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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAtsSWmGkgV2
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。415Please respect copyright.PENANAFiADYmnH2z
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。415Please respect copyright.PENANArinhkvyQU5
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。415Please respect copyright.PENANAz06BOdaloQ
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你希望改變過去嗎?415Please respect copyright.PENANAXiISN35pSK
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。415Please respect copyright.PENANAWLPZPRY70X
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。415Please respect copyright.PENANAzDTetyaIQe
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?415Please respect copyright.PENANAXFLTFa7hUe
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAVyd5ja6gpD
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。415Please respect copyright.PENANAom9lt0S4Vz
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。415Please respect copyright.PENANApWsGuat9kw
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。415Please respect copyright.PENANA4bYkcVewHx
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。415Please respect copyright.PENANAnsIBXbBEpk
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。415Please respect copyright.PENANAcghwtA2qKi
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。415Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9RBSyCZ3
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。415Please respect copyright.PENANAlq0u1tDiqU
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAFsOcPFDY1Y
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。415Please respect copyright.PENANAkCdfdCxcRb
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。415Please respect copyright.PENANALytyKRTyLx
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。415Please respect copyright.PENANAq92jlUvM6G
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。415Please respect copyright.PENANAsgFUwKDzpa
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。415Please respect copyright.PENANAf2sCtztPLi
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「你不去找她嗎?」415Please respect copyright.PENANA0QStTFvgqg
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。415Please respect copyright.PENANA1sDeEP0G8b
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。415Please respect copyright.PENANAW8ktjE8doE
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」415Please respect copyright.PENANALDuO5v1Shl
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。415Please respect copyright.PENANAyBjtvjHehl
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。415Please respect copyright.PENANAmdb4YZTSsM
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。415Please respect copyright.PENANAPjERxGJlBE
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。415Please respect copyright.PENANADhdjOeFQWS
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?415Please respect copyright.PENANAIMItInphQg
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。415Please respect copyright.PENANAWSGJcJbtG1
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。415Please respect copyright.PENANAhtv01DwkdE
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」415Please respect copyright.PENANAgdZ7ETO8rP
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。415Please respect copyright.PENANATvJm0kQmBH
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」415Please respect copyright.PENANAQIDc2tK0vW
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。415Please respect copyright.PENANA8WHRQdwNcE
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有空嗎?415Please respect copyright.PENANAHOZ6pQcTD6
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。415Please respect copyright.PENANA3PZHga26iW
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」415Please respect copyright.PENANAqehgAlieg6
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。415Please respect copyright.PENANA8sHZF0kWZL
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」415Please respect copyright.PENANApPfzeG2E58
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。415Please respect copyright.PENANAj8g9mvuipV
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」415Please respect copyright.PENANAbApwWZYFMu
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。415Please respect copyright.PENANAPmfFh6ygUD
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAfbVfiFSsxN
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。415Please respect copyright.PENANA0XTrgeGAM6
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。415Please respect copyright.PENANA6LfpTZzBEa
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。415Please respect copyright.PENANAhrNaKRm6PG
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。415Please respect copyright.PENANAjroFR5kJoI
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。415Please respect copyright.PENANAomn2H4oLpb
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這個不是夢,是現實!415Please respect copyright.PENANAw4QpaGDEBj
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAdz0w5IId1X
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。415Please respect copyright.PENANATVYwlyPC6x
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。415Please respect copyright.PENANAerBMvUoj5s
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。415Please respect copyright.PENANAVGzmFve5Xp
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。415Please respect copyright.PENANAWdr4l7cyh3
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。415Please respect copyright.PENANADCLy4cBIhC
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」415Please respect copyright.PENANAtKwWMOwbCh
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。415Please respect copyright.PENANAou6NGEim11
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好討厭……415Please respect copyright.PENANAeoiRscVFC8
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。415Please respect copyright.PENANAZiRvD5DwhS
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」415Please respect copyright.PENANArn8pMeAIbs
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」415Please respect copyright.PENANArFTXETMGzn
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。415Please respect copyright.PENANAQrLbtnnZkX
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。415Please respect copyright.PENANA8MIGh0DiwR
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAFbonrlUdQ2
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」415Please respect copyright.PENANAFwbgKWrHOD
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。415Please respect copyright.PENANA5eP4xQtD7w
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」415Please respect copyright.PENANAXPqmzYL8Xj
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?415Please respect copyright.PENANAFspV18yT43
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我問,她點點頭答應。415Please respect copyright.PENANAl0jxpJ8xgO
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAWARMBDSem9
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。415Please respect copyright.PENANAOkdhAWuoo3
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAFUzWA68zfJ
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAXtJi9TT8ej
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。415Please respect copyright.PENANArLtv4gkXfG
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。415Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z2zlZduA7
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。415Please respect copyright.PENANAU1Tse8na1C
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」415Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZPcMuJdPg
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她搓搓肚子說。415Please respect copyright.PENANAkMK8Vb3BB2
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阿咧?時間線不同了?415Please respect copyright.PENANAATxGsWi8Hk
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。415Please respect copyright.PENANAaA3jkJbCeg
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。415Please respect copyright.PENANAd1sRrUrjjp
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。415Please respect copyright.PENANA5FuK5bIoa7
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」415Please respect copyright.PENANAJfODyStuZe
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。415Please respect copyright.PENANACA5gPIUMOK
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「為甚麼呢?」415Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZnCGQTVj
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。415Please respect copyright.PENANAL7OjhQVIJt
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」415Please respect copyright.PENANASksRdMa3Kp
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。415Please respect copyright.PENANAS5MtbiBT7N
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。415Please respect copyright.PENANACEWtdSKPxj
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。415Please respect copyright.PENANAf7NEl8knmg
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」415Please respect copyright.PENANAkccAAXKLQt
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我莞爾著感謝她。415Please respect copyright.PENANA7OD8jVgG11
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。415Please respect copyright.PENANASkWOtZYDdM
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。