Living A Lie707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUHczS6ia2
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSnaWL0Rwl
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GCzTsvdLK
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDBF4LfmpN
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5n1oA4j7I
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42xHsZBZw5
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc87Fu1rWl
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN97Z7ReIxQ
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7S5fkxgWS
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSagcig6cCV
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMWSGjFRBn
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3clspeXB1
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pTzjHhhkj
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJYp1rCM8u
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsKHvovcW
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jw2RWw1bR
She said, 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UjWAgitkX
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKV1D2tEX8
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqUEWybCMQ
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUniTaefWqT
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZimHFP0ou0
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0611t3NDI
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzvK7cQVJ3
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLGu3nWsks
"Psycho" and "Loser". 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPU0vVwACD
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06nxBBGBkl
After i settled I asked him707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SOM6TPtkv
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LjRjzUBaG
He looked at me in surprise and said707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uHy7WtMl3
" Why would i tell any one"?? 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVFy2ACr5T
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZtw6Fpor4
"Then who told this"??707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVTLPPDCc9
He hesitated a moment and then said707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtwsfUBomm
" Liz"!! 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsYDr9vRv0
I was moved by this answer.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhcsS9NsED
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeydmAHxz8
My heart gave a loud Thump. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qTEdJKnCr
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1e6Momrfm
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S2VpAJgj2
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YzTOLRBpc
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViFmhrBYgQ
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWEgNsHfjz
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYTYvFgzTJ
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyPT9r2lZN
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJPllaAoVa
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!707Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU68TgoVHGM
