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※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲，原著童子。
攻：方熾(甄心)，心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA13J2XY1wf
受：高准(張准)，PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYNgf9dMVC
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSU3H6ahxo
直到最近朋友推了我一下，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNCk0g4vBh
我看了兩章節才反應過來，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAZnbpyJF5
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1EDxc0WdA
要介紹這部必定大暴雷，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXzXflpShA
會介意的朋友請止步！
※暴雷預警※609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WV5ZL64jf
※暴雷預警※609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScjM1GaqIk
※暴雷預警※609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2uGHqBRFM
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始，是以張准為中心，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVrKqFtgfq
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVEb67xCtb
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpiLHk3Sul
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWc8E6UJtO
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5oSwRmeq8
便在劇組的安排下，於開機前同居大半個月，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYHIt45iEk
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IkJK6iwOC
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUoYVHWeKu
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4SF0CMCAn
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHHngJ4Kq9
第一章敘述張准與甄心，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMj3nthq8Q
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF3ACMTOKI
輪流交替，不僅能看明白這部劇的內容，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyZ9Iake4o
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFjlmjUb1h
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78ViO1jAXj
為了讓大家看明白，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSTbPueBl6
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVyQ8f5mpZ
以戲外來說，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEdLGMC8hP
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKupbFybkeX
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6gwCu7cK4
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69UCgzxG1d
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvImDEaCbj4
卻在誤會與糾結過後，張准扔下甄心給他的戒指，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh4BYQgyDi
彼此分離，直到又一次相遇，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwF7CUP9Rl
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63IFqBASvP
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40cjh28Rp9
掏出掛在胸前的戒指，問他是不是還來得及，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSm4BzTL9d
留下一個還不錯的結局。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sLAa0hJpZ
以戲內來說，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe3WiDzaoQ
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjcsGcmpmw
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFxsWVeJLP
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHZ2wDnh21
解決他的心理問題。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnnjFWP6Hf
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9N2uZnBXx
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFPNAC0yvP
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mnJcXleOU
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEDDNf02Q5
試圖捉弄高准的。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzgncF5JH5
作為心理醫師的他，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMPzXIfeSL
懂得拿捏他的心理活動，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cn3heQz61
換取他的信任，以他的信任去使喚他，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGDuZTTkE7
做著有違醫德的事，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9T1r0lIPP
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtAVaUD3xm
隱約有了不能言說的意圖，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYF2IDICri
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQjCg6Qzpp
成為了加害者，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqntG3k3Sd
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe8f0eMVQV
徹底從高准的視線消失。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHM6mnTM8c
他離開後，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHR05mcD4N
高准不願相信他真的離開，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwKzWcoehS
每天打著電話，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHvmnMYOOY
卻日復一日愈發墮落，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJawChvZsi
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwbuLde2Ei
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyGVOGd6VB
被強迫著領回去，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocTMtKGJBc
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbq9li2ma9
過了很多天，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvNGXPB40c
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKEbQbqSnv
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHCpHCIRwn
他慌張、焦慮，漸漸失去理智，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBb6Emm2KG
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOSG984K6m
好不容易遇上了他，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT6hSRa97g
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gp3hP1uIU
他痛苦難當，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cAxSloJ9T
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGafudxvVB
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEktdS2yIK
最終兩人才終於走到了一起，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRVlNff77B
修成正果。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSeqrQu4Pq
609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAHlOJROSz
大家發現了嗎？609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZvInzBWAI
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeG3rjHjGl
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIpw0LN0gs
其實在看的過程中，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK5HqNVQAy
他的拍戲的過程，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHbcEOakto
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT0OosZlcn
起初我沒多想，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZmiBbzSXq
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuPJkXizme
看到結尾才知道原來不是！609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXZoNPz42W
故事結尾，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzQaLIC4ip
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhox0veeNYe
而前面的一連串故事，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfs6BAOeLx
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLXe3upV8R
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXBRxZHuAW
這實際只是一本書！609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7szdItq7Y
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNh4QNdnpB
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zk4HRF45M
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v5uvUMOQj肉也多(?)，故事表達方式第一次見，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXijWSaSvh
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtotkY1qzKg
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4HYcVAA6j
在此推薦給大家，609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzsGrWubkv
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRAAH53Dmg
甄心發起狠，一口叼住張准的嘴，只是叼著，沒別的什麼，張准愣愣睜著眼，從一個近到模糊的距離看著他，一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢，夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光，光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海，靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺，興奮地吐出幾口長氣，像是歎息又像是痛苦：「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿：「只睡我就夠了。」609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJqUVk58iO
這種時候，Justin才忍不住問：「那個人……」他指的是方熾，可「不要你了嗎」這種話，輕易卻說不出口。609Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth2TOm6qCt
