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How your heart sobs when you're alone "
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" Is there really no one who'd listen to my silent cry?"
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Everyone loves Seo Changbin. Not for who he is, though. They love him for his money, his looks and his popularity.
No one takes him seriously for who he is. He's only remembered as the popular hot boy, and is also hated by many jealous people.
You'd think he enjoys all the attention and love he receives. But no, that's not the case. First of all, he's a depressed soul. And the fact that he has got no one to talk to doesn't help.
His parents are too busy for him. Even if they weren't, Changbin would never talk to them. After all, they were the reason for most of his problems.
He was just looking for someone who'd treat him right. Who'd listen to his silent cry.
All those girls that surrounded him were there because of his money and popularity. All of the people he had dated in the past came into his life for the same reason.
He had a girlfriend, whom he assumed isn't there for his money and popularity. But he just can't get himself to open up to her. It's as if he's physically unable to.
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It was Friday, finally holidays are here. I waited all week for this moment. Just to go home, relax and cry.
I felt somewhat nervous. Going home after a long while does that to you sometimes. I was nervous about what bomb my parents will drop on me this time.
After living in the dorm for a whole year coming back to my huge mansion felt weird. It felt wrong. I was used to the tiny, yet comforting size of the dorm, and my huge, cold mansion looked scary.
I jumped out of my car as soon as it stopped in front of my mansion. I wanted to avoid getting scolded by my parents for sitting in the car for too long. Stupid, I know.
I slowly walked towards the front door, took a deap breath, and unlocked it. No one was home. At this point, I shouldn't even be surprised.
I went inside and headed straight towards my room. The servants in my house asked me if I wanted to eat lunch right now, but I politely declined.
I decided to rest for a while and then go over to Hyunjin's house in the arvo.
As I lied down on my bed, I realized how tired I actually am.
I slept for about two hours and woke up around 5 pm, when a maid knocked on my door. I allowed her to enter and she stated that his parents are home.
I got ready into something more fashionable, not wanting to upset my parents.
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"Changbin! My dear, we missed you!" His mother smiled. Damn, she was so good at faking a smile, I actually used to believe it's real.
I smiled back at her, not putting much effort into making it look genuine. She noticed, but ignored it like she always does.
"Changbin...How are your studies going?" My father asked me in a serious tone.
"They're going just fine, father. Straight As."
" Good,'
That pissed me off. I spent all nights studying for my exams and normal tests just so that I don't disappoint him, and all he says is 'good'?!? I do so much just to get a compliment from him and that's all he says?!
Like always, every time I get angry I feel tears starting to form in my eyes. I close them tight, not wanting to look weak in front of my parents.
Again, it was fairly obvious they noticed, but ignored.
I got up from my seat. I had originally planned to go to Hyunjin, but I needed decided to visit Chan instead.
" Where are you going?"
"To visit Chan,"
"I'm afraid Chan will have to wait till tomorrow. Right now go pick up your sister. She went to visit her friend today."
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" Seo Changbin, who do you think you are talking back to me?! I'm your mother and if I ask you to do something, you do it! Understand?" She said coldly, getting up from her seat and glaring at me. I clenched my fists out of anger.
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I hated being compared to my sister. Just because I'm bi, doesn't mean she's better than me. Just because she's studying whatever our parents want her to study doesn't mean she's better. She barely gets a good result.1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5F2Zlydz0
I sighed and nodded, following their instructions. 1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6t4Gj9dFr
After getting ready, I left to pick her up, not forgetting to ask her for the address.1009Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARfYthsqXZ
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A/n:: Well thats it for this chapter lmao. I might continue this story on wattpad later, because this site glitches a lot.
Bye, to my non-existent readers for now!!
PS:: This chapter is not edited
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