Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,453Please respect copyright.PENANAqnheWp9ZUA
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed453Please respect copyright.PENANAVt85bljdyQ
You were all I ever wanted to be453Please respect copyright.PENANAg7Mnvnsp90
(And more)453Please respect copyright.PENANAPk1ngxTCRs
You had talent and brains,453Please respect copyright.PENANAaDb9ClJEvc
And was also physically neutral453Please respect copyright.PENANAXMoLVmVGLB
But when I tried to be friendly,453Please respect copyright.PENANA7RXxMuzH9V
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,453Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ4Upon2DB
I'm being too kind, too generous.453Please respect copyright.PENANAmfJ68JDoPB
I was pushed to the ground453Please respect copyright.PENANAcryeyQyE2w
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,453Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y2FILMz6W
But what's done is done453Please respect copyright.PENANAUMKyLDlxWz
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,453Please respect copyright.PENANAdZAHYEYn8a
Harsh words and insults453Please respect copyright.PENANA01Wiv6FibI
It became an irreplaceable friendship.453Please respect copyright.PENANAI6HoHrAaXV
However, in mine,453Please respect copyright.PENANARpi7cfwNWo
Glares and sharp glances453Please respect copyright.PENANAlzc8X2Pn0S
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself453Please respect copyright.PENANAyfPZMy88hz
"When did our loathing,453Please respect copyright.PENANAem8Q6XUutq
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015453Please respect copyright.PENANAIQLUdTgJHC
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016