Ben296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6trCwYvVGF
July 3, 2005296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPfpfqWp2c
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyRFGD6vPo
It's all I see. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyHrVTgL8T
It's all I feel.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Ng6wQNYB
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSitsZVrwJ
I'm frozen. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwXWSUXuKn
Drifting in a black sea.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28VYZAxmBu
Drowning.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWXnNhazWK
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUeVISr4cc
I'm broken. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz75BtuPCP
I can feel it.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkFMHPLku0
Pulling me under.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxssVerRcx
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFtsvB95K1
There's no one else.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5STpg6WmVf
It's only me.
Only me.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLn3hhTOvC
Only me.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8YlGAA9Xl
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtwHOwpTVk
Is she even real?296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qOfjNfJBL
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA1suB9d6g
Drawing me to it. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdbXeLGFYi
It's warm. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpMmjd1OA5
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8U9s4DKzt
Captivating me. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HHf8SlWvF
Freeing me. 296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaROOCoE8F
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYHivCrpFn
I can feel something.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZknmCSq2lC
Anything.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzAzUrV5OQ
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp8reCitR4
Taste her.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQIzwge5Uy
Smell her.296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlXPiTIDmf
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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