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他在床上徐徐張眼。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWRZvb0ytH
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3hgrI8D0V
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dtwbN90by
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嗯。醫院。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwow5PnXxj
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q5b1nmRBS
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwy6oMpi3e
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj50l1Peyct
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZny4IdsvU
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceS9He6oc1
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv4LeUYDvA
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「知道。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TiEbTxPnr
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcejEp4ekvV
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb3SWzDelI
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCofpMbtjOD
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp85jXnIVJt
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hJT9klzSK
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruY1B7zc1R
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「她知道了沒？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuJMONttHY
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「不打算告訴她。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMrUkepiP7
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVA47ZOGYj
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兒子笑而不語。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ746lkiLkmz
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulJhiCruwz
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNx89ErVaa
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8PsGv3WRN
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrhuEnHX11
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWev0gIrl5
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT0dSMyofp
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他決定到公園走走。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKX4hHDTtx
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuzYv9UtDn
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3rgSqkfi6
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpPXaWh6Op
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rVlsgdiqW
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全場一片默然。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNDF4yEg0g
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss9M57ARKu
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不要問為何。不要問感受。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9unRNw16QU
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QwRKq7EJk
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSMSL7xI0Z
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXTK3oUcC0
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB3DHaqCtC
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF1sU7TNqs
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE76mxxWS67
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeykxVNpHm0
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbzLxVszXP
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hdu3kYvhS
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIV0NULuEK
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbIMKqXpvp
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH3UEJaOyO
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不復見。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8MYLouj74
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他莫名的被深深憾動。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Brin6yUBP
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHKtaHttgU
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuxNbRlm47
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「我不怕死。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCF2hYeL69
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMtXTHlR9I
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmC97rdZYs
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0M4UIzMio
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「她的叮囑？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeivwX8dTbK
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t0FA1upMd
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlnk1k96ed
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「她沒這麼說。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyngAxk0Hpt
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRyoYApyWY
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn30KCHwf4Z
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m53DDDZdS
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHLOkopQBp
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfvwLcvmcC
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYgNz9zszj
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN3suisCt5
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「你多活了三年半。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Zy9LIYV3
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMCtxaIi2h
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「想繼續吃？」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu4gzYxIgD
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu85wpFSWQ
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM5uKHGVby
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzf44HdAW5
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兒子呢？641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YJ9cVxjUK
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIXAeRYed3
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啊！記起來了。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ083AjCs088
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOpfobFDlM
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果然。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8fkkkxtKD
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qJqkiwDgt
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS27IubcCx
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。641Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj7H1bv75m
