我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。541Please respect copyright.PENANAefSdPTdqt1
541Please respect copyright.PENANAbuTjA222Tw
對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。541Please respect copyright.PENANATjjtFtin7t
541Please respect copyright.PENANAJokTW97m1V
如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。541Please respect copyright.PENANA7IUmBFbzlx
541Please respect copyright.PENANAXWXfdxNgkI
之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。541Please respect copyright.PENANAkNfnvT5B45
541Please respect copyright.PENANAehD29oPKR0
我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。541Please respect copyright.PENANABScbNL2p9R
541Please respect copyright.PENANAjbCczd1yTC
好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。541Please respect copyright.PENANAc0e3CeVqzC
541Please respect copyright.PENANA8wJexeyZIT
我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。541Please respect copyright.PENANAxo7m3EceaJ
541Please respect copyright.PENANAG5z0Ckp9LZ
明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。541Please respect copyright.PENANAAQx5JkPrwV
541Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8pniJNzKn
下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』541Please respect copyright.PENANAEeRfY5PUQu
541Please respect copyright.PENANArhJWklDayW
再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』541Please respect copyright.PENANAjkI1ONib8x
541Please respect copyright.PENANAAdH5uG0Sco
好諷刺。541Please respect copyright.PENANARjRdrlMUbW
541Please respect copyright.PENANA9lGolq7Ccm
我笑咗……541Please respect copyright.PENANAnfZFeOcDqj
541Please respect copyright.PENANAgS80ycveur
我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAQbWpIju2Gj
541Please respect copyright.PENANAn1yxQZ7XGz
呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。541Please respect copyright.PENANA3rRecHIolz
541Please respect copyright.PENANA5PeV20SNec
我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAdL4S43bur1
541Please respect copyright.PENANAR3UEMfNv10
我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?541Please respect copyright.PENANAT24iD5oKpp
541Please respect copyright.PENANAxLwtFqiOAq
我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。541Please respect copyright.PENANAVdjvxlDScw
541Please respect copyright.PENANAbmaBqnnwPs
但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。541Please respect copyright.PENANAgET6nYHDRY
541Please respect copyright.PENANASed2wOsamK
我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。541Please respect copyright.PENANAaWRAAaO7kf
541Please respect copyright.PENANAcbZZk4AkLP
我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAliVU12XqEt
541Please respect copyright.PENANA7jVpSkSDpX
係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。541Please respect copyright.PENANANP2eWG47At
541Please respect copyright.PENANAax095Q23tu
呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……541Please respect copyright.PENANA1Slx3cynE2
541Please respect copyright.PENANAhTUv5OBXBQ
係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。541Please respect copyright.PENANAlHastnwUYP
541Please respect copyright.PENANASWzRfTbpul
但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。541Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7WQAKb4gn
541Please respect copyright.PENANAU6nANFBPLI
如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?541Please respect copyright.PENANAf1AWLsfrwq
541Please respect copyright.PENANAvY5RsvQRct
但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5ddzmT1PYO
541Please respect copyright.PENANA4KLmj6jpYH
係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。541Please respect copyright.PENANAhcaPU0ZXAJ
541Please respect copyright.PENANA4G8RWgZcTq
唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。541Please respect copyright.PENANAXwrPo4DF7L
541Please respect copyright.PENANAetYsVAYv8Q
當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。541Please respect copyright.PENANA63qC7XCDtB
541Please respect copyright.PENANAwTP4b5FEQG
我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。541Please respect copyright.PENANAiE5GjWEGQT
541Please respect copyright.PENANAHothHWqTx1
但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。541Please respect copyright.PENANASb7wOfBWeG
541Please respect copyright.PENANAQnCVfxIiOJ
呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。541Please respect copyright.PENANADaDK2R6i4R
541Please respect copyright.PENANAjZx5XaGkJO
我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。541Please respect copyright.PENANAWbVDdwQR0d
541Please respect copyright.PENANAPq5OWVfDjt
一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。541Please respect copyright.PENANAgvGHY3ra8Q
541Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ir6yjGFG
呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5a4GtS7i6T
541Please respect copyright.PENANAwBMjlUzi3q
我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……541Please respect copyright.PENANAj0qbE8IWv0
541Please respect copyright.PENANAam1lhZjHAW
一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!541Please respect copyright.PENANAkfq55TMbBL
541Please respect copyright.PENANAjCoxiEuacY
然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAfDod9IRfO8
541Please respect copyright.PENANAOeylAxb23g
我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!541Please respect copyright.PENANATeOeyYvgAG
541Please respect copyright.PENANAriT0dB6uha
然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。541Please respect copyright.PENANAV8H9e2r4nl
541Please respect copyright.PENANAEUDe28veMP
我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。541Please respect copyright.PENANALtPvrKnjGR
541Please respect copyright.PENANALEq1DxT0a4
我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。541Please respect copyright.PENANASmSPWcKe5g
541Please respect copyright.PENANAd99sVs58A8
我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。541Please respect copyright.PENANAu7FjSBuWfY
541Please respect copyright.PENANAXaspNnT4kB
我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。541Please respect copyright.PENANAYswYkBcKxd
541Please respect copyright.PENANAUzYOrXeuv6
心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?541Please respect copyright.PENANAzA0J4Wu4SE
541Please respect copyright.PENANAclRJrbMx2X
可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。541Please respect copyright.PENANAyYzyhD2Dcz
541Please respect copyright.PENANAM3syNSxBNW
我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。541Please respect copyright.PENANA4QntZCpRt1
541Please respect copyright.PENANAh7MWYHkVK3
Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。541Please respect copyright.PENANAGJitqdX9tE
541Please respect copyright.PENANApXXwKwj1XN
由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。541Please respect copyright.PENANAYTcfY9Jrd8
541Please respect copyright.PENANADIpe8vyemn
呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。541Please respect copyright.PENANAzZ10SOtTAM
541Please respect copyright.PENANAD8dCC9VFzJ
以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…541Please respect copyright.PENANAXc2lPpX0sd
541Please respect copyright.PENANAvDv6pAZwQW
依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。541Please respect copyright.PENANAyPbCy2C7mi
541Please respect copyright.PENANAu1UpYHw64x
自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。541Please respect copyright.PENANAa88TzhFmRM
541Please respect copyright.PENANAPwLVoqm6XZ
直至我考完成個DSE……541Please respect copyright.PENANAB7L2W6uqyf
541Please respect copyright.PENANALmkLcEE6eX
DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。541Please respect copyright.PENANAzUR6XWk1qe
541Please respect copyright.PENANAqlVvoVo7a3
呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。541Please respect copyright.PENANADY5SP718bC
541Please respect copyright.PENANAFSYAt2O7On
對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。541Please respect copyright.PENANAWnuxtQgVgP
541Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ9y56rTNC
之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。541Please respect copyright.PENANAevddGkebCh
541Please respect copyright.PENANAgnWae4YxJW
DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。541Please respect copyright.PENANAIQ35FVXH9o
541Please respect copyright.PENANApw3Es2so70
時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。541Please respect copyright.PENANARLGa7HgWmh
541Please respect copyright.PENANAVtwATqB55d
係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。541Please respect copyright.PENANAfPk7Lbrhrq
541Please respect copyright.PENANAIuFzhP5XLx
直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5TvdRA7Qsv
541Please respect copyright.PENANAfoKTaghsFK
「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。541Please respect copyright.PENANASNE9GWKcpt
541Please respect copyright.PENANAaKEuQkQUMV
但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。541Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4VtRHMGEM
541Please respect copyright.PENANAsa34Kpg9DA
唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?541Please respect copyright.PENANABbBfiyK3hS
541Please respect copyright.PENANAV6RPJByJv9
我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。541Please respect copyright.PENANA7Gmd4E7AVT
541Please respect copyright.PENANAVOMONcJE32
「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。541Please respect copyright.PENANAQrBnPELnmT
541Please respect copyright.PENANATFALIsxh80
我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...541Please respect copyright.PENANAgdcty0DdL2
541Please respect copyright.PENANATkyZO6RinU
「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。541Please respect copyright.PENANAzrHiui1RVa
541Please respect copyright.PENANAraqj77LFvp
「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。541Please respect copyright.PENANAfnVq4OgiXB
541Please respect copyright.PENANAYLqdCxXYGl
「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。541Please respect copyright.PENANAN1IiARvWjr
541Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4WCYNZFNH
「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。541Please respect copyright.PENANAd7OYMtr6tz
541Please respect copyright.PENANA1FigZDc0b9
「Kitty佢要離開香港。」541Please respect copyright.PENANA1XP0PHfDit
541Please respect copyright.PENANA9u6whP74Gr
「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?541Please respect copyright.PENANAQlyS5bt6VS
541Please respect copyright.PENANApGD5eB7mpO
我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。541Please respect copyright.PENANAUHb8pm06FB
541Please respect copyright.PENANAFqjSraPjJc
我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。541Please respect copyright.PENANAp8bDCJY9EY
541Please respect copyright.PENANAEO5WPoYP0h
但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。541Please respect copyright.PENANAUDTXwZfMrK
541Please respect copyright.PENANAqF2yCLl8ve
「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。541Please respect copyright.PENANAf3jU4lpjUC
541Please respect copyright.PENANAs1QxK7Qsyb
「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。541Please respect copyright.PENANAxmiHPNofcJ
541Please respect copyright.PENANAjSgwj2Oon2
「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?541Please respect copyright.PENANAPWn8yd4Hur
541Please respect copyright.PENANAGeeT7hSZd8
咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAcraI1Z4fq8
541Please respect copyright.PENANAkdKv88X6eh
移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。541Please respect copyright.PENANAklJflH2KMn
541Please respect copyright.PENANAz5QGDz3KcJ
嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。541Please respect copyright.PENANA3DMwK7Tidc
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「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。541Please respect copyright.PENANAMvzmc7aOTs
541Please respect copyright.PENANAQbUAnLI4rd
但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。541Please respect copyright.PENANAbO0VJpcjbj
541Please respect copyright.PENANAL4ox9TT8Gw
「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……541Please respect copyright.PENANAHXB8SBCmco
541Please respect copyright.PENANAtwjKf7x9fD
「8月XX號」541Please respect copyright.PENANApR9kvJ8rp9
541Please respect copyright.PENANAEuXLuMsw0Y
「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。541Please respect copyright.PENANAdYAhRLY0ms
541Please respect copyright.PENANAnVYziZt62Z
「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。541Please respect copyright.PENANAbuotUofxyl
541Please respect copyright.PENANAvqojkNADo1
我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。541Please respect copyright.PENANAsxynMIMglo
541Please respect copyright.PENANAypyYNaqUH5
「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。541Please respect copyright.PENANAsvu8GDStsm
541Please respect copyright.PENANATb8Vv0jWw5
「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。541Please respect copyright.PENANAyC1cvoKrE1
541Please respect copyright.PENANAwiPOL3OSR8
我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?541Please respect copyright.PENANADQg2AER5Un
541Please respect copyright.PENANARCGYbPseSw
明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。541Please respect copyright.PENANA4GCCnHlTgi
541Please respect copyright.PENANADLSVOlmhFF
關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。541Please respect copyright.PENANAeyuJqVRQlK
541Please respect copyright.PENANAbcucNeaSZI
不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?541Please respect copyright.PENANAwNIHGBmp4f
541Please respect copyright.PENANA8myQjyz61F
我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。541Please respect copyright.PENANAteAy6GilXz
541Please respect copyright.PENANA6gTJFLdzOs
Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。541Please respect copyright.PENANAN4994gxUV5
541Please respect copyright.PENANAJk6BfsblH6
次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。541Please respect copyright.PENANAAuwjZRQ5MF
541Please respect copyright.PENANAkfPYswIiHG
我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……541Please respect copyright.PENANAUEL2HatGFc
541Please respect copyright.PENANAyF5e1A49Ya
「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。541Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ1OakspUr
541Please respect copyright.PENANAufvsVaySCB
關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我541Please respect copyright.PENANAM9HiPUvvUO
541Please respect copyright.PENANARC7u8HDEdw
佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。541Please respect copyright.PENANAjIRXoUcdfq
541Please respect copyright.PENANA2hQE32vXIV
「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。541Please respect copyright.PENANAWqmb8vejQI
541Please respect copyright.PENANAh6SA0aQRet
從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。541Please respect copyright.PENANAidg8soKZ4h
541Please respect copyright.PENANA3z5oA1tTVe
「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。541Please respect copyright.PENANAS33Dki9dge
541Please respect copyright.PENANAQrelRDw1p8
「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」541Please respect copyright.PENANAW0z3GZUj55
541Please respect copyright.PENANAjlQTerDlpQ
「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。541Please respect copyright.PENANAMpio2JxBeQ
541Please respect copyright.PENANArCjTdDnWU6
我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。541Please respect copyright.PENANAdiIOFPiz5r
541Please respect copyright.PENANAI4mkEPcJVg
然後關晴就轉身走咗。541Please respect copyright.PENANAhTGvGZfNuu
541Please respect copyright.PENANAVA2NeCOHWk
夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?541Please respect copyright.PENANAtQ0YA7emd2