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秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaxqF4yjD1
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「完好？」現在的她問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZFvL2oN99
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoYVMfhZwK
「無缺？」曾經的他問。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjesJ3k6mLX
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLU9gDoLHY
很多人說他生活美滿。家境富裕，頭腦聰明，五官英氣，身材高大。聞言他總是假笑，笑對方客氣得過份。奈何對方從未察覺他的笑容雖假，情感卻是真實而強烈的：他的確認為對方很過份。他想要的從不是這種生活，可惜每次對此表示厭棄時，總有人批評他不知足。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdaXZB1gqm
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輕嘆一聲，繼續前行。踏踏踏，沙沙沙，聲聲撕心裂肺。像父母的哭罵，令人痛，也令人愧疚不安。無論他們如何呼天搶地，他終究永遠不會回來。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoBotPeFGj
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遷入新居，展開新生。吃力，困難。已然表達得很清楚，對方還是假裝不知該使用哪個稱謂。有人說不介意，有人說很平常，話題和目光卻只停留在胯下之物。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2NGscH08M
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無處訴說的孤獨日夜縈繞不散。曾發誓永不後悔，曾以為自己是多麼堅毅勇敢，曾相信世界其實不是那麼單一而絕情……689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlEAwyuWK4
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步出公園，拐了幾個街口，來到醫院門前。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMkjLSjwHF
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「醫生，早晨。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjH8jZXGZj
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKffP7AP8t
「早晨。近來身體好嗎？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aVzgbr0BU
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Uvz90Iz8t
「好……不過……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s9dj4SjeQ
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexOFPKRMwH
「不過甚麼？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcoyqk5Q9U
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5laRAfMMUq
「我想再做手術。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFOKlyITmN
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcLBH8DZyP
「為甚麼？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQfA7LkI2u
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCaOQJQcAg
「不適應現在的生活。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDnpysDrL2
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「不適應身體的變化或是有其他困難？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZcdh30I3Q
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTMt1nPZWv
「是生活上的困難……其實我很滿意現在的身體，我覺得這才是真正的自己！過往的我根本不是我！可惜旁人都不是這麼認為……」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpu7gTYKDf
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3tWqDchIz
「所以你想要回以前的性別？」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiId1nMDo4
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB40hKIpzh
「不——我是不想要任何性別。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxTa1hK3My
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「噢……抱歉我還未能捕捉到你的思路。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHARyKxmYGv
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaTebEzwB5
「這些日子，我遇到的問題大都源於旁人無法定徹底認同我是男或女。如果我沒有特定性別，可以在『男』、『女』、『跨性別』、『無性別』幾個類別之間遊走，可能會更自由！」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCaMcTvlLa
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「依我看來，你再次做手術之後，將要面對的問題會更多更嚴重。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AHGXzKvLt
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc7XM4w2ka
「我理解你的意思，但我還是想要放手一搏——我堅信每次改變都會帶來新的可能、新的希望。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew9CtpYRq0
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「既然你堅持，我會按程序寫信轉介你去心理輔導部門作專業評估。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqwBuqVfaC
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5JCLWHLqf
「謝謝你。」689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrx3nO7XQe
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLHmhg4SX6
跟醫生多聊一會後，她步出醫院，再次走經公園。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0woCQ9z56u
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPazYNe0GUU
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVFxnwwjpT
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「以前未完好。」現在的她說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeSDODOKEi
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7meA61TZs
「將來會無缺。」曾經的他說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp9JKf0SRY
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wKEqfb48e
她笑了，笑自己傻，笑自己依然沉浸在幻想世界當中，相信自己的人生將來一定會變得完好無缺。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE4604A8gJ
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明知無人能斷言明天一定會更好。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq618qcKDZ
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奈何人總需要一個努力的原因、一個繼續活下去的原因。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aj6pfiFzR
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VfqIft9FM
那個原因名為「希望」。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUfA3JgTO3
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「我定要繼續努力。」現在的她說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxYpLG8w8f
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「好好活下去吧。」曾經的他說。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrLndSvaq1
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2rQhkZjDc
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhDEUecyRc
689Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj3jkSs6Yu
她慢步於公園大道，放眼欣賞沿路風景，不再留意地上的枯葉。
