“To the East!”
“To the West!”
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forehead, I can vividly tell. Who would’ve not had such confusion if your one548Please respect copyright.PENANAp6CB9K8gwJ
and only company is opposing the map? Exasperation expelled out of my breath.
“That rectangular paper isn’t reliable,548Please respect copyright.PENANALQgM56dXxX
believe me.” Arms crossed anterior the chest, he had vented the statement with548Please respect copyright.PENANAAUnbaFEGLN
whole confidence.
“How come that thing survives548Please respect copyright.PENANAp95nVVtWy9
on your pocket? Don’t just brag that it has a cover to resist water.”
“And besides, who still uses548Please respect copyright.PENANAhfMudv91jA
that thing? Come on, this thing is much more updated.” Subsequent was a quadrate548Please respect copyright.PENANALnqLNH9lym
mobile phone shown before my face. With an automatic reaction, I rolled my548Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZKJAlykIv
eyes.
“Right, not to mention that548Please respect copyright.PENANAIsgybsYWBr
this place catches no communication network. Who knows if that still works from548Please respect copyright.PENANAjObo2VV5o9
the massive water earlier. Brilliant.”
“Oh shoot, thanks for548Please respect copyright.PENANA72RUmCTHe2
reminding.” He smiled, and a deep crate had become visible on his cheeks. Asset,548Please respect copyright.PENANAHp7erLqte9
one of his assets.
“But at least just trust me548Please respect copyright.PENANANDhrEDVyFx
about directions. I believe I can make myself familiarize with the path.” He548Please respect copyright.PENANAsPTsHouJvn
added but this time with no arrogance, instead with sincerity.
“Whatever. Just please! Just548Please respect copyright.PENANAWS5tspxKKV
please make sure you were right this time.” I made the vexed face still. But with548Please respect copyright.PENANAAyr5YQdMuu
just few seconds, my annoyance had rapidly turned into surprise as soon as I548Please respect copyright.PENANA7SbKSGjLBo
was lifted from the grounds.
“Hey! Bring me down!” To548Please respect copyright.PENANAx4Y9VNGhbI
tagged as a child throwing tantrums is out of my concern anymore for I believe548Please respect copyright.PENANAxDyFdeAGzU
that it is impossible for someone to reside into this. We’ve took a long pace548Please respect copyright.PENANAL9ER2XcwZm
already from the squad. And primarily, if there’s someone to be blame, it is548Please respect copyright.PENANAZOOTSZedjz
me. I made him get lost with me inside this unsure woodland.
“You’re still soaked, you got548Please respect copyright.PENANAtK0nbwZbch
bruises and I can tell that you’re not able to make fifty steps anymore from548Please respect copyright.PENANA4EWLdr199Y
the trembling of your legs. Stop nagging anymore and just utter your gratitude,548Please respect copyright.PENANA5LsNWxCaex
I’ll surely appreciate it.” From every words he conveyed, I can definitely feel548Please respect copyright.PENANA2uNScHjcRT
the heaving on his broad chest to where my hands were resting. Screw it, he had548Please respect copyright.PENANA75aCuFJcgH
made my hands clasp together inches below his neck to attain the piggy-back548Please respect copyright.PENANA7y7a3hHEP4
position.
“I’m sorry.” A soft utterance flees548Please respect copyright.PENANA1yOMP3OEtx
from my mouth. I sulk my face on his back to hide my reaction even though there’s548Please respect copyright.PENANAY95Rv134w0
zero chance of him witnessing it.
“Shh. It’s not your fault. You548Please respect copyright.PENANA79cUiLg8pz
were just confused after waking up from the tent assuming that everybody left.548Please respect copyright.PENANARGuJXawZx0
You looked for us everywhere and ended up seeing me, doing uhm- unnecessary thing.548Please respect copyright.PENANAahpsqR5kv8
To your surprise you fell to that immense waves of river and of course, as your548Please respect copyright.PENANACxXrxWL1lZ
very best friend, I’ll undoubtedly rescue you.” I remained silent. I am looking548Please respect copyright.PENANARe76QM1JOf
for the room of sarcasm to his voice but there’s none. Knowing Bryson, he’ll548Please respect copyright.PENANAMXZEdWQNNH
continually insult, tease and mock me. Or at least he will first, before548Please respect copyright.PENANAIuIL9j6uRC
proceeding to such genuine statement. We’ve survived our friendship with that548Please respect copyright.PENANAJm7YEIT43E
kind of setup. Mockery before apology.
“But you should’ve remained548Please respect copyright.PENANANuJNmJJixm
still.”
“Chasse, stop. No one was to548Please respect copyright.PENANAQQI5oSMcMW
be blame.”
This time, I removed my face548Please respect copyright.PENANAGvQutVaG1i
from sulking on his back and let my eye roam on the environment. Hence, it stopped548Please respect copyright.PENANAtJC6qiFboT
immediately on the left side of his torso. Although the sky is getting dusky,548Please respect copyright.PENANApjPBT43FTk
my eyes can clearly perceive the wounded part.
“You’re bleeding!”
“Huh?”
“You’re wounded! Damn Bryson,548Please respect copyright.PENANAjMTcPG0IY9
you should’ve told me. Bring me down, now! I’ll treat that first.” Fortunately,548Please respect copyright.PENANAJWeL2QVvTU
he didn’t make any more defiance and made me land back on the ground.
“I think it bled the moment548Please respect copyright.PENANAVKewLMEwgY
you carry me.
Undress yourself.”
“C-Chasse, I’m not read— “
“Cut the bullshit Bry.” I said548Please respect copyright.PENANAaTu2EsPVXS
and tore the lower part of my black shirt that was slightly ripped from the548Please respect copyright.PENANAnkF4rGt2Va
accident earlier.
“Woah, we’ve been friends for548Please respect copyright.PENANAZhtpO2uVq6
fifteen years and this is the first to see you getting wild.” Dimples on cheek548Please respect copyright.PENANANy6ObJ107C
is waving again to me.
“I always thought you are not548Please respect copyright.PENANASIVgnYvuNi
interested to men. You didn’t even settle a gaze to those jerks eyeing on you548Please respect copyright.PENANA6zwZ7MQe7I
on the campus. You even told me that you’ll not marry anyone. And what again?548Please respect copyright.PENANAJdTO3DPG0K
You haven’t fell for anyone yet? Ha! Joke’s on you Chasse, never thought that548Please respect copyright.PENANAXl2LFn6ST3
you’ll fell for— “And I hit him, on the head.
“You’re the death of me,548Please respect copyright.PENANA37RLL3l8fw
seriously. Do you really want to treat me”? He protested but followed with548Please respect copyright.PENANALpDcONG4tt
chuckle thereafter. I didn’t pay much notice on his statement and started to548Please respect copyright.PENANAiSiS7qjB9c
treat his wound, stopped the bleeding by applying pressure and then covered it548Please respect copyright.PENANA27RBadTFwH
with the cloth I ripped.
I rid a deep sigh subsequently548Please respect copyright.PENANAsqn2K8YpBi
closing my eyes with my head leaning on the near tree where we had decided to548Please respect copyright.PENANATUsnq60FKE
stop. I can slowly feel the cold touch of night from the breeze caressing on my548Please respect copyright.PENANAAnyeB9KMGi
dermis. But with just a minute, warmth is now lingering before me. A scent of548Please respect copyright.PENANACs2wCkZP7p
mint is brushing on my face, so I made my eyes opened again.
I saw a deep enigmatic portal.548Please respect copyright.PENANAtXZ7PICxAc
It is so deep enough to enchant me, enough to drain my whole soberness. The548Please respect copyright.PENANAxYOJujDTgY
pair of hazel orbs were seeming to be communicating with my eyes. And with no548Please respect copyright.PENANAOsoa94oyfK
further explanation, I think, at some point, I was charmed.
“Chasse.” He’s leaning so near548Please respect copyright.PENANAF3rxmt5E70
enough to presume that it was just an inch between us.
“Thank you.
Thank you for coming to my548Please respect copyright.PENANApHZdCI49rS
life. You’re the best thing that happened to me since age five.” His gaze is548Please respect copyright.PENANAjJaIfwXRA2
penetrating to my soul.
“Thank you for allowing me to548Please respect copyright.PENANA25ZtuvHz8J
come on your life, for allowing to know you better and for spending memories548Please respect copyright.PENANAussiVh4HuL
with me. Chasse, you’re my treasure. You’re my precious gem, believe me.” The548Please respect copyright.PENANAlv7DAb9lSK
place is not magical, there are no fairies, no pixie dusts, but his words were548Please respect copyright.PENANAhg8gVjSZZ8
enough for me to dance on the melody of enchantment. I chose not to answer548Please respect copyright.PENANA9o2sDx3ts3
verbally hence I close the remaining gap between us to savor the rampaging548Please respect copyright.PENANAAJj6ZA2NFv
feeling on my chest as I tasted his lips against mine.
I feel like exploding, from548Please respect copyright.PENANAi5N1eb4WCi
this strange feeling I haven’t felt this ever since. It was just Bry, he who made548Please respect copyright.PENANAoG6Ka3gAlz
me feel every notable first of my life. It took ten seconds before he withdraws548Please respect copyright.PENANAmVhbpJqKFK
from the kiss.
“No, Chasse no. This is wrong.”
“Bry?”
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brought you into this situation. I shouldn’t have made that kind of atmosphere.548Please respect copyright.PENANAsAwnjd81Jz
I shouldn’t have made- “
“Bry stop it!
Can’t you see? I-I want you. I548Please respect copyright.PENANAIatbQmjuAo
want you wholly in my life. Stop apologizing. I am starting to think that you’re548Please respect copyright.PENANA7FrgJv6KOA
sorry for kissing me.”
“No! I love that! Damn, you548Please respect copyright.PENANACYyqJYvDRA
don’t know how much I like to kiss you all the time, you don’t know how much I548Please respect copyright.PENANAiiW6bqLmO3
wanted to spend every second with you.”
“Then why? Why are you acting548Please respect copyright.PENANASihI2ZTPjH
like showing my feelings was the greatest mistake I’ve ever done?” Tears, there’s548Please respect copyright.PENANAIClIP6t90T
tears gushing now from my eyes.
“Eleanor.”
“Eleanor? My cousin?” The name548Please respect copyright.PENANAgO2PWzCigR
he mentioned feels like a bomb that’s now ticking inside my head. A nod was548Please respect copyright.PENANAVMLeS5cnLL
followed from him.
“Two weeks. She’s two weeks548Please respect copyright.PENANAY7MGhLUz9S
pregnant.” And from that moment, I think I lost my sanity. I felt jellies on my548Please respect copyright.PENANAxBPjkgni7L
knees. And on my chest, it was so heavy that I just wanted to lie down on the548Please respect copyright.PENANAcntcbYEmiw
ground. This is the first that I made myself surrender to the notion of love.548Please respect copyright.PENANAhF4vb3qFn0
This is the first that I entrusted myself into the feeling of romance. But why548Please respect copyright.PENANAg11RXobYam
does it have to be chained so immediate with hurt? Was love supposed to be like548Please respect copyright.PENANAietARGHiGQ
this? Was love supposed to be this heart-breaking? All my life, I assumed that548Please respect copyright.PENANA4tSdWKBfxV
love was the very best one can feel. It’s always stated on novels. It was always548Please respect copyright.PENANAi6olbnRuaj
stated by greatest authors.
I made my gaze to him firm as548Please respect copyright.PENANAJbU0rtHNDw
possible albeit the streaming tears.
“Chasse, I’m really sorry.” This548Please respect copyright.PENANAH9puEqfwxe
time, he’s also crying with knees now on the ground. Silence befell between us.
Bryson, I think I was the one548Please respect copyright.PENANAb7LFaT9cVm
who must be apologizing. I’m sorry If it took me time to realize about how I548Please respect copyright.PENANArHfgdu7EPB
feel. I’m sorry If I made you wait. I’m sorry If I keep on denying myself. I’m548Please respect copyright.PENANAuRdneJTosH
sorry, I’m too late.
I plastered a smile on my548Please respect copyright.PENANAmXw0Hl4xYJ
face.
“Thank you. Thank you for548Please respect copyright.PENANAnFZbXbDY9v
allowing me to feel how to be in love for seconds.” I turned my back. It was a548Please respect copyright.PENANAfJDtTcVpow
genuine utterance.
“We should call it a day.”
“Chasse.”
“Bryson, forget what had548Please respect copyright.PENANAeWcPfqdnZp
happened.
Forget it, because I think I548Please respect copyright.PENANAk7kz5HPDr8
cannot do it. So please do that favor for me. And I’m glad. I’m glad to tell548Please respect copyright.PENANAAxvGGMaf6T
that you’re my first love, I’ve no regret.”
You’re my first love and548Please respect copyright.PENANAL39t66XnkG
surely my last. It’s really a miracle that I’ve survived the huge current from548Please respect copyright.PENANAhFZ4uo9dQt
the river earlier despite my condition. Maybe, maybe it was meant that you548Please respect copyright.PENANAd1p1yWWVal
should know how I feel towards you, before it’s really too late. Before my own548Please respect copyright.PENANACfKDaKvoY3
breath escaped my lips. Before the destined death visits me. I am glad to be in548Please respect copyright.PENANAPCYbXaFnrc
love even with seconds of my life.
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Because Bryson, you are the548Please respect copyright.PENANAp29cLTReNm
only one. My first and forever love.