936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhFo4wq2GA
「喂。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2SRtFykTE
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQlZJKz5Sw
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgjUDDLeIy
「我失戀了......」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV8JanFlXw
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJqblf9h7k
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qYA6v7Vwd
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKMSQVw8cT
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP9mCVmvN1
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwifEwAH23
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsamFKKDSY
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zJok1z6Wm
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMpGLltDlb
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd8BH5u5i7
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQjNda4bfd
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSp4lep04J
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKfabplrGH
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFKCrTzPAx
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhvyZ3Tnd5
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLTA5iFo1g
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936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9ROrO3Ymn
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTkX6dcldh
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJH7QhsS9n
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxGJoLFlog
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF6jtk7n5K
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDunt3ExGbp
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KUifhFQXx
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO38OWOoDgJ
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3300ChCxUg
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3pmQ5ecRB
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB57tOZmt4
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj6I7AYAea
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1Fhg6IhwJ
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9WUAJlfR8
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy7dcOmY4l
「我要一杯威士忌！」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XpEwcoNNd
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSmipURlT
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNksQXyHDM
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYXItI40DR
「先生你的威士忌。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp8tLpZCeG
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08jYEPhadL
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuW7Ix7Ih5
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVbgPg0v04
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G91L1fFeL
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99ulySczy7
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWzri9HLhO
不妙，他超生氣的…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs363I8b5J
唰。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpyxRaR8YT
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AovxX2Ewf
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eJ5KhkIXs
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvhovbAIvX
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RgtMkiIzw
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDltzmz3AZz
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda3m3uJZDf
「威士忌。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoCQJd37nf
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySqu6j5LXY
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbLRDfOcJG
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3YiKhGLkc
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHgX3zVXjz
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmAqlQtuus
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrK9nlU2Kp
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6zEQkhUrh
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUXs77xSZp
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik3M2sw9rZ
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4NAw0DHGj
□936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEntmZDnDh
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCozXJH1HkC
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm1kDwU92O
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnETiwH7af
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkZrQdzJ3l
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KjRLcoG0G
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHWaxXLdys
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAthVkwwQ6
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9aaVUGU9F
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi34fcybHMJ
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvVKkUWNJo
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnypLhQSOdy
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8m31xA6vg
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WGCiZLfyq
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DSxDwuEaI
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0hvHKnHeE
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKh1eKjWRp
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcCVN2Wd0z
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpDKeYQ9Kh
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftGpeueVMR
「嗚哇！」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPDgbyKwWa
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKliXzlrn5
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuTqWbtMAv
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eIrJizkYI
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMfHq78y9D
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShdACWwz1w
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hSoLwZlc4
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jKSeJ0i1p
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjPwOLhqR7
哇，眼睫毛好長…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkK1PdZvdz
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWvsfm99Kg
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXVYb8XNN9
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaSpXLNS9J
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmsjRX3fhM
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCvz9oRMe8
…咦？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvWfjco5BB
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhbkfpuFEv
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf41F3uL5t
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAOrO4euIV
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8PsQWoArl
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcG0beD14c
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYGvYCT5P5
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKNRmYTQQN
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxK53LeyNk
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkK40AvxzC
「愛你，不可以嗎…」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPHaLOa79c
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1GjRCrwmV
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYYx2U5z9s
…他把我，誤認成誰了？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebcsroLq5i
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi5UxYDTIt
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlOGCZsFSw
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8AZokSFWS
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFoVyhZ6sT
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEodIG2o6I
他，沒有挽留。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UiTjtqyUp
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODjsjI9PPk
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj4VpuSqwb
□936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXqhvcVZUZ
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK73xa7g9M
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawIful0MI1
我喜歡姜幸宇。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY3c8dakoA
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMOgKkYEGn
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ510vzwaJir
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1wdxIdvzt
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1Pxl6tyTS
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUe1jywYGi
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIV4UtJbfu
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaHDAVvoZm
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmOyjzkq51
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCdBFOXfsk
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIjF33volf
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2KzK1sNZg
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWm0DlJokr
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcs2MxcUQm
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGXgWVVfAF
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xKooqMXq2
我愛上了姜幸宇。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulGOmTvHRG
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX0MjLZqOP
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6DRCk9qRL
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAh47sBTEs
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU4ojpcUJy
□936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4URtB7Sq4j
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhfvHlXONM
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnojh45d7nP
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7dxTYmCLk
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGQuYmUTZ7
但，這並不是自己想要的…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYAQDdcmK3
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD9NsYFzvH
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsDVHoQ5XI
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLu4U7FymE
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17Y6wvLZoD
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHqbwWswoL
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kzk7NmgKV
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKzp4GMMTK
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn42cKetFc
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCYfPDvpQO
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9I32Jt2GJ
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiYXl2py5C
936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IIuTWflXp
「啪！」936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6yB0D7NRt
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSgYohEoq4
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SkC0vo5ss
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。936Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRuwvTSKrV
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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