSArROJ91YH
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNcUdQWk5L
需要留院觀察一個禮拜603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW50QhD6d3E
我和老婆是緊張到不行603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MHg4vl9PH
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdXbEOqdOV
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8qmnwobe1
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo7Zpgv2zw
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTfLIwwUG4
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY2Kio5oS3
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV65soNBcb
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lQUIgyy7r
一位和我們很親近的阿姨603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAuixBkCcU
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb5X5W2Vi8
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh8Y7FBGvW
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVsCqzpqx9
在寫這篇文的當下603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCrrIe3ErL
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj96ygqk108
親友們不想說得太明白603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3XIP7u6LI
但大家心裡都有數603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8iBL8Vgqd
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh503YavCD6
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeKIf6ClRG
整個流程輕鬆多了603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6vA6c399v
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMZrxKlJT3
（過程一團亂就是了……）603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfUZnCr7In
但至少，大家都很開心！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0GBMezYia
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqfXgRK074
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDZZ3EKfyi
11/8凌晨603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGaHCCfXS0
女兒開始發燒603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUlkCQsunj
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml1xwUsWm0
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSbL5mNkir
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7soWJbbI2
醫生說是哮吼603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7gT3toopm
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7VicRUHiy
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1E85yUwfl
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qbfFswM5C
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S0bkwV0Mj
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLuedcypv5
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDESgeImBZ1
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2ruH1i8yF
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPO8GtPJWE
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNPvMWQ9lS
一篩下去：陽性！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLKGdAKPM6
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJtFswMpc1
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PuizHoJ7R
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBnVlrw7G7
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIKYFTrJah
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGDwUSu6tA
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkG3rfrpC7
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJr0AVpi4a
兒童重症機率偏低603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtnh7PG5qz
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3VGTdRUzV
在老婆確診後的6個小時603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK124FyMHZ
當我正要睡覺時603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03UfEMDBUP
幫女兒量了一下體溫603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz32E6g0Sd
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8ExjLpw6c
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAhZWCUs2Y
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmlfVfEFKK
當下心裡就有一種603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezh1SSBpPD
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLfoKfIo0m
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQObuzOdPS
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vY9a7eVoR
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LXMmesx4l
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwtbgZaR4u
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VJSPbTbtD
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkNyT1qU3j
我整個嚇到603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTUUv9CrgP
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOl80BXaab
還是手環數據僅供參考603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDth7wKyrg
（畢竟不是醫療級）603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpPv2QYaff
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3zZe11ecQ
連忙上網查資料：603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHDIiFJfoV
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeZxFx20mg
才凌晨一點就83603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi5BhHcV3m
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7kgzf3E2o
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQlVZu1ZEE
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO7FBpxmw4
就這麼突然的達成了……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMef2nLNvEy
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZpJ5LTlmf
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG2df6ztRT
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuJQBozcZZ
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0QF4pJvde
請我站到門外603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XetZXFGXL
看著三個護理師抓住女兒603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8oV1rqVVY
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXS3iE8Sh1
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60qvtK3LW4
當下真的忍不住淚水603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuwJH2RM8i
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0g1I9uf3e
寫過無數作品603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuahd35GV1V
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nFuOnCtRH
唯獨女兒603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry0dYVmDyR
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UoRyHLifO
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYqfdAFXD6
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkDQ9sMR0W
在我懷裡沉沉睡去603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR91MM4QdN
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKZt9IoW6s
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVkXBFaR7d
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToYF818t6G
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFpZEMZeaE
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGWeGXomtz
我總共只睡了三個小時603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs8uAYdmkb
但，至少結果是能令我安心的603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnFncYVjo7
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8cAy7552I
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLNKFzbWfm
睡得跟平常一樣香甜603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6f9GLxsv8
我也終於露出微笑603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfgd9juUFb
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3csU4hgoin
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qkWugWoR8
醫生確認病情穩定603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57hnY7MwrE
才准許我們辦理離院手續603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqjakIT63z
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpTDMWf8vv
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkSFVapBpZ
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80OikNzpem
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bg2OPik56
暫時沒有其他異狀603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVtMllwbN0
希望她的病情能持續好轉603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24g6xNsR5k
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRnRR90enC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbfxZ68Efw
至於我……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgwXCo4Zed
和兩個確診者同住四天603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQnlglwmzt
到現在依然是陰性……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh933zpXwxo
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIIpCBZjnS
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
