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早上八時多,向來習慣早起的Miss Lam已從睡夢中醒來,正準備起床時,卻發現腰部正被甚麼纏着,使她無法動彈,低頭一看,阿祖的手臂正緊緊地抱着自己,另一隻手則被自己當成枕頭枕着睡了一宵。429Please respect copyright.PENANAkOuF7fesuY
原來昨夜發生的不是夢。429Please respect copyright.PENANArKgwAKEE9O
滿桌子的美食,精心裝飾過的聖誕樹,耳邊迴蕩的情歌,還有他柔軟如綿的唇,溫情似水的吻⋯⋯一切都是真實發生,包括這翻雲覆雨的一夜。429Please respect copyright.PENANAUr2miiIZUh
Miss Lam轉過身,看着阿祖的臉,昨夜纏綿的畫面在腦海浮現。429Please respect copyright.PENANAT1JVMISExI
雖然他只有十七歲,技巧卻比他的前度還要優勝,而最重要的,是他會把她的感覺放在首位,在做的過程中不忘吻她,在她耳邊說愛她,而在一呼一吸,水乳交融之中,在他為她揮灑的汗水之中,她也確實感覺到了他的愛。 429Please respect copyright.PENANAtjF5XbNZBj
——還是這只是她的錯覺?像她對前度的錯判一樣,她也曾以為自己是他的最愛,他們會白首偕老地步進教堂,可是最後與他共偕連理的卻另有其人。429Please respect copyright.PENANAJCRrPOschs
說不定,這亦只是她的錯覺,或是只是他一時感興趣的對象。429Please respect copyright.PENANACgMlb2g1zg
若是這樣,她又何須認真?429Please respect copyright.PENANA7IwY9qNC3J
阿祖突然收緊他的懷抱,Miss Lam的臉頰頓時緊貼阿祖的胸口,能清楚聽到阿祖的心跳。429Please respect copyright.PENANAJZEaHLLrBG
噗噗⋯⋯噗噗⋯⋯噗⋯⋯平穩的心跳,像是在安撫她不安的內心,告訴她不用再掙扎,這刻的擁抱,溫度和心跳就是他愛她最確切的證據。或許,她可以相信他。429Please respect copyright.PENANAspSal7o3yQ
「鈴鈴鈴!」429Please respect copyright.PENANAZTED8GlvTk
就在Miss Lam快要被說服時,枕邊的手機突然響起,為免吵醒阿祖,他輕輕移開了阿祖的手臂,隨便套上放在床邊的衣服,躡手躡腳地拿着手機爬下了小巧的單人床,走到洗手間。429Please respect copyright.PENANAgkxhdL3VXN
竟是Miss Tang。429Please respect copyright.PENANAG3rec6iAfq
今日唔係聖誕節,紅日咩?有咩急事打比我?Miss Lam心想,還是按下了接聽的按鈕,說:「喂,早晨呀,Miss Tang,你搵我咩事?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAHFS0w09m6o
「早晨呀,Miss Lam,你依家方便講野嗎?有啲野想提醒下你。」429Please respect copyright.PENANANYQ5IxopI8
「方便呀,你講呀。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA3kc74YJudb
「希望你唔好介意,其實我都唔係好信依個消息,不過⋯⋯有啲野我都想了解下。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA8ptRr15zh8
不知道是早上比較冷,Miss Lam又沒有穿外套,還是因為心虛,明明Miss Tang還未說到重點,Miss Lam已不禁打了個冷顫。429Please respect copyright.PENANA80suQAcu6d
「你⋯⋯同楊祖耀係咩關係?」429Please respect copyright.PENANApZ7SIh8u4G
聽到這句話,Miss Lam整個呆住了,張開了口,卻找不到台詞。429Please respect copyright.PENANA2zrBHfc8qA
「喂?Miss Lam?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAthhGjyZAV0
Miss Lam的心跳加速,被突襲的腦袋仍無法轉動,空洞的口像裝飾品半句話都說不出來。429Please respect copyright.PENANAGQZTltm7jH
「Miss Lam?你係咪到呀?」Miss Tang再次重複。429Please respect copyright.PENANAVkzql1aDkK
Miss Tang鍥而不捨的呼叫聲終於把Miss Lam的靈魂招了回來,Miss Lam剛被駁回的理智線想意識到不可以繼續沉默下去,回應道:「係,我係到,啱啱收得唔係幾好。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA3lBasZMOJ5
「喔,我係問,你同楊祖耀係咩關係?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAen4F02mx5m
雖然在職數月,除了Leung Sir以外,Miss Tang便是那個對關顧她的人,可是職場如戰場,何況是這天大的秘密,Miss Lam還是無法對她坦白。429Please respect copyright.PENANAiNaudZJlcB
「班主任囉,做咩無啦啦咁問?」429Please respect copyright.PENANA9ExeouwOPt
「就係咁?」Miss Tang一再確認道。429Please respect copyright.PENANAKazVYzz4bo
「嗯,就係咁,係咪有咩問題?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAIFShVZ7mi9
「係就好啦。嗯⋯⋯我都唔知點同你講好,總之,兩位副校仲係入面開緊會,我都係咁啱返黎做野時,唔覺意聽到少少佢地嘅對話。今日紅日佢地都返黎,睇黎都好大件事,雖然唔知件事嘅詳情係點,不過你要有心理準備。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA6Qgj2TSvoM
是她和阿祖的事被揭穿了嗎?Miss Lam心想,愈想,一種窒息的感覺便不斷在她胸口往喉嚨處漫延。429Please respect copyright.PENANA9bthxBmr6b
「如果你地真係只係普通師生關係嘅,清者自清,又唔洗咁擔心嘅。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAqwdsDEbuHP
可惜,事實是她與阿祖是不清不白。429Please respect copyright.PENANAXq3rpYef4F
「好啦,無事嘅,唔好咁擔心,我仲有啲野要做,唔同你講住啦,聖誕快樂呀。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAUBguoLd9AA
「聖⋯⋯聖誕快樂。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAErABN6O9Gn
道別後,Miss Tang掛了線,獨剩Miss Lam還呆呆地拿着手機,站在洗手間鏡前目不轉睛地看着自己的臉,彷彿這樣就能看穿自己的所思所想,就能解決問題。429Please respect copyright.PENANAdUjukL9saV
我究竟係到做緊咩?我係咪真係飢不擇食到咁?Miss Lam反覆詰問自己,愈問,內心那片無法面對的陰影便愈大,像這時掛在天上的烏雲,卻沉如石,即使她再三在腦袋裏拷問自己還是無法找到答案。429Please respect copyright.PENANAfgEH2zIlSF
「叮!」429Please respect copyright.PENANAw3K9Yd0uyi
這時還放在耳邊的手機傳來了短訊的聲音,響徹Miss Lam耳畔,嚇了她一跳,定眼一看,是Leung Sir的信息:「聖誕快樂!你今晚準備點慶祝?」429Please respect copyright.PENANABUWpybrNDA
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「你係入面做咩?我想去廁所呀。」阿祖敲了敲洗手間門問道。429Please respect copyright.PENANATptRG0sXQS
Miss Lam深呼吸了一口氣,打開了門讓阿祖進來。429Please respect copyright.PENANAz5lBLre0c1
Miss Lam穿了阿祖那件大碼Hoodie,不僅顯得小巧可人,更像貼了寫着阿祖名字的標籤或名牌,讓阿祖有一種Miss Lam是屬於自己的感覺,忍不住從後抱着她,下巴靠在她的頭髮上,問道:「你想食咩?我煮比你食呀。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAAm8rtro6Dd
明明是這麼甜蜜的一句話,對Miss Lam而言卻像一句緊箍咒,緊得她無法思考,只想掙脫。429Please respect copyright.PENANA9YZgHSh0m1
Miss Lam掙開阿祖雙手,冷淡地說:「唔洗啦,我自己煮,你快啲洗埋面,準備溫書啦。」429Please respect copyright.PENANANsyNjJm0f1
阿祖不解地站在原地,不解地看着Miss Lam的背影。429Please respect copyright.PENANApVCMwgSgQ5
阿祖以為經過一夜纏綿後,還要在Miss Lam清醒的情況下,二人的關係會有所轉變,沒想到Miss Lam的反應竟比之前更冷淡。429Please respect copyright.PENANAspYKFKz8Wx
他為她掏空心思,灑盡僅餘的金錢,明明昨夜還那麼甜蜜,怎麼一覺睡醒,一切還是打回原形?他要怎樣才能得到她的心?429Please respect copyright.PENANAQLJPAlO5vg
還是,他奢求太多了?429Please respect copyright.PENANAzwucmRl0PV
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整個早上,Miss Lam都心不在焉,煎着雞蛋和腸仔,腦裏想的卻是別的事情,一個小心全都焦了,連最簡單的多士亦然,可Miss Lam還是一言不發地,把焦黑的早餐往嘴裏送。429Please respect copyright.PENANAhdtYUAHFsF
「喂,燶架,唔好食啦,我再煮過比你。」阿祖伸手按着Miss Lam拿着叉的手說。429Please respect copyright.PENANAFBJ0FJHI0o
沉着臉的Miss Lam甩開了阿祖的手,默默把腸仔放進口裏,嚼了幾口還真的咽了下肚。429Please respect copyright.PENANAyVmoMUIMRh
「你咁都食得落?」阿祖驚訝地問道。429Please respect copyright.PENANAzMO82j920g
Miss Lam依然沉默,目光呆滯地盯着碟子。429Please respect copyright.PENANAgQc1q7Icn2
「你做咩粒聲唔出,發生咩事?」阿祖察覺到Miss Lam不僅是冷淡,更多的是奇怪,像是經歷了地震後的生還者,還未從恐懼中走出來。429Please respect copyright.PENANATkTGoI8pN3
阿祖又在Miss Lam眼前揚了揚手,說:「嗨?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAqGF7x7Zxmy
「你唔想食就倒咗佢,再煮過碟啦。」Miss Lam終於回應阿祖的話。429Please respect copyright.PENANAUh4noE1NiV
然而,Miss Lam也沒有把食物倒掉,阿祖又豈敢這樣做?他馬上改口道:「你煮嘅我邊敢倒咗佢,況且都唔係好燶姐。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA451wFnpzXY
阿祖看着焦黑的腸仔掙扎了半秒,還是把食物送進了口裏,竟沒想像的難吃,於是他又吃了好幾口。429Please respect copyright.PENANAgOsorZcQ6H
「唔苦咩?」Miss Lam沒想過阿祖竟能面不改容地吃掉這連她都覺得苦的腸仔。429Please respect copyright.PENANAismBsCKU4F
「唔係呀,OK呀,幾好味呀,有你陪我食,仲煮埋比我,食咩都好味。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAZNK8CK57Q4
癡線架佢?Miss Lam咽了一下口水,心想,幾乎要再次陷進阿祖的甜言蜜語之際,連忙站起來,說:「快啲食埋佢,準備溫書。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA1bktcliNxs
當Miss Lam準備把只吃了半份的早餐倒進垃圾桶時,阿祖卻從她手上奪過碟子,把剩餘的食物掃進碟裏,說:「你煮架喎,你唔食我食。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAbV1rumlsKY
明明是即使倒進垃圾桶也不會有老鼠吃的東西,他怎麼還能吃得如此滋味?Miss Lam不解地看着阿祖。429Please respect copyright.PENANAkMFSUAC7Bh
而事實上,聰明的她不可能不知道,只是她不能知道。429Please respect copyright.PENANAjpDWnIAyaw
「你同你家姐幾時好返?有無諗過搬返番去?」Miss Lam突然拋出這句話,阿祖的動作隨之定格。429Please respect copyright.PENANAAVYi5F8Q7P
自從住了在這裏,在Miss Lam的陪伴下,阿祖第一次嚐到家的感覺,有人每天陪着自己吃早餐、煮晚飯、看Netflix⋯⋯每天都過得很幸福,幸福得他忘了這一切都不過是暫時借來的,期限到了終究要歸還。429Please respect copyright.PENANAeQKNRI2kvv
「你想我走?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAKJk4xfHPmH
她真想他走嗎?當然,為甚麼不?她這樣告訴自己,可是腦海又自動浮現那些他等她下班,和她逛超市,她煮飯,他負洗碗,然後一起在沙發上看電視劇,累了還把她抱上床,有他陪伴的無數個日夜⋯⋯429Please respect copyright.PENANAwCPQNGSqUc
可這樣又如此,這些不過是鏡花水月的幸福假像。429Please respect copyright.PENANAdSvcVQtTcm
她是他老師,她比他年長,他對她不過是一時興起,熱情一旦冷卻,他就會像她的前度一樣,離她而去,到時候,不僅愛情,她會連賴以為生的工作也一併失去。429Please respect copyright.PENANA6zIvmdhUEy
為何要下這場沒有勝算的賭注?429Please respect copyright.PENANAEmwozZORYT
「你無可能一世逃避你屋企人係到長住,話唔定佢地已經下咗啖氣,等緊你返呢?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAzr4H8SsQhL
「哈,如果係咁簡單嘅,我一定唔會求你。不過放心,我會盡快搵地方搬,一樣唔會勞煩到你,Miss Lam。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAOZmvSAgoBi
原來付出再多也好,她始終無法看到他的真心,阿祖突然覺得自己很可笑。429Please respect copyright.PENANAw4zzIGRs0X
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