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「喂。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHUqMzC30E
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOOXZmhO4Z
「我失戀了......」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgq0WQnYUv
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sra6PE8fp
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk0Cd1M68g
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRTv6OtCbJ
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rgTrBk0Fi
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa6V2SKeEz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6u9Pqr5Mg
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAHKX9d6Ip
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdjc6RWsVO
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLdBBB9jid
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNsU1Qc4Hz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1Ayc9qEsX
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC0WSo1sCe
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhZw9v7zV3
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFWIxXD2Cv
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThXiSSLZ8D
「我要一杯威士忌！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4isxsVzO2t
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2rzn7Sh1A
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkfLznHe3I
「先生你的威士忌。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6bvj3QW6e
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQZtALA8gI
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR0LAWtQbK
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBc7Fj7Q1H
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAQLC6B9vq
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdPy9kbQIi
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1tmOyJoL7
不妙，他超生氣的…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f5ggZFoWE
唰。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhkBtKfxlT
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLiY8KSuRR
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbOrGaoCZf
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbVFYtPNZi
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrr7qXUw8F
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ZCx5EQFW
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7exYfL13IJ
「威士忌。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroyn0s6F7p
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「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIdpdBPJHH
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBtKRMTAzW
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZQATbulPi
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywJiWTS0Dx
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6740zOzKD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXloOAILXLg
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn2iTVdlPG
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu55AKzl4tT
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9Mss03qQk
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYs8uLqbLU
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8Kv6PlliR
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqTsXCN5Ww
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoxfwX71PN
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfvyeOnpFx
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphijEoaGzD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuBxyZIzMc
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILMgAcvQ3f
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMnUw7TGRz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73sEgM6nln
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLsazp67yz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2TR1RnpgA
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OnHXdSMl4
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ogDWWTEI
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs67FA8LC7W
「嗚哇！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4dm6qzhru
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEsWo9uDCb
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3DB2Gbgnz
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgnpUOsnG1
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge8NLXz7Oy
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe05Wn3fZoo
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5Kbq90Kma
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl01cBRV6D9
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFa7v71ET2
哇，眼睫毛好長…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p1eFTsTVl
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF07asTeg3I
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CjfTYsYzl
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TvfWaMTrc
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuQwjv4443
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…咦？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc6T2sgzkJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmtl9yXyuc
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByOF7dxcsa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J2ZYN0R8H
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCOZpQ2ssw
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8TKzVYmwb
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tHQzW9uEh
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BT7Fe0sGL
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1gVfmOUTU
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidzAXU7DVI
「愛你，不可以嗎…」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL6dSjwPQf
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzuiZ15bzI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtbyTMSQOp
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5zphFuwFW
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNljy6trk04
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW9zcPn0s0
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他，沒有挽留。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaPnUex5P9
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我喜歡姜幸宇。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEoaPuN0iF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdoPyU9HYL
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTshK4oxXAC
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS20DT0ktkj
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXww4wsJlD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrBwHDJUdL
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshK6GaEv1n
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63ZkBa8SBs
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwQijMtw7L
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEKUvBGuLp
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJigw5X6o9
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mrP8vgj0E
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosvndfypJv
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTdbaM4HUS
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mZAbPiZ5e
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1TQqaTwQj
我愛上了姜幸宇。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdBmqkUoaR
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KryNON1ni
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh9DXXmLIk
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797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1OskKbz3a
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoRyN3Cshm
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPnwePFTnW
但，這並不是自己想要的…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrxhqN4zsa
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRqSVf9Peb
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWu3Oz6s4a
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4KR8gkYaL
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLvC5PbyGw
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuIyFvOt8r
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5eb6yq2Qd
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPOrG1KF84
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOiWc8CFNE
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7rpXns4FQ
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Mg71Z7uVu
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL54gxnveb2
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X4MA7OMYD
「啪！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWKCUzeG00
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAtAZmMmCC
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi7KtfkAkf
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkIMvx5NHj
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7sVm4FANd
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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