// Mark's P.O.V //865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr2U9bBhuw
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yQKuRbeZn
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTTbG1sw9b
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwiduvWuLh
"Sean…"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eODbf6VhS
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZZffMAp6D
"Mark? You okay?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkXWHOY6K1
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0b66M1xrd
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCslR5igIpk
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLago10bXAJ
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0TH7YqdQN
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFsqGrS24l
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IOPslIgeL
"I'm moving in with you."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQJiR0IckV
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu4P5qiEfA
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NHfKUEljN
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeQUXDbwW1
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvobmoBkF7e
"Love you too…"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj07FmhkaNT
He loves me?865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mnPTjLGHu
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydTbAfoF3q
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprR5ez5Oex
"I'-In a minute!"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvtlKdGj8k
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJDkF4RVPt
"Mark!"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd4M0ALbcO
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfS2drOIeO
"Yes Jack?"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRnj3t4KaK
"Come 'ere please."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5gzdjDwiP
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmHcIbcJVa
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhW0D0vk5n
Sean smashed his lips into mine.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSK7gBicUB
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk93veK36p
Our first kiss.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhukBzvSTI
That was amazing...865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmeY710C8o
"That was…magical.."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtef9UeIiO
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqsnAnlDSH
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjvCeqejRB
"Please don't do this ever again…"865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZZQF0y98q
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvATmeUYpP
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