我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。585Please respect copyright.PENANAnDfA4wURji
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對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。585Please respect copyright.PENANAGE0SwFZxi4
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如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。585Please respect copyright.PENANAAwzbmFrHHu
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之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。585Please respect copyright.PENANAnPcICLbbaL
585Please respect copyright.PENANAt6mvpA880T
我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。585Please respect copyright.PENANAEOOLr462aV
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好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。585Please respect copyright.PENANA2jXT0nXhmC
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我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。585Please respect copyright.PENANAG3dGynIIMT
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明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。585Please respect copyright.PENANAxHEXM6jqp3
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下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』585Please respect copyright.PENANAF6IDVrN7lG
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再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』585Please respect copyright.PENANAKIBsxvTfAn
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好諷刺。585Please respect copyright.PENANAGnbDrdHfmM
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我笑咗……585Please respect copyright.PENANArRW2WAcz8K
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我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。585Please respect copyright.PENANA1XrKIOH1pJ
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呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。585Please respect copyright.PENANAliv0KDiYFK
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我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。585Please respect copyright.PENANACflgdthijs
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我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?585Please respect copyright.PENANAIetwDxYyCf
585Please respect copyright.PENANAVXD3Am8qD1
我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。585Please respect copyright.PENANALKNfVZl09A
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但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。585Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q1lZcHfwY
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我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。585Please respect copyright.PENANAinFD6VzQMd
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我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。585Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0HEm85jPm
585Please respect copyright.PENANASrG8jmxzsn
係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。585Please respect copyright.PENANASKA9BQKeF1
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呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……585Please respect copyright.PENANAK70mx4jb3k
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係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。585Please respect copyright.PENANAmwSYZTXp4K
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但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。585Please respect copyright.PENANAOXept6fLIy
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如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?585Please respect copyright.PENANAFNrYuaEkuM
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但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。585Please respect copyright.PENANA0Vn504aR6c
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係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。585Please respect copyright.PENANA1aspJZF9NF
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唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。585Please respect copyright.PENANAdu6IqeEcYB
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當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。585Please respect copyright.PENANA9MsVILiRoL
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我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。585Please respect copyright.PENANAuTqEJ6mcKD
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但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。585Please respect copyright.PENANA9bvBtXXTRc
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呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。585Please respect copyright.PENANA3EatHeXLfc
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我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。585Please respect copyright.PENANA4Et2zx1Pfo
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一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。585Please respect copyright.PENANAf7AiKrrPJK
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呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。585Please respect copyright.PENANAZsWHBhvZgh
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我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……585Please respect copyright.PENANAaH2BhETNW3
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一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!585Please respect copyright.PENANAOw4yZBcrVQ
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然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。585Please respect copyright.PENANA1k6XhGuBOQ
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我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!585Please respect copyright.PENANAJDpWYGeIJx
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然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。585Please respect copyright.PENANAQh7vZQoQ7t
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我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。585Please respect copyright.PENANAKwDEsqvtVn
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我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。585Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3oH17JL1E
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我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。585Please respect copyright.PENANAx0rmwO7cPu
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我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。585Please respect copyright.PENANAYvYafquhul
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心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?585Please respect copyright.PENANALdHUMDtAmg
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可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。585Please respect copyright.PENANA5W5iTUaHCk
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我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。585Please respect copyright.PENANAypZoOrL808
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Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。585Please respect copyright.PENANAAhEt46UbJX
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由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。585Please respect copyright.PENANANPi6JdzX0o
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呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。585Please respect copyright.PENANASj2I7a2Gwr
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以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…585Please respect copyright.PENANAlOvX2KJzPr
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依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。585Please respect copyright.PENANA0iwU4UhHbI
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自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。585Please respect copyright.PENANA2IJpGmQeQJ
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直至我考完成個DSE……585Please respect copyright.PENANAgQfh8rbCu7
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DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。585Please respect copyright.PENANA404tL4pNTt
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呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。585Please respect copyright.PENANAgOGwFMWY30
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對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。585Please respect copyright.PENANAOgXjUU2tC3
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之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。585Please respect copyright.PENANACXLwiq8xrP
585Please respect copyright.PENANABLeTrKJQhB
DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。585Please respect copyright.PENANAOrLdJY72Db
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時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。585Please respect copyright.PENANA84B7BM7XMh
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係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。585Please respect copyright.PENANA8QOn5zaha5
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直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。585Please respect copyright.PENANArutpjm017d
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「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。585Please respect copyright.PENANA2uG4o4XiWz
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但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。585Please respect copyright.PENANAvxoZvw0ScQ
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唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?585Please respect copyright.PENANAvvS3COmGrJ
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我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。585Please respect copyright.PENANAf8ZgzOOXTA
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「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。585Please respect copyright.PENANAOgA5OAawAu
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我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...585Please respect copyright.PENANAlXMw6HovjM
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「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。585Please respect copyright.PENANAa2zKE6Jr9D
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「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。585Please respect copyright.PENANANGqvEi43cU
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「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。585Please respect copyright.PENANA4xqdHnnPF9
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「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。585Please respect copyright.PENANAcG7X7NtP74
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「Kitty佢要離開香港。」585Please respect copyright.PENANAMD2kgg1cXZ
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「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?585Please respect copyright.PENANAbIQ8G7x6tb
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我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。585Please respect copyright.PENANAnp8LHy6Ni7
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我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。585Please respect copyright.PENANAnBCXRR5nSH
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但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。585Please respect copyright.PENANAIzUCfTL98l
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「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。585Please respect copyright.PENANANGFjo5B1V7
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「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。585Please respect copyright.PENANAUAhfgd3EqZ
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「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?585Please respect copyright.PENANA0VlsdOLR4m
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咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。585Please respect copyright.PENANAoeYt94cohu
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移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。585Please respect copyright.PENANAYaNbHOkQEs
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嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。585Please respect copyright.PENANAWygkNRvfGC
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「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。585Please respect copyright.PENANAkFTiAXhXNk
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但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。585Please respect copyright.PENANAxDpUxRsdVV
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「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……585Please respect copyright.PENANAgCaEm5NDPa
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「8月XX號」585Please respect copyright.PENANAtlJgOEyzxc
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「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。585Please respect copyright.PENANABoLk09s9K7
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「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。585Please respect copyright.PENANAzskRYdgokf
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我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。585Please respect copyright.PENANAt4bjBSzmJr
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「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。585Please respect copyright.PENANA1W2gVncC4z
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「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。585Please respect copyright.PENANATJ79f0MYmV
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我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?585Please respect copyright.PENANAq3FwUsIv2K
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明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。585Please respect copyright.PENANAyi1QSZVBzr
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關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。585Please respect copyright.PENANA7S4URWSm5q
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不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?585Please respect copyright.PENANA8qz1uC8dlB
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我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。585Please respect copyright.PENANAAp8C1IqH82
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Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。585Please respect copyright.PENANAKEa7rT9YPT
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次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。585Please respect copyright.PENANAOWd72Af9ki
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我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……585Please respect copyright.PENANAl4ia5w18Jw
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「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。585Please respect copyright.PENANAMet8I1jFo6
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關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我585Please respect copyright.PENANAItMSWJstqz
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佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。585Please respect copyright.PENANAj1iKHzeNoW
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「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。585Please respect copyright.PENANAIzF4PtepDF
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從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。585Please respect copyright.PENANANydixza7P1
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「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。585Please respect copyright.PENANAHaalNmQJnT
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「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」585Please respect copyright.PENANAZibHQ3dKNP
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「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。585Please respect copyright.PENANAFYfKXc8vOE
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我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。585Please respect copyright.PENANAWSYubo2EVc
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然後關晴就轉身走咗。585Please respect copyright.PENANArzwqGyi9y6
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夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?585Please respect copyright.PENANAhNey4GGEQD