I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.573Please respect copyright.PENANAUpt3QzDVdJ
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.573Please respect copyright.PENANA9jIW9Jfyfi
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.573Please respect copyright.PENANAA1d4B5TLKS
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.573Please respect copyright.PENANAFwExuBnxP4
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.573Please respect copyright.PENANA8lErcziDYi
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.573Please respect copyright.PENANAtFtaISsb8x
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.573Please respect copyright.PENANAGYqq2AOPrh
Fucken asshole.573Please respect copyright.PENANAomqUWpcjc5
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.573Please respect copyright.PENANAxqzFBnP4nq
"At 11."573Please respect copyright.PENANAQDwoiBl4fQ
Dammit still have half a day to go.573Please respect copyright.PENANAehAKCQoH10
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?573Please respect copyright.PENANAEegKHG5GvM
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.573Please respect copyright.PENANAPL5gfgyfSI
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.573Please respect copyright.PENANAXbxqL0qyOb
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.573Please respect copyright.PENANAMXXjzv0egP
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.573Please respect copyright.PENANATapMJCXnHc
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.573Please respect copyright.PENANAvmej7sYPvf
I wounder what they are doing right now?573Please respect copyright.PENANAEofr49ePBN
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.573Please respect copyright.PENANAs3KbgVtRHF
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.573Please respect copyright.PENANAMgaD6PHzUo
Brett..573Please respect copyright.PENANAMag8fA9Dn9
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.573Please respect copyright.PENANAE6tvSUfYp8
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.573Please respect copyright.PENANAjo7t7FdKYj
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.573Please respect copyright.PENANAlPhNODhHhA
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.573Please respect copyright.PENANA2WzW4Y31W0
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.573Please respect copyright.PENANAIF92GkwJF5
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.573Please respect copyright.PENANA8EVI50TCNU
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.573Please respect copyright.PENANAP5OOSjo8tH
"I have been looking for you."573Please respect copyright.PENANANh20Sn4N48
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.573Please respect copyright.PENANA2tackI73dE
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.573Please respect copyright.PENANAJriQZlcAAw
"What? "573Please respect copyright.PENANATtlqWhyAAP
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.573Please respect copyright.PENANA4xGso06fEd
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.573Please respect copyright.PENANAMvKuUFKUCj
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.573Please respect copyright.PENANA3DC6dIh8Gr
Gross, Chicky sentence.573Please respect copyright.PENANA0YaidEFAvK
Raven you have lost your touch.573Please respect copyright.PENANAsG6vP3JPpa
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.573Please respect copyright.PENANAeuKitJY5Tv
I shook my head.573Please respect copyright.PENANAlnO3pSSRCi
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."573Please respect copyright.PENANAdOKqVEZm0L
His eyes shined.573Please respect copyright.PENANA1xfJV6iT6C
"I'll wait for you. "573Please respect copyright.PENANAC5QPD3KLKY
"Don't, Don is here. "573Please respect copyright.PENANAF0veafpZKA
His eyes widened.573Please respect copyright.PENANAfveRrgPBCZ
" How do you -"573Please respect copyright.PENANA6nWQ8Exx22
" Josh told me. " I cut in.573Please respect copyright.PENANAvWEySVWUpl
He closed his eyes and sighed.573Please respect copyright.PENANAf8j3muBJew
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"573Please respect copyright.PENANAF14Mt70yjr
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.573Please respect copyright.PENANAppwISsRBim
"Brett, its okay. "573Please respect copyright.PENANAYaLLyocirW
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.573Please respect copyright.PENANAAO6JC0H03q
Then I heard a door open.573Please respect copyright.PENANAtPVuaLOMOB
Fuck.573Please respect copyright.PENANAZWEig4tjNJ
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.573Please respect copyright.PENANACJCy2I4gYZ
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.573Please respect copyright.PENANAVQbNB8MoBv
I nodded and she went back inside.573Please respect copyright.PENANAKeEsN6XyHS
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.573Please respect copyright.PENANASuiDsyELCd
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.573Please respect copyright.PENANA1U83JOfDX9
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.573Please respect copyright.PENANApourxy9HIM
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.573Please respect copyright.PENANAXgxJDOAajt
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "573Please respect copyright.PENANAP2KVPTam6P
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.573Please respect copyright.PENANAhPjkmr9BZv
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.573Please respect copyright.PENANAY7TVDLfkbo
"I promise."573Please respect copyright.PENANAfcqWQBt0HU
He smiled and kissed my forehead.573Please respect copyright.PENANA0SU4dU6vIL
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.573Please respect copyright.PENANAbp7q2q3K4R
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.573Please respect copyright.PENANAQoPetAUYpA
I took a deep breath and composed myself.573Please respect copyright.PENANAYg91IuyllT
Raven is gone, Candy is here.573Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zp8st480D
Candy.573Please respect copyright.PENANASvZcpvunli
Candy.573Please respect copyright.PENANAFg4fhlK1Wt
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.573Please respect copyright.PENANAseuO6mhdys
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.