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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxYutpNqDu
主要是因為發生了兩件大事555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlkJKEcLK7
１、我結婚了！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhj3uDHKi4
２、女兒確診！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3njPXJKVa
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMOW2Ky567
是2020年10月的事情555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6jsx7RvOq
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoFk8PVvCz
我們決定先辦理登記555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9RDbVoNwS
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegdMnbgZSn
本想隨便找一天登記就好555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh4U58iPIk
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87ZOJYA8p6
【5/20】555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT6RSIvijo
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZftAHwteqV
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLfTQDxxVc
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVz1PAKUxj
該做的防護措施自然也都省了555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyppJYMHSj
於是，在2021年過年期間555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw6Jlyeuy7
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNytGmxqq5
我老婆又是醫院行政人員555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtEND9pCHB
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03r9a0XGvf
每天都過得提心吊膽555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH1mPkldXB
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J0Ue6qypz
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLQr0eMqzi
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4cEDBl6xi
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3t42EPWCB
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ631cE2rSDz
需要留院觀察一個禮拜555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXexBzkV2r
我和老婆是緊張到不行555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTNGJlKLAR
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYXp6XyMV0
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6d4lCobbn
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbJmbXgcDG
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcJLTO4RY4
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2JJhQWwjF
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHafMHnh6z
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JQ2FLtH4d
一位和我們很親近的阿姨555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jtQILcwrl
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn0fPUQhNN
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1tmXFu9YR
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWalHxTnUwV
在寫這篇文的當下555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzmctdEkgV
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTLQywAeCv
親友們不想說得太明白555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7nZoZpJ9T
但大家心裡都有數555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpAh7eXsrM
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxLDGnzm7B
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtk4bMoKQv
整個流程輕鬆多了555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7RdEJ5oa2
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT4O0e5j1V
（過程一團亂就是了……）555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoGTsP03NE
但至少，大家都很開心！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARJriiQbnh
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuEjBwvY9A
555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjeXsMucUX
11/8凌晨555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4bZehFEJS
女兒開始發燒555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyjjmF4Zll
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRSNtspNw9
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKqZ0AGd2x
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqpvBIsbcR
醫生說是哮吼555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMyYpD10X5
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgmIjUuFxd
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTxPnMKt4b
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjsrhesosW
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWdcGd0UOS
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcgCaPyOZU
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg71mklXH29
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtFNwn3yue
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCx33BrYc3
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46U0XB1kHM
一篩下去：陽性！555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWERlePdFD
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPEb7tvtaO
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KWAnycoTL
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0arE2UCW0q
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IEmVkzR0m
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobmEjz0M9r
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoo0bO8Odo
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaw1xn0jUq
兒童重症機率偏低555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpNaGuRkbm
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMm7HUHMW9
在老婆確診後的6個小時555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgM0SpOKph
當我正要睡覺時555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oGYmVksoL
幫女兒量了一下體溫555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMGAJ2nj0I
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JSThYfXrZ
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbD6XvRvH5
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsEF7ZWhKR
當下心裡就有一種555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcLU7mDj7m
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tDSYHQJkl
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpwMTfO5Ho
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EHySG1ALu
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjb0p9he50
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksgFrubf8t
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OnOCDEanO
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PLb91iETC
我整個嚇到555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEwEtxiQYD
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu7m3Hac8l
還是手環數據僅供參考555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrZnuWq6gY
（畢竟不是醫療級）555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2wEg9Px5K
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfttRiZ4HC
連忙上網查資料：555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tdos7P7Je
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxlpAG1d4
才凌晨一點就83555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw0C4WD5t1
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2TwyQrv6A
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJWYfXFehT
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92gzPakHQs
就這麼突然的達成了……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJlvybCWsF
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvjYW4gxSP
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRBzfawdjs
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlwFONZ9rH
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xOJeOnLkQ
請我站到門外555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCSHSt7nmu
看著三個護理師抓住女兒555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8NMzkQ8sY
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XstHp1sA1
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmbQEUPwOS
當下真的忍不住淚水555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9EDKOz4GK
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlaDfZElYa
寫過無數作品555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSET0alP7xM
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitxHJFyf1r
唯獨女兒555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmecaHeGhI
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nt2YtZsYi
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYHDvFSnaF
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7uHkNkn9d
在我懷裡沉沉睡去555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRBu3Qg5oR
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2e6m5b3Rn
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQMwELM5mv
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPFCctXC4x
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s8L7dTMoI
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCeRXMkwOB
我總共只睡了三個小時555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQukgtmkfO
但，至少結果是能令我安心的555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOjNVVqBHN
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabIX8fchPF
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdr60eH3aI
睡得跟平常一樣香甜555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyKUOa8gNs
我也終於露出微笑555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJTfLr2qaZ
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5llVcooiY
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcYbA4dZbE
醫生確認病情穩定555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38FiS2d9Ht
才准許我們辦理離院手續555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sXyi8KwZR
555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcxvEpFKy9
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZxR1YeUyF
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2aCK4sYqG
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOrs30OvgL
暫時沒有其他異狀555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbcEc5Jqz0
希望她的病情能持續好轉555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayQEklKHZB
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQUjYCZGCU
555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdwf81sN7e
至於我……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2IJdEoAsj
和兩個確診者同住四天555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ0QHldHKH
到現在依然是陰性……555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5A5jrutI3
555Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWV8bXTFlP
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
