那時候的我是處於比較低潮的時候。484Please respect copyright.PENANAkvyZiELD3r
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我發了一個夢,484Please respect copyright.PENANADXYZlSYv6j
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夢裡的我很想死,484Please respect copyright.PENANADlQHsj7kmu
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但我卻發現自己擁有了不死之身。484Please respect copyright.PENANAarje1dudgx
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在夢裡用了很多方法嘗試自殺但傷口卻在我感覺自己快死時奇蹟癒合。484Please respect copyright.PENANAVTFXTDVQUL
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自殺時那種感覺是真切的痛,即使在夢中亦會感受到刀片在手腕的肉裡移動,血液慢慢從身體中抽離那種痛不欲生的感覺。484Please respect copyright.PENANAqE85xF1RqZ
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每次承受這些痛時都想著沒關係,再忍一下,死了就不會痛苦了,但它卻慢慢癒合。484Please respect copyright.PENANA6DqG1QenVX
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這種感覺真是生不如死。484Please respect copyright.PENANAZumM8mZphe
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在絕望中我開始不斷向路人請求他們殺死我,但沒有人理會我。484Please respect copyright.PENANAaNoo3AnZGo
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於是我坐在街上哭,那時候有一位先生經過說他可以完成我的願望,然後他也讓我死了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAy8kNC5Vcwt
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死了的我看見家人在我喪禮上痛哭,心也一下一下的抽痛著。484Please respect copyright.PENANAytS2ZZm3ZS
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看見自己剛出生的那天,看見自己笑。484Please respect copyright.PENANAdOSXQ95U6G
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那一剎那我不想死了。484Please respect copyright.PENANA61gQw7RE25
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冷靜下來之後覺得自己真的好衝動,受了一點點挫折就想死。484Please respect copyright.PENANAXdwsvQSirm
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我又開始哭,哭累了抬起頭發現自己在漆黑的房間內,那個先生坐在我身旁對我說“嗯,死了就什麼都沒有了”484Please respect copyright.PENANAjDCB5wHiHW
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然後我就醒了。484Please respect copyright.PENANAjpUWCSeQoh
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那天不用上學我就這樣睡到下午一點多,即使家人在罵我遲起床,但我卻覺得能活著真好,至少可以在生活中發現美好。484Please respect copyright.PENANACzkKswnnuZ
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對以前的我就是那麼悲觀但……最可怕的是我竟然忘記那位先生的樣子了(๑ १д१)如果是個帥哥的話怎麼辦!484Please respect copyright.PENANAYS7LVmJ7Cm
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