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Day 1 0700989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKiuSzcEuN
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Deployment day.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZYasZuGw
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVhtL1TzH0
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PhyOuFzXb
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40UzKV3Qey
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ589AWF1WbL
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuwnr9Puj6
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygR78cO3D5
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1zglMAspc
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezguWFsUZe
in the future well who knows!”989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEwM7o2WYn
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YIDto1SIx
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NCALUUqhC
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI0EHmG1Ji
chorus.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7j2g9j86s
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvP1SUQ2KS
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyXSsNsVx7
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuWWbyyELf
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERhGIZQjbH
sending troops for the past year or so.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiqbuVFDVA
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NPASBPwNR
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAnIbXu0cL
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n1kWL35xq
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w6Ii58eaQ
from training, and got comfortable.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjpzbc9ddS
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw5WdJpHzb
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf8IYmIHg5
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTDJOQJzDX
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cJmX5cqhN
silence.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwy2mF6lRW
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Day 1 1500989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCcHsI82Tb
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLXrOBpOMq
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OPqSHK5NN
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BPTj4CaNs
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR9H5LCJeI
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9on84iMNr
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQdeDYtlz7
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kpf33aRDN
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiGnRjCfs8
spend our time however we felt like. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexahCGrZai
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeTFWiEjCM
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDEnEThvJM
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr3VF3LPnt
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0qTBzAVMN
be a great tour.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepzG6xufPN
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Day 7989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGaP2JOcxG
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEkPxajR3X
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc17e5odLp2
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqbjmb4J5U
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwa3YnhoYl
fight for.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwpLInHrhI
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tqsv0Cab1
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsJDoCbpOm
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS5TPV1KyR
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrrpMngRVd
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYDVwFKStV
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAq7t6YAkF
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa1y32IbLq
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9rOzrPli
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlyaR9vYKx
is just bored like me.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD73YfQyUm
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Day 10989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVET0qE4wyy
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGZ5WoH6vi
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3trCuIyEc
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC7gxai7WX
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAfBix8ASa
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWje56st56G
second house by the time the first shots rang.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjPob0gAYF
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy4ejpBUMk
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnZ81djSvK
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBlJJN9QHb
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsff0JwZmg
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tYwqVsOQU
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1955Jda3E
lodging at where I was standing previously.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbVciGsSra
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUWID2f0dk
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFo5U3J1Kk
was in shock. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRXiRcgZIT
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZw5wHki9i
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn2aGCRf3K
our next position.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn9KrKbeKk
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xAv0qDLgX
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4NNQlnMwO
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIam6O0IfCMIt felt good protecting my teammate.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zFXOKUzwU
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpIVuETQBS
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBE4cPuOBk
died and five were injured. I’m glad989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBlhUKjNWE I’m glad most of us989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkBaZJ7m2L
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTi7gSUhqp
remember their sacrifice.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzQoIi1HSe
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Right…the thing. I…989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j7obHHiNA
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWsSPTsB71989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWmmMogA7r
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTQcLhUCsh
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDVuQuRmai
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyMPcjoxQW
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtmGKxfpec
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3mlBF08lN
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoNsoGRTd0
dealing with what happened in our own ways.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOizXzb3ayj
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH2haZnTyv
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmGuTJ95gg
of the houses.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCCXV8QsA3
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qI86uIIcf
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2VQVt9Km5
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU6UQdXbgK
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvYvdJ56p8
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT0eeeI2E7
then he pulled out his gun on me. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0oGtHldLz
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm6k477HdR
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO4n6MJCtU
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs37j5UOq7C
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ2v7awRmy
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA4Ilx1PMp
order.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIjEX8gNQG
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7alpSLay1Y
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Rl2pMZUp
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6jfKCTiHo
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFyXLf8MvRThey all died heroes.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy19eGv6ept
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ufvzQ7Mmd989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH4Sge7nBs
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlie25X8J5L
her warmth.
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Day 50989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2slEVsbvGI
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjwvN7dhQE989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEN4TUCAGK
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl7hwSbLUv
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PZRZ0n6LI
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj1WgolJIt
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOMvE7soYn
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgtFERcde4
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoejopoCcVu
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ4jzW9wSN
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX7D5nlEv9
I’m a good soldier.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPJvg0CfQv
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKObqk12zX9
to a different base. We were infront off989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjr4GntneV
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW1krnw6cF
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULXaOJOqqX
covered our rear.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW9T8qYZkp
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ790yuOIUFZ. A group of people, children,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4ZRNQLFmf
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvZBorq1Az
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMPquj9uDF
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQlSF0eF8u
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMR4zrMl0c
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXYrTDXcpZ
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQMqMjz3mq
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nLC5sx5mV
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYsAva142b
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP5CpS9gqr
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlzp9snnIg
Mel as they both followed the sergeants989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjVZGeIUTW
example.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mn3V6IzyK
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7bQkk7tYx
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsSdtiaK4Z
children didn’t move.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAMFeczhhs
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3gTkqZJUx
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJIbFg34Yy
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNpmH24IPT
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZYm0Ui8mH
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpvxNm8w7z
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ7d8XpQVS
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmutvP6rmIM
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLEqTLdEvq
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCdTbEvJzG
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoOHzXO26v
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUqIo1Ehej There are only three of us left in the squad.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGWTHkIIlP
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvNKfyMnTq
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHkQIltPth
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKWpyduT2Q
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtSgD3NQmb
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Day 64989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtsdAzxFbP
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk6fhpV16E
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Q2zqrnYJ
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeZGZK9Cpi
feet.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVy09FMrEu
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Day 66989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFMzJVx6TJ
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI1Fjx0Oxh
diary. Pointless.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH5V0viPFA
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KUuXmGxC0
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtpnJrk6dJ
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD9riJUKH2
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSILsrxc6Q
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeva7W9ksm
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aIWbsm1WX
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8AN9Xq1bJ
potential hostile.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKulHJYqzpx
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lFFXrhxLu
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohiJ9uq9mZ
voice.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamklALwhog
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnubs0EIzz
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WndykD0SM
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszWpj4GMrU
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwuVzvwvBY
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzSMSpB4si
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmGjYy09FA
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5fJAK3uSm
finally returned.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9tuYvndtd
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C5z7abTnh
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