Ben257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bqsui1FXY
July 3, 2005257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkbaqnFe5E
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni33t8SzFu
It's all I see. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZpFUC9Fbt
It's all I feel.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY84O1yz7Pz
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8wE6Lm8eJ
I'm frozen. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hkr8M3jha
Drifting in a black sea.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAFhSZJ1D6
Drowning.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6a6FmTMye
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQQR1WEZvn
I'm broken. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbWsJsZz4X
I can feel it.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuDtcW0Iof
Pulling me under.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhQ2msW0R5
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKmbK8e4ZL
There's no one else.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8eMMGjH5E
It's only me.
Only me.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuGB9HyAus
Only me.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8MVHKeLCJ
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8doMkkRytF
Is she even real?257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwyZCWHHUA
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEy1wmYbS5
Drawing me to it. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWONbrl78uf
It's warm. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwruLPaHnh
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym776ScHQG
Captivating me. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjf28ExWjb
Freeing me. 257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeevffaCPM
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn5Xt5FMQ5
I can feel something.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo3J4r1E9l
Anything.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB0YTzvevI
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBea6qfWue
Taste her.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqsIYjerAc
Smell her.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpirqtyq5j9
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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