879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69hWr7AXJF
「喂。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFFt4gvKEz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcVQpW5mBi
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0eqvoeCeO
「我失戀了......」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc94fGx3c3
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63d0yrKFie
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdfsRK3KfF
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vbn6rHhAQ
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcavSCOdpgL
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxcRlBi2Cl
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHabe4Qkjz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtSKYUhDJP
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ735NWwmZ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ5ga3gE20
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF6fmwEO5p
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeoTz055Aw
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0el0nagzuy
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Js2bzfvip
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs9k4IRaWd
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56BqF4to6N
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879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13kNt22R0M
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dmSPGhCTV
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfQDPQwZ1V
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYtzy5Mg4O
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN13pUdK7Do
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7bzVsp84f
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOffTsL8wdT
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFz4FCrHHZ
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14o6ZIm5zW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BpZW9SmPB
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6cxeuu9zJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliMn49vCQm
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z8vLDZHVO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0Ry5PiGzm
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHnMruzlz0
「我要一杯威士忌！」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSzNp0yYLH
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZGxbk9437
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySqyc4OKAE
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIwHfFk4pW
「先生你的威士忌。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe9xcZ2fUz
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvupHZiQka
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbg5FjjbW3
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgoXcvjfV1
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjikRXNHgi
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pilAS6ztm
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j0ciQDcM9
不妙，他超生氣的…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQEE3ZqWo7
唰。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB4HWZ2TmM
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxES7Apxmqq
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7AbPEtsHv
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRwpA4TL9W
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQERcppMgZ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF81YT4uOdl
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLPhBLYDzj
「威士忌。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdkryu1V7v
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebAwjOOdya
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9euXflvEh
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1opCXpeTj
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VueTSVYDO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAdNlmmrq0
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IyvZXrhXc
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGITvpidP0
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsahZ8DZ9f4
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHOjxIQw0z
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzCnCIOI6B
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879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTJkgwOAVl
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zThWQkAP3
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFahyWn55C
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAQKMGkbG1
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVhs2nk7W3
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcx8uazQno
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzggyve749
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUUwx84qr8
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNpN4urYE6
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10761kLJkq
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6rYQ5Uepb
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecrxp6S0UF
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPyzR4awMF
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zlasRtA8C
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LwgdEqpwW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvcyMwWuey
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZIe0177Mp
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbie6Gi0mY
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6T3agGMIi
「嗚哇！」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy78kK5CYSJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli0z6c8I7J
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxn0rg1Ocm
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHcf70Rgut
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZe3gFlylo
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0irCTNiN4q
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOMBJVjj8J
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XUxsOZFXE
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2n4NBWPfP
哇，眼睫毛好長…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc0eC9SH4C
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeMGBYp0S7
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjguSc1JwW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoJukFoB9D
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJZqsxz0cR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrbJCMqa45
…咦？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fy52dOQJw
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqsgk1oPpf
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFLKeKXpJ4
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i2mY553mX
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKZ6h6C6Mx
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC237XGwC2J
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOua1tN8uO9
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fUELl9jG9
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnabIQINbC6
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmYbu0MZ24
「愛你，不可以嗎…」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuFFCZ4JaC
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvoSSvZPua
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPBkMGXXDn
…他把我，誤認成誰了？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bEjh66YRp
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HlQguJBXB
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAnwwjGcRk
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifaFSJXb6y
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34RuKv4kmo
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC93X71Jt3O
他，沒有挽留。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CXwgYD8wE
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbo3tr2DCJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA90R1nqSk
□879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVucN23D4iU
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y09otQ5rk
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3H90YaTDO
我喜歡姜幸宇。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz52XuaQqz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdhCT8gHFT
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjrxoxDBkm
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcAh24JkSW
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7aKaNrTPA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb444hHbNw
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLyDpLojqW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9sVttjlxG
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDssprAZ9t
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQYVJB0Dv1
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniMGYgJ7nG
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Nh2p1dMh
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREYdresQSA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGHCLe8Vw4
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr6CEUJGMR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAZtXkttDz
我愛上了姜幸宇。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqx5yovnxe
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUkxz9payZ
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUK7rDmHKQ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ4QL2jaXl
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8f6AmD95j
□879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGtUKSndD9
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXG0FFoC5bW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5UYFl75k0
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHdTq4Rrbi
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJLXubR7S2
但，這並不是自己想要的…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnFbAfcjad
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNDur9sTYp
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XOIdsXZ5Z
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXlRDH7RmJ
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7kdag7ATg
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgCcY08fQP
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qfQVGzOHQ
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJYbTdOTAL
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1DElbIS7k
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulmLYmLMXa
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHtRvige4J
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48xxVG3fqQ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrnfpsnkIT
「啪！」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioGI4Hh6PS
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkoY8c9Ruz
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPAoRX6rc3
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879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F0DWcWg76
■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsQv4NAiDg
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmR92wXxIo
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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