Living A Lie598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEAvTblNa2
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNybgfy9yF
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TcLUC0NEJ
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsgPmdpEFV
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedCqpHe7nx
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtD8VQzFFz
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFwmbbIL2g
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRWCbxy7fa
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqJuDSuaMw
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXApmDSDgJ8
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYwfZ8B1UZ
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWqS3dPQK4
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRmJF9WBs3
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZOTggOg2d
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyoBl9T1p6
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqOP34CW0m
She said, 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLci8ab1Lo6
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7U9iacidY
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3MfeHcAQq
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzctVOHoY3
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cADOeSw1e
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpwNgzuxsZ
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJdTOxmS81
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbzgPqV1wO
"Psycho" and "Loser". 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltGfu6Ac73
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaEqF7KQMd
After i settled I asked him598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbjW3n41e4
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAPwFvHFMQ
He looked at me in surprise and said598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibvuaWO7cl
" Why would i tell any one"?? 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTw98Jrzgq
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyDaH6GuFg
"Then who told this"??598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oqHn9s4FB
He hesitated a moment and then said598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQtefYV5Bm
" Liz"!! 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmTS2gCWAQ
I was moved by this answer.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaibkPaHuc
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNG9Jf2jIG
My heart gave a loud Thump. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JOUAxIInT
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRNOL4kpAb
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVOOfBkHCo
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmylZLvPFQ
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLg92dbW97
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fpf4Nmnqp
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG87W4qglG
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b0gtDBFUn
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcapSWdUHQU
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5hm6rDNty
