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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCm25HlojB
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「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9uARySV6S
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阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOROuGvabd
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeZ49sUCUx
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「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLA0aVjVew
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QeTjuPxpj
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFbtvqdN1j
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酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMG1Z91l4D
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「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OS4TYC7iO
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「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYUI3H0oAx
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTYSoP5x7a
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfM6lLn8eC
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阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNInYI4MXk
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不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsLf4mezeo
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阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5GEBhvCD2
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQobTq0yvJX
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u6AVfsobK
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgFdtPhtqX
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因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtllqbdHmN
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimWftMMifg
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBs8Qj27lK
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原來自己是那麼無聊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOuQz9F4Sv
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f9IAXySmz
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt03zACVdwj
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無謂再假裝。
