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Why does it hurt like this?758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x0RTgIUsW
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So...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtSxPbqxH3
So why can't you?758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB4D5pUmBo
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You dig.758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bXqiFlvHD
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What else is there?758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u1jlbaoA5
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It has to be the answer!758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCnsz3FFnD
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsE67aJSg0
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XFpr7Dfv6
There's nothing.758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0c9KNPaPm
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPaG4MOyXV
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCH5cpsc7F
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrIKBOhHJj
They never came.758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN6j8zjBLR
