19841218--19日记287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VlSer3u0T
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1218287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2YoOmeIN6
今天一天心情沉闷，似乎有什么东西压在头上，大气也不敢喘，觉得一切事都在287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SRqblgFks
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变得明白，无意义，似乎一切都是假的，悲观极了，再也无法兴奋起来。唉！真287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mlmUXI1Ef
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不知怎的。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDJDOcW8j2
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》，是5点20分，可5点才吃饭，忙忙碌碌，去时已287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqJ1IK6u91
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开始放了，和毕庆元找不到座位，是楼上11排6、8号，后才知是最后一排，找到287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XENxKdRAQ
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后坐下，坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点，电影还可以看，只有那时才忘了忧愁。过287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljjUX1hrtd
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时又出现了，唉！287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGZUKVnP9E
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不知怎的，似乎不能自己，任凭一切事在变换。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoQPL1YYDQ
下午开了团会，姚书记作了报告，是要做个真正团员，起先进作用。散会后去徐287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwmY80MVtd
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本，他都放在箱子里，忽然改了对他看法，但又改287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSYrdsXGmD
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得不对，他应还我（先）才能做朋友，或者是借书人。当然，书还是拿来了，这287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVXevmDQw7
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，我已几次想要了，只是怕要，看来任何事，只要去做都是能成功的。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN6zF1QVCd
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19841220--21日记287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5BoXYc1N6
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1220287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW43lRsN3U
中午和王锋一边晒太阳，一边看书，互相问着，觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5fcEtvwCt
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fHMzbOEIB
支部书记（洪欣）说团员开个会，对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态，可我们287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeZhsYPFQw
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又没有标准，只是胡乱地举着手，更有甚者，去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY1881az8A
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，那些人见都没见过，也更是胡乱举几次，真是形式极了，滑天下之大稽。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHxRK9e7uP
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真难办，范老师要我准备一期“溪流”，可我这里一篇也没有，答应他星期六交287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4213t9lhG4
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，可今天星期五了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1W9l3DKFf
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》，可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要，果然他287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RCWm6Vh0A
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQVbqhUiCg
很多，便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》，这样，顿觉轻松了许多。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZqqoV8Kzb
下午去阶梯教室听讲演，觉得很不成功。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlbG2os66e
上午，邰成华送来一叠菜票，盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前，他向287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuDdNzkbYM
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我借了一元钱，后一直没还，也没提及，因他借日是星期六，他回去了。早几天287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQO36CTzVa
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便觉他确实忘却了，想到这点，不知怎的，心里很不是滋味，似乎太那个了，几287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTa84cCmqS
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次试探，其无应，昨日他回家来，又讨，他便说没遇上他妈，无钱，我大恐，说287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4wneXpLDH
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32ZkurqwrD
：“你忘了呀？”他说：“没”，我说：“没什么？”心里直当其忘了，他说：287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkHYgAeVj6
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f92TP87OC
“欠你一元钱，这我不会忘的，”没有错，他是不会忘的，可这曾折磨我过。这287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2w11XJxlo
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时，我捏着菜票，在口袋里数了起来。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8icVmqV27X
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19841222--31日记287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpr7HuuZlP
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1222287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v3pFRgF8x
不知怎的，心里十分沉重，似有什么无形意识压着，不得抬头，暗暗叫苦，可奈287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZww3qyKfYv
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何，真不知怎的。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jGKjaYbXI
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心里沉重，一切都无意义，烦死了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuYEKCAQhw
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMmMTspBIv
1224287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZmzbPnTnL
夜间下了晚自习，觉得心里抖得慌，腿也抖，腰间似乎更抖，象要断一样。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb7H8rCQEk
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中午打饭，在食堂里抖得慌。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwMc4ouL2X
287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaehU33yj1T
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痛苦极了，只见人家欢乐，而自己却不得，旁观者苦。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuwBa2p5cJ
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体育课心里发慌，腰酸极了，还好，拉单扛及格了（7个），可再干别的，就怕287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu32SEd0Bz
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了。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbogL1hbyA1
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心里还是痛苦万分，同桌毕庆元亦然，自以为摆脱，却不得其终。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDue0piXVCU
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1229287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEwJ3yj4Z8
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》，我去他处排好版，便由毕庆元、李二乔抄，一刻好287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDocdYQnVSH
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了，送去，他也称善，发现其书多，大慨，夜里反复，想一篇《父与子和子与父287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVW9LwCd8Z
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》，却不得入梦。287Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGymunvI2OY
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