再次張開眼睛的時候感到環境非常顛簸,我正坐在車的裡頭。車窗外是不熟識的風景,只是一堆無名的高樓大廈連接在一起。我們在公路上行走著,陽光非常猛烈,公路上除了我們沒有其他車輛行走,頂多只有幾輛停在一旁的汽車。整個城市變得像是死城一樣。我回過神來才記起媽已經死去,就死在我的眼前,那是活生生的現實,最殘酷的現實。妹妹坐在我的身旁,還繼續睡著,MC KU和那個女生都還在,我們四個迫在車的後座。前座坐著三個人,兩個男人中間隔著一個小男孩。我從倒後鏡中看到駕車男人的面貌,那是一張陌生的臉。503Please respect copyright.PENANATLU1Wpm4A6
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那輛軍綠色的Land Rover。503Please respect copyright.PENANAyERXLfw8cd
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我現在就坐在那輛軍綠色的Land Rover裡頭,那輛把媽撞死的車。503Please respect copyright.PENANA7gs1iYqvl1
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「就是你把媽媽殺死!」503Please respect copyright.PENANAiMop175yfX
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我從後面箍著那個男人,車子馬上變得左搖右擺,我還是死命的箍著他的頸。他用力的踩在煞車板上,車剛好停在公路欄桿前,差一點整架車飛出公路外。旁邊的人拉著我,但我還是沒有放手,那個可是殺了我媽的兇手。503Please respect copyright.PENANA7NXPCGxGSi
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「冷靜一點好嗎!」阿龍喊道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAsQWBSqENCg
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阿龍?那時候在舊社區中心,我們約好在八時三分會合,不過我沒有趕上那個時間。在那混亂的情況下,我還以為阿龍已經被防毒面具人燒死了。聽到他的聲音後我頓時冷靜下來,終於把手鬆開。503Please respect copyright.PENANAPB8nrc4jS8
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「你發甚麼神經啊!!!!」那個男人轉頭過來,大聲的斥罵我。「知不知道車上面還有小孩在?香港就是有你這種小屁孩才會弄成今時今日的地步啊!」503Please respect copyright.PENANA5NezyEWsC0
「你可是殺了我的媽媽。」我說。503Please respect copyright.PENANAySI4s85nUv
「你是說昨天那個女人對吧?」他的神情冷靜了一點。「你也不是不知道昨天的情況,她突然在旁邊衝出來,誰可以反應得了。這是意外,意外的事情沒有人想發生。你要是不滿意的話大可以下車。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAPwG1UwkpR3
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我看著旁邊的妹妹,她露出擔心的神情,她用力的拉著我的手。爸媽都已經不在,只剩下我照顧妹妹,即是我現在把他直接箍死也好,對現況毫無幫助。在這個荒蕪的世界裡,如果沒有了車的話,根本不知道可以走去哪裡。503Please respect copyright.PENANA7KrPwZ3yaa
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「爸爸說話好大聲啊。」小男孩在旁邊說著。503Please respect copyright.PENANAoXzkv47W6e
「小Daniel,對不起,對不起。」男人的語氣與剛才完全不同,簡直好像變了另一個人似的。503Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ1pmk3BEu
「甚麼時候才可以下車阿,在車裡很悶阿,而且我還有點想小便了。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAWMwgcaXUIG
「很快走過這條公路,忍耐多一會兒。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAOCzDAzNL9t
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男人再次把車子發動起來,車子響出沉實的引擎聲。然後他又轉頭跟我說。「我勸你不要再亂來,我再說多一次,你媽的事情只是意外。如果不是小Daniel替你們求情,我才不會冒險讓你們上車。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAhIoNEXG5BW
「還有,你的手槍還是交給我保管比較好,這種東西交給成年人比較恰當。」他再多說一句,然後踏著油門開動車子。503Please respect copyright.PENANAFoXdEfUavz
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我摸一摸後褲袋,之前在社區中心搶回來的消音手槍已經不見了。明明我都已經二十七歲,怎樣算都已經是一個成年人,而且我感覺手槍交到他的手上只會更加不恰當。503Please respect copyright.PENANASNKa9xYjeQ
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「算了吧。」MC KU露出無奈的表情,他拿出手機播出一段音樂,電子音樂頓時充斥著整個車箱。503Please respect copyright.PENANAyrG69xYZ1U
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音樂:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-di78JlgsT8503Please respect copyright.PENANAVdUopVVS42
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「傷心既時候不妨聽返首歌503Please respect copyright.PENANARD1AS4211b
我地係依場疫情都失去好多503Please respect copyright.PENANAhJYNgbZqHf
遺憾事情已經講唔切SOR 503Please respect copyright.PENANAGRio6Paa9Z
無得再係球場上繼續切磋503Please respect copyright.PENANAc5euIUXP4o
我既親人 我既朋友 503Please respect copyright.PENANAiTlFYDxMBW
點解你地突然轉下眼就走左503Please respect copyright.PENANAreVBEgBdgW
我要係屯門公路上繼續癲簸503Please respect copyright.PENANARuHtdgZLpr
希望你地係天堂上再無痛楚503Please respect copyright.PENANAZwpeo9kJ57
我依段歌為左將朋友紀念503Please respect copyright.PENANAR5EhEBlYGM
曾經滿有氣燄 大家有大家就搞掂503Please respect copyright.PENANAcZto3sjiSf
諗起無得再同你們相見 503Please respect copyright.PENANASqr0qZYcK9
THE WORLD BECOME FUCKIN CRAZY RIP IN PEACE」503Please respect copyright.PENANA0aXiqT6BJP
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MC KU唱畢靠在車窗上,看著外頭的風景,我想他應該正在想著他的朋友,他的饒舌小組就只剩下他一人了……我牽著妹妹的手,再次想起媽已經死去的事實,希望她在天堂真的再也沒有痛楚。音樂還繼續的播著,不過已經再也沒有人接下一句,音樂聽起來有一點寂寞。503Please respect copyright.PENANAFBlZluIfYV
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阿龍突然哼起旋律,然後唱起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAAZcDrqDco1
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「講一個關於失去既故事503Please respect copyright.PENANAadNluLKeUm
依個故事可能同你既都好似503Please respect copyright.PENANAqlWZC34iOl
朋友 親人 死係我面前503Please respect copyright.PENANArbEArmq2uc
我只可以瑟縮起角落 死寂一遍503Please respect copyright.PENANAuc3me0WAvV
唔敢出聲 或者 我未必識RAP503Please respect copyright.PENANAZiTeGbUzBC
已經唔見左我身邊果班FRIENDS503Please respect copyright.PENANAX5wLlIaDLa
依埸惡夢 好似 永遠唔會醒503Please respect copyright.PENANAdk0kZSbcZr
係依個世界生存邊個唔會驚」503Please respect copyright.PENANAIUiGVQvBvX
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「很不錯阿。」MC KU馬上精神起來,暫時收起失落的表情。503Please respect copyright.PENANAJZF4M2yIXC
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「但係唔緊要 雖然你地好遠 係天空盤旋503Please respect copyright.PENANA8a19VTZpz0
幫我故事保存 感謝朋友為我帶黎溫暖503Please respect copyright.PENANABEpQYvKG3A
我個心依然繼續生存503Please respect copyright.PENANAITNQVU7K27
下世我地再一齊玩音樂503Please respect copyright.PENANAZVxR3MlUFn
一齊快樂 一齊玩樂 沒有隔膜503Please respect copyright.PENANAItPKx2Fp8x
不論對錯 不斷創作 每日拼博503Please respect copyright.PENANAAvU9U0qxIk
總會找到我地既角落 」503Please respect copyright.PENANAZhMecOyNcM
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音樂隨即停下來,車廂陷入某種沉默之中,但那並不是讓人難受的沉默。各人墮入各自的思考當中。我把心情冷靜下來,無謂理會前面無理的男人,繼續看著外頭的風景。畢竟之前四年的時間只能看著黃大仙區外相同的大廈,就如一座接一座的墓碑,很久沒有看過外頭的風景。503Please respect copyright.PENANAeBpDpfKJcA
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雖然只不過是更多的墓碑。503Please respect copyright.PENANAtVWXOOdp3e
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我看著眼前的城市,究竟我們五年前在這個城市是如何生存,根本密集到讓人透不過氣。一份普通的工作只賺到一萬元多,樓價卻高得完全不合理,正常人根本連一間房子也買不起。即使讓你存到儲備買下房子,頂多就只有三四百尺的大小,每個月還要供上差不多整份糧的款項。香港樓價全球第一、不快樂指數第一、工時長度第一,連淪陷都排在第一,真是諷刺。503Please respect copyright.PENANAiHDIoaVz14
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我們經過公路後,在一間加德士油站前停下來,我們下車上洗手間,伸展一下筋骨。數一數,我們應該在車裡待了七至八個小時吧。503Please respect copyright.PENANA28tEA6lkDo
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「車需要入油嗎?」我問。503Please respect copyright.PENANAb1VjQ8OYGO
「白痴,我給你信用卡,給你錢也好,哪來有職員替我們入油阿?」那個男人調侃著,然後又接著說。「而且你看油缸的底部,已經被人打穿了,油都沒有了。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAGCY86xpk3o
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他在衫袋裡拿出香煙,然後放在嘴裡把它點著。他露出一副享受的樣子。503Please respect copyright.PENANAzIGFx9hC4Z
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「放心吧,我看過車子的油缸是滿的。」他吹出一口煙。503Please respect copyright.PENANAUQzgLlxFFs
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「爸爸,跟我一起上洗手間。」小Daniel說,然後那個男人就抱著他走進油站的便利店。503Please respect copyright.PENANA7oig7eUxLn
「別做甚麼古怪的事情,我們很快就回來。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAg9TawcelsO
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「我都進去裡頭看一下有沒有甚麼物資。」MC KU說。503Please respect copyright.PENANAmYlH69WJuL
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油站外就只剩下我、妹妹、阿龍,還有那個女生。503Please respect copyright.PENANAu09cYAhDR0
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「那時候在社區中心發生了甚麼事?」我問阿龍。503Please respect copyright.PENANATIZgV1DE6H
「我與你們分開之後到處搜集物資,成果還真的不錯。看來管理層收起了相當大量的物資,牛扒、紅酒、香煙,連番梘及香水也有。我進去的時候明顯已經被取去不少,但幸好還剩下不少。」阿龍自豪地拍一拍背後的背包。「在我收集物資途中,突然傳來爆炸聲。我到外頭一看全都是防毒面具人拿著火槍四周縱火。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAjxNrwrg944
「我還以為那時候你已經被燒死了。」503Please respect copyright.PENANA4GO9ZcUfAL
「還好那時候我躲進了停車場。」阿龍抽了一口涼氣。「起初我躲左一旁,生怕有防毒面具人在附近,不過看來他們還未走過來。之後我就看見楊先生與幾個管理層拿著大量物資,連同約二十人左右一起上了小型旅遊巴,然後飛快地駛走了。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAf3FBUvzaSh
「我有看見他們衝出來。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAidKHreFsr5
「之後李先生和他的兒子就出現了。」503Please respect copyright.PENANATruMuS9yyJ
「李先生?就是那個沒有禮貌的男人?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAshWp9oTVrj
阿龍接著說下去。「嗯,他們在角落處鬼鬼祟祟地走出來,好像怕有人看見他們,隨後拿出車匙走上眼前的這輛改裝車上。我緊隨過去,起初他的戒心很重,還用小刀指著我。我馬上展出背包裡的物資,加上他的兒子幫忙說服,最後我才可以上到車。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAdloywRp0iM
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那個麻煩的李先生。我心想。503Please respect copyright.PENANAJICkRhmRph
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「我那時候也在車子上面,雖然李先生態度比較差,但那真的是一場意外。」503Please respect copyright.PENANA7ui4ZEoMVT
「嗯。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAUdwODD1RxR
「節哀順變。」阿龍搭著我的胳膊。503Please respect copyright.PENANAdmIUncbzOV
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「不好意思,打斷你們的對話。」那個女生站在一旁說,這是我在救下她之後第一次聽到她說話,她的聲音比我想像柔弱。畢竟我第一次聽到她說話,可是她在求救的時候。503Please respect copyright.PENANAkaIVzaLwKR
「感謝你當時救了我。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAKu6Ddcr13L
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「啊……不用不用……」我有點不知所措地回答。但我說畢才發現她看著阿龍,令我更加不知所惜。503Please respect copyright.PENANAp2RYspK0fB
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「我的名字叫袁穎。」那個女生說。503Please respect copyright.PENANAMOz5ES1icS
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阿龍說過自己的名字之後,場面陷入安靜之中,果然阿龍面對其他人就像是變了一個人似的,這可能讓他看起來更加酷。明明是我在房間裡救了她,最後居然不是向我道謝……503Please respect copyright.PENANA3Qs8dYyggd
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突然傳來引擎發動的聲音,那輛軍綠色的改裝Land Rover軍用車被開走了……503Please respect copyright.PENANAkCPv8lOvE3
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我看著手錶,今天原來是四月一日,我希望這只是一個愚人節的玩笑。503Please respect copyright.PENANAJaxE3U90u3
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