19841218--19日记317Please respect copyright.PENANAvrdHLRUn50
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1218317Please respect copyright.PENANAlsV12jhWyx
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在317Please respect copyright.PENANA57Fcg0bDRv
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真317Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZKRBsnIOg
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不知怎的。317Please respect copyright.PENANA3aQEZTLu5i
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已317Please respect copyright.PENANACFVReYboxt
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到317Please respect copyright.PENANAB2GoMmycc4
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过317Please respect copyright.PENANALgdPemgmvf
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时又出现了,唉!317Please respect copyright.PENANAwLOo4XTFvz
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1219317Please respect copyright.PENANAsNApNGkOE7
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。317Please respect copyright.PENANA0EwVfWkfAf
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐317Please respect copyright.PENANAVdHy2kjHgc
317Please respect copyright.PENANAe8HHXLODnW
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改317Please respect copyright.PENANA8L87DMw2Ct
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这317Please respect copyright.PENANAtBdL7J2wpy
317Please respect copyright.PENANAZsLMXmyl3m
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。317Please respect copyright.PENANAwUEwUsPlBV
317Please respect copyright.PENANAEVPqdisXtO
19841220--21日记317Please respect copyright.PENANA2gARPykaz7
317Please respect copyright.PENANAtqh9KM9Zi2
1220317Please respect copyright.PENANAgvEI4GTt2F
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团317Please respect copyright.PENANAIZwKNGMcHb
317Please respect copyright.PENANArVYj5T2UqQ
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们317Please respect copyright.PENANAOy6ebcYwvM
317Please respect copyright.PENANAM0OtRUdWLu
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态317Please respect copyright.PENANAz6v6rLZTzu
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。317Please respect copyright.PENANAO0a4YG3yle
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1221317Please respect copyright.PENANAWZn7mixxMu
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交317Please respect copyright.PENANAzWVKxwQY5F
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,可今天星期五了。317Please respect copyright.PENANABHk6JnIHOR
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他317Please respect copyright.PENANAYFVAyEW8Tp
317Please respect copyright.PENANAjty8UdVN9N
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。317Please respect copyright.PENANAsSpf5KGrGQ
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。317Please respect copyright.PENANAnaKF9GerZg
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向317Please respect copyright.PENANAaNmL8DSa8w
317Please respect copyright.PENANArDwXlGlaiu
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天317Please respect copyright.PENANACHDLKqrw1H
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几317Please respect copyright.PENANALZ6KAWgCEA
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说317Please respect copyright.PENANAyZEj376qBE
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:317Please respect copyright.PENANAD9CBftidcG
317Please respect copyright.PENANABzsIfl4Eej
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这317Please respect copyright.PENANAHulYWN0cIN
317Please respect copyright.PENANAfCeTJ2WFbn
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。317Please respect copyright.PENANA1dP6P0XkfW
317Please respect copyright.PENANAWmQ6SuHJTG
19841222--31日记317Please respect copyright.PENANA0UocqhAo2d
317Please respect copyright.PENANAaNYBXfl8BM
1222317Please respect copyright.PENANAUJShQv5zgL
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈317Please respect copyright.PENANAEURqWtpTZt
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何,真不知怎的。317Please respect copyright.PENANAPvalUOI2jc
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1223317Please respect copyright.PENANAf2fNCLCa6t
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。317Please respect copyright.PENANAc5tzzJebV6
317Please respect copyright.PENANAwYVyJ6Ti14
1224317Please respect copyright.PENANAisbr3dJT9x
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。317Please respect copyright.PENANAoPt69XrruP
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中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。317Please respect copyright.PENANAdKCKNOGSNE
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1226317Please respect copyright.PENANA7NzrlsJdRF
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。317Please respect copyright.PENANArjlMy7hCNS
317Please respect copyright.PENANAn9XOjXHbb3
1227317Please respect copyright.PENANAVulG6VyKwZ
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕317Please respect copyright.PENANA9d6612gOUF
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了。317Please respect copyright.PENANAaI5oTB64uc
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。317Please respect copyright.PENANAVdKbpAewtZ
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晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好317Please respect copyright.PENANAVUJ5Cs28di
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父317Please respect copyright.PENANAKKL0KUqoCh
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》,却不得入梦。317Please respect copyright.PENANAI0InfucljX