19841218--19日记285Please respect copyright.PENANA1nUHfL29XS
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1218285Please respect copyright.PENANAj3IzLOImQz
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在285Please respect copyright.PENANAWCPqVgggRI
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真285Please respect copyright.PENANAF4Zi8GeS6S
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不知怎的。285Please respect copyright.PENANAWW7Afjlp8x
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已285Please respect copyright.PENANAFRfiIZh52F
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到285Please respect copyright.PENANAjX1Xe8qOfU
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过285Please respect copyright.PENANABzxb7EK6I8
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时又出现了,唉!285Please respect copyright.PENANAMj3YRNQPhT
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1219285Please respect copyright.PENANAPjpjjec7j7
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。285Please respect copyright.PENANA4kF36qn9eQ
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐285Please respect copyright.PENANAC3pmBBBlwD
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改285Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3eoKpP38I
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这285Please respect copyright.PENANAUXzQn1NybU
285Please respect copyright.PENANAwrHTmBtbpU
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。285Please respect copyright.PENANA4iZ0N24neC
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19841220--21日记285Please respect copyright.PENANAWC8XoUbEhr
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1220285Please respect copyright.PENANAyGK6evJC8F
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团285Please respect copyright.PENANAVBmdHOY7qV
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们285Please respect copyright.PENANAIti43DBLKW
285Please respect copyright.PENANAQCNHjBfr3q
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态285Please respect copyright.PENANAKYxxfGnDR5
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。285Please respect copyright.PENANA2W2HnkHQ5q
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1221285Please respect copyright.PENANAqEyfO5Zxg6
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交285Please respect copyright.PENANA3Zf0VOUyoD
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,可今天星期五了。285Please respect copyright.PENANANiNm7mSBO2
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他285Please respect copyright.PENANA6cfoscQOwZ
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。285Please respect copyright.PENANA4SN8wsczSQ
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。285Please respect copyright.PENANAqqq86x8CUO
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向285Please respect copyright.PENANA72ryNxP9ED
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天285Please respect copyright.PENANAcgt52lyUGZ
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几285Please respect copyright.PENANAXJpo6D6DQU
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说285Please respect copyright.PENANA6zWsb1jbWg
285Please respect copyright.PENANADhwXHpql1O
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:285Please respect copyright.PENANAfEWG84FH9m
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这285Please respect copyright.PENANAwaeW07y94s
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。285Please respect copyright.PENANAcKHjy1ZbH1
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19841222--31日记285Please respect copyright.PENANANb9OfY4PvR
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1222285Please respect copyright.PENANAg0WxlsmGDP
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈285Please respect copyright.PENANAVCRCZR9GMY
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何,真不知怎的。285Please respect copyright.PENANATuzI1LXihY
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1223285Please respect copyright.PENANAM0IDtoe42F
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。285Please respect copyright.PENANAesatcnZEHJ
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1224285Please respect copyright.PENANAiiZj5psXk8
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。285Please respect copyright.PENANABiE3RAQDdY
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1225285Please respect copyright.PENANALF35gbtRQ7
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。285Please respect copyright.PENANArVkm7OBCUJ
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1226285Please respect copyright.PENANA8tQrXBUQIe
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。285Please respect copyright.PENANAFjymiuDKpu
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1227285Please respect copyright.PENANAvnY4p4xlwZ
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕285Please respect copyright.PENANAV4l9VevqLj
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了。285Please respect copyright.PENANAytv6V92lmg
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1228285Please respect copyright.PENANAjIaqv3OqXR
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。285Please respect copyright.PENANAmlLgbXJzmR
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1229285Please respect copyright.PENANA1EGS68i046
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好285Please respect copyright.PENANAEJJuep8IIq
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父285Please respect copyright.PENANA4FgqhRlvMt
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》,却不得入梦。285Please respect copyright.PENANAWXYdRIjhJd