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秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqVSjVTxYf
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「完好？」現在的她問。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuB95fV0gp
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfSBVII3R
「無缺？」曾經的他問。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqSUy5cOuq
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很多人說他生活美滿。家境富裕，頭腦聰明，五官英氣，身材高大。聞言他總是假笑，笑對方客氣得過份。奈何對方從未察覺他的笑容雖假，情感卻是真實而強烈的：他的確認為對方很過份。他想要的從不是這種生活，可惜每次對此表示厭棄時，總有人批評他不知足。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHxNMOBvbf
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NrcVeYdiV
輕嘆一聲，繼續前行。踏踏踏，沙沙沙，聲聲撕心裂肺。像父母的哭罵，令人痛，也令人愧疚不安。無論他們如何呼天搶地，他終究永遠不會回來。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVuJJmT4yN
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遷入新居，展開新生。吃力，困難。已然表達得很清楚，對方還是假裝不知該使用哪個稱謂。有人說不介意，有人說很平常，話題和目光卻只停留在胯下之物。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndu9ATGTFZ
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLF7TPAYgO
無處訴說的孤獨日夜縈繞不散。曾發誓永不後悔，曾以為自己是多麼堅毅勇敢，曾相信世界其實不是那麼單一而絕情……743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oQsVttCG0
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxv4kIYfFX
步出公園，拐了幾個街口，來到醫院門前。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pR00QtNr5
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFoPuFCKlb
「醫生，早晨。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeuzltZGQz
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE7MPSa4rw
「早晨。近來身體好嗎？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBofkMDz9l
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYPbZT2xsU
「好……不過……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjDJ7ZPRIR
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7IXY70wtb
「不過甚麼？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd1cTA65pr
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXZqFAQpwQ
「我想再做手術。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0lwrbeSYR
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpronRt1D6
「為甚麼？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinfMqo8eWX
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunhr10gdll
「不適應現在的生活。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShxso2XVfO
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKNjEFdgYG
「不適應身體的變化或是有其他困難？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs69mVgURHs
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxoAHzRP7U
「是生活上的困難……其實我很滿意現在的身體，我覺得這才是真正的自己！過往的我根本不是我！可惜旁人都不是這麼認為……」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8RtV6UA0O
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb4zftCwMi
「所以你想要回以前的性別？」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG8k3vMd6b
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VKl5J9jaG
「不——我是不想要任何性別。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA9ExiHuE3
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVPoyw9fA2
「噢……抱歉我還未能捕捉到你的思路。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4cOWBWEtI
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabGH07unxS
「這些日子，我遇到的問題大都源於旁人無法定徹底認同我是男或女。如果我沒有特定性別，可以在『男』、『女』、『跨性別』、『無性別』幾個類別之間遊走，可能會更自由！」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZZNctPPq2
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q8un25775
「依我看來，你再次做手術之後，將要面對的問題會更多更嚴重。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO59fsza7Wa
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5S1vcYNdx
「我理解你的意思，但我還是想要放手一搏——我堅信每次改變都會帶來新的可能、新的希望。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJkP4FJIf4
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「既然你堅持，我會按程序寫信轉介你去心理輔導部門作專業評估。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kjd47hJCr
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vEB76W6HX
「謝謝你。」743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IYQ7V55r5
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跟醫生多聊一會後，她步出醫院，再次走經公園。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP84560KQMB
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l2XV3aZUn
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZnGDXJJ2N
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK2ehKQfpq
「以前未完好。」現在的她說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBSFAumSFB
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCPIlrK5c3
「將來會無缺。」曾經的他說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpEz3s8Cug
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她笑了，笑自己傻，笑自己依然沉浸在幻想世界當中，相信自己的人生將來一定會變得完好無缺。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaBr30wlBz
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明知無人能斷言明天一定會更好。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABaaghY9NZ
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奈何人總需要一個努力的原因、一個繼續活下去的原因。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SokqaRoGS
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那個原因名為「希望」。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLojA01Qgr9
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PYf7hZLH7
「我定要繼續努力。」現在的她說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDY7G8Edwp
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uVeAcQiNM
「好好活下去吧。」曾經的他說。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqdhlzClC3
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzjjfPwnAI
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRJwUscTrs
743Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7af5Vc4Fr
她慢步於公園大道，放眼欣賞沿路風景，不再留意地上的枯葉。
