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So...813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeWzbj8Exp
So why can't you?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPANutdxmB
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWih8Dp1EH
Your only company is the silence that follows.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPqpWIK6Lm
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You dig.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctBl0mz4NW
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17uVNqZmsa
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Something that just didn't click.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagIcYIjhTh
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What else is there?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yygWJH1XF
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw1OydC3sw
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Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhg9RlKpc7
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYwwL6V4J9
There's nothing.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnJupbVU39
It's empty!813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcA6Dj04zu
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyQBNcqF81
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0oO3nLESL
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3BgkHTRMj
They never came.813Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ010Mt5T2Eb
