19841218--19日记316Please respect copyright.PENANALo8UprW1Rt
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1218316Please respect copyright.PENANA6lvx3XCwiN
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在316Please respect copyright.PENANAJcG60R41Yg
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真316Please respect copyright.PENANAc0QUF2yZ47
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不知怎的。316Please respect copyright.PENANArAPEWoXVd3
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已316Please respect copyright.PENANAW6Do7rp6BH
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到316Please respect copyright.PENANA8FvxJmEPwZ
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过316Please respect copyright.PENANAyJJy9AhL9y
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时又出现了,唉!316Please respect copyright.PENANAb3EzxvoR2P
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1219316Please respect copyright.PENANAeO0LLLjUqy
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。316Please respect copyright.PENANAMc2tDP2XPh
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐316Please respect copyright.PENANA4mbxOLm8PU
316Please respect copyright.PENANAYh9RlhdYjz
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改316Please respect copyright.PENANAgyRJvP8RdN
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这316Please respect copyright.PENANASkR3NffXtb
316Please respect copyright.PENANAbxkrHgU5iS
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。316Please respect copyright.PENANA7DDHKJCZb3
316Please respect copyright.PENANAESwzkBc2aF
19841220--21日记316Please respect copyright.PENANAJbCwGOGAzx
316Please respect copyright.PENANAM6DIMSqmdX
1220316Please respect copyright.PENANA06rGgZRtzd
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团316Please respect copyright.PENANAmQggA83DPg
316Please respect copyright.PENANAXnBSS1aOm6
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们316Please respect copyright.PENANAjW6f5tRR8B
316Please respect copyright.PENANAP6blLLs8VK
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态316Please respect copyright.PENANAFizTQMp1x5
316Please respect copyright.PENANAxC3KUVtxzO
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。316Please respect copyright.PENANAUmVWZhPBiu
316Please respect copyright.PENANAx2c4zIhZVo
1221316Please respect copyright.PENANAc8EMKD3aWB
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交316Please respect copyright.PENANA4eSuRFmkyu
316Please respect copyright.PENANAnCuoJrmgY8
,可今天星期五了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAIWBH9OxDz6
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他316Please respect copyright.PENANAYWr9zqQmY6
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。316Please respect copyright.PENANAi5ERMObJyz
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。316Please respect copyright.PENANAErzSwlOCJy
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向316Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ub6EdWyyJ
316Please respect copyright.PENANAsR9XD57LFp
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天316Please respect copyright.PENANAdwPJnH31DJ
316Please respect copyright.PENANArfeW8yFly5
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几316Please respect copyright.PENANA0FBaHFT2g9
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说316Please respect copyright.PENANAGxwjSJvMT6
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:316Please respect copyright.PENANAF2nJr0mCXn
316Please respect copyright.PENANACyjbULEYrH
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这316Please respect copyright.PENANAty1FwBjMid
316Please respect copyright.PENANAaOmZFzA83l
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。316Please respect copyright.PENANALxoFnYr2pT
316Please respect copyright.PENANAwVzh3zw69y
19841222--31日记316Please respect copyright.PENANALtuThlzZzO
316Please respect copyright.PENANABoSg6JcN2J
1222316Please respect copyright.PENANAtOEMPArjFi
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈316Please respect copyright.PENANAXJy4oPdxPX
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何,真不知怎的。316Please respect copyright.PENANAlaxpOKjPPM
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1223316Please respect copyright.PENANAhCqfw4tMvk
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAF5phMNxOGK
316Please respect copyright.PENANAIjhy26TgMh
1224316Please respect copyright.PENANAWzSXrbxGcr
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。316Please respect copyright.PENANApLw4PNRfn6
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中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。316Please respect copyright.PENANA3W0CaeZqOD
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1226316Please respect copyright.PENANA2vcLk63QfG
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。316Please respect copyright.PENANAN0LvXmk4dp
316Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8tVxcDosg
1227316Please respect copyright.PENANA7ksEv4Bufx
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕316Please respect copyright.PENANAvdyzD1odj2
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了。316Please respect copyright.PENANAWKPnrzq9n7
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。316Please respect copyright.PENANAv8KheAJtoD
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1229316Please respect copyright.PENANAg5D0WqAm8Q
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好316Please respect copyright.PENANA0KqtDyhbwI
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父316Please respect copyright.PENANAtGyeQKhlm0
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》,却不得入梦。316Please respect copyright.PENANAOKdVqewexW