我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。543Please respect copyright.PENANAgKcTpMp58q
543Please respect copyright.PENANApfnUFRBxhq
對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。543Please respect copyright.PENANAUKjavjPRaz
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如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAYa2tQdRrM1
543Please respect copyright.PENANATq19lk0rbF
之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeVAspce7aD
543Please respect copyright.PENANASdtPxMN22d
我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。543Please respect copyright.PENANAStM5SnYCoI
543Please respect copyright.PENANANe2CHCFYIZ
好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。543Please respect copyright.PENANA8BfRj6q42F
543Please respect copyright.PENANAg1foqLb8nQ
我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。543Please respect copyright.PENANAFtWhiHZ2d4
543Please respect copyright.PENANACnrWoZbhgx
明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。543Please respect copyright.PENANA499yIdGN4N
543Please respect copyright.PENANAk6sPpOXHpm
下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』543Please respect copyright.PENANAQCMSErv8sC
543Please respect copyright.PENANAGAwYqSoQVp
再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』543Please respect copyright.PENANAMeJjdeNbv3
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好諷刺。543Please respect copyright.PENANAYDntq7N07b
543Please respect copyright.PENANASK0ewaPxdt
我笑咗……543Please respect copyright.PENANArNNQIn2y3x
543Please respect copyright.PENANALNhYp7BLlS
我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAb6NhhnQLiW
543Please respect copyright.PENANAVCDHaNUsfW
呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。543Please respect copyright.PENANAj6dm8OAvt5
543Please respect copyright.PENANAnfuJIxhwcv
我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAncbF96osOw
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我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?543Please respect copyright.PENANANmWe3VvO9c
543Please respect copyright.PENANAbvrzQknNA9
我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。543Please respect copyright.PENANAgRTgV9xDy7
543Please respect copyright.PENANA3y3K0vrND6
但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。543Please respect copyright.PENANAPwTyIBZ1jK
543Please respect copyright.PENANAUi8xEbEwD2
我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。543Please respect copyright.PENANAmMkFQfgBNi
543Please respect copyright.PENANAj0tBB37Wcl
我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAOSfHuBtu6N
543Please respect copyright.PENANAlaTWSdiIBE
係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。543Please respect copyright.PENANAmlDwhsxUjh
543Please respect copyright.PENANApcbR6DdkyE
呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……543Please respect copyright.PENANADEW89qkbeD
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係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqcsd8mXfyX
543Please respect copyright.PENANA4JhkjLij1s
但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。543Please respect copyright.PENANAZoBXLi0n8d
543Please respect copyright.PENANAqDDGsKY7pA
如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?543Please respect copyright.PENANAFm8lWivb9l
543Please respect copyright.PENANAEbyoFjFaaw
但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。543Please respect copyright.PENANATEa2QH74l0
543Please respect copyright.PENANAfHtk7ZKaIG
係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。543Please respect copyright.PENANAaZvE3vem7R
543Please respect copyright.PENANAOHKWDa7Pdm
唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。543Please respect copyright.PENANAdQSCPfPcC8
543Please respect copyright.PENANAyDYG5nUXva
當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。543Please respect copyright.PENANA9OJXWgBqzQ
543Please respect copyright.PENANAFWLUsS3xgL
我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。543Please respect copyright.PENANAbeUu6OQjzL
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但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。543Please respect copyright.PENANA5XqwCCAzKF
543Please respect copyright.PENANApqaYM9H4hX
呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。543Please respect copyright.PENANAh4V7q0QCk2
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我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。543Please respect copyright.PENANAecgC1wja9z
543Please respect copyright.PENANA6zf84CEdPr
一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。543Please respect copyright.PENANAqHQ1fs0kED
543Please respect copyright.PENANABUlPPD33yj
呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。543Please respect copyright.PENANARtDXKclVxH
543Please respect copyright.PENANApdn1ynKbhK
我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……543Please respect copyright.PENANAzzI5S8XEG0
543Please respect copyright.PENANAlKlLV7Z0UI
一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!543Please respect copyright.PENANA8tUj8xbsV0
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然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAXUx87M7nAb
543Please respect copyright.PENANArFl9STqh3v
我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!543Please respect copyright.PENANA355uyUPWbH
543Please respect copyright.PENANAXegciNGkpt
然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。543Please respect copyright.PENANAsoDZhJRIKR
543Please respect copyright.PENANAhRMrBed9tN
我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。543Please respect copyright.PENANAH5zBBvgMQL
543Please respect copyright.PENANAMszmRkc80v
我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。543Please respect copyright.PENANAXg3bIR3JFh
543Please respect copyright.PENANArPIkJFtbzv
我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。543Please respect copyright.PENANAu6o61cSJAb
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我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。543Please respect copyright.PENANAcJvDVBEpsl
543Please respect copyright.PENANA5vaSykZGEY
心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?543Please respect copyright.PENANANueX4ZKYY9
543Please respect copyright.PENANAjsTEz89lWZ
可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。543Please respect copyright.PENANABlA7KSELS5
543Please respect copyright.PENANAaE4YRMltHe
我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。543Please respect copyright.PENANATBL2cMcGZE
543Please respect copyright.PENANAB8MDTsOwek
Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。543Please respect copyright.PENANApnOATUvMQR
543Please respect copyright.PENANAn5gsRuL2je
由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。543Please respect copyright.PENANAyrYlAACi8N
543Please respect copyright.PENANAki4NNjpolo
呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。543Please respect copyright.PENANAusJ4g0m4xr
543Please respect copyright.PENANA2BH8IlCfdv
以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…543Please respect copyright.PENANASdS7tpTyAE
543Please respect copyright.PENANAeKwjjog8HS
依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。543Please respect copyright.PENANAR3I2Qs1x1J
543Please respect copyright.PENANAKAxK9ixYt4
自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。543Please respect copyright.PENANADVez62KhIl
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直至我考完成個DSE……543Please respect copyright.PENANAAENedW3xgD
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DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。543Please respect copyright.PENANAsnhVmfpduk
543Please respect copyright.PENANABFBXbDQ8Yw
呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。543Please respect copyright.PENANAo9baB45dtq
543Please respect copyright.PENANASLflVnOq7G
對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。543Please respect copyright.PENANAg7aEd4ps1J
543Please respect copyright.PENANA4yKmHTNIQC
之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。543Please respect copyright.PENANAYjyCHjI9YC
543Please respect copyright.PENANAyF3hrP3vno
DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。543Please respect copyright.PENANADiBEYmTtcQ
543Please respect copyright.PENANAV5oteIKwPt
時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。543Please respect copyright.PENANAmDCGnleMtR
543Please respect copyright.PENANAr3MyPpiCDo
係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。543Please respect copyright.PENANAy8DIShO5lH
543Please respect copyright.PENANAy8YNdPeZxZ
直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。543Please respect copyright.PENANAfEekECji2G
543Please respect copyright.PENANAFYA91xKh2X
「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。543Please respect copyright.PENANA8nBDIatVS2
543Please respect copyright.PENANAEw0pUqR8bs
但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。543Please respect copyright.PENANASsjxpLjx13
543Please respect copyright.PENANAe09CIyhtk7
唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?543Please respect copyright.PENANASl1VkroEwS
543Please respect copyright.PENANADMtvQgnN8j
我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。543Please respect copyright.PENANAbVneWrbXgL
543Please respect copyright.PENANAU7rlMwtLIp
「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。543Please respect copyright.PENANAN7nJNTRbLx
543Please respect copyright.PENANApxtr9K0frS
我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...543Please respect copyright.PENANA1mkQHdBad0
543Please respect copyright.PENANA9jKrYcqA8W
「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。543Please respect copyright.PENANA5V5AshrkLZ
543Please respect copyright.PENANAlTcMoV068x
「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。543Please respect copyright.PENANAkqnK8H7Ncc
543Please respect copyright.PENANAC1H8DDBniO
「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。543Please respect copyright.PENANAnQLLToUame
543Please respect copyright.PENANAvGRppQcmhS
「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。543Please respect copyright.PENANAjKedYxVw8k
543Please respect copyright.PENANADlhFpHmWi7
「Kitty佢要離開香港。」543Please respect copyright.PENANAWnVnkistkz
543Please respect copyright.PENANAMq3f6oqSLt
「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?543Please respect copyright.PENANAejH1JkUTCc
543Please respect copyright.PENANAHb2wFeLoee
我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。543Please respect copyright.PENANAGyCORXXRfD
543Please respect copyright.PENANAh63a7CX7WX
我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。543Please respect copyright.PENANAUDaNWTwls2
543Please respect copyright.PENANAZXKVoq8iiT
但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。543Please respect copyright.PENANAhTY2mO5R48
543Please respect copyright.PENANARTPE0aLCEL
「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。543Please respect copyright.PENANAfStXdWPdrG
543Please respect copyright.PENANAD4b2srmxcw
「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。543Please respect copyright.PENANAC4HYLH47pp
543Please respect copyright.PENANAz09JJL3Gts
「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?543Please respect copyright.PENANAKpshHAvIQc
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咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。543Please respect copyright.PENANA2pSwy8uank
543Please respect copyright.PENANAd8BNe9fD0C
移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。543Please respect copyright.PENANAL0M4cEt5UY
543Please respect copyright.PENANAJYZdLAS3jj
嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。543Please respect copyright.PENANAeCuorxznD9
543Please respect copyright.PENANAK5yyaef3hv
「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。543Please respect copyright.PENANAa8Y7LHAegj
543Please respect copyright.PENANAxXNNcRcIHG
但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。543Please respect copyright.PENANALQSFuljkMP
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「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……543Please respect copyright.PENANAaqpHG8G6hC
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「8月XX號」543Please respect copyright.PENANAvpne4vmH7F
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「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。543Please respect copyright.PENANAJKifEH4nW5
543Please respect copyright.PENANAa6DD8L5SIJ
「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。543Please respect copyright.PENANAE11NREpQDX
543Please respect copyright.PENANAVHVvqsBesR
我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。543Please respect copyright.PENANADzOartNRQi
543Please respect copyright.PENANAqorzoGpz1h
「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。543Please respect copyright.PENANAEpP5YnT07q
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「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。543Please respect copyright.PENANAER9uRHuFCC
543Please respect copyright.PENANAee2g9U2BVp
我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?543Please respect copyright.PENANAyIQ2rTeO41
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明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。543Please respect copyright.PENANAEDLvOx0fza
543Please respect copyright.PENANAbKsDqQQV41
關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。543Please respect copyright.PENANAWAjoE7OsaL
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不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?543Please respect copyright.PENANAe6IOuS5Stc
543Please respect copyright.PENANAF5C5U4tmSf
我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。543Please respect copyright.PENANAOJUU9fLkKd
543Please respect copyright.PENANAbcZMcwyWGx
Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。543Please respect copyright.PENANAE8AIvNXdMY
543Please respect copyright.PENANAVVtEUkjDVh
次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。543Please respect copyright.PENANAtRQLnAzJ5A
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我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……543Please respect copyright.PENANAvWRyNe1GGJ
543Please respect copyright.PENANAS5P50lCDmm
「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。543Please respect copyright.PENANAzujIK8bUxZ
543Please respect copyright.PENANAAm6gvbxpcc
關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我543Please respect copyright.PENANAOMCCdP6drq
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佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。543Please respect copyright.PENANADyvq7OP1q2
543Please respect copyright.PENANAZGF9sivMXc
「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。543Please respect copyright.PENANAOTJdxuQE5A
543Please respect copyright.PENANAGLI7fwc2Xh
從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。543Please respect copyright.PENANA40YQTysQZ0
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「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。543Please respect copyright.PENANAyU0kjvieKj
543Please respect copyright.PENANAx9qQ5OQOdh
「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」543Please respect copyright.PENANA7YiPgnuT81
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「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。543Please respect copyright.PENANAxKsvtG8e2v
543Please respect copyright.PENANARUK7OWfgmQ
我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。543Please respect copyright.PENANAZudgZUvIYL
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然後關晴就轉身走咗。543Please respect copyright.PENANAu9BjmN0sqO
543Please respect copyright.PENANAguvbvDf5VI
夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?543Please respect copyright.PENANAajtRa46sOg