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Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfthmv4Pj3
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjMpZT278h
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jbu7R38Zn
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9OMIBnLVa
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiTNQ6bzTr
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtw0vbCgq2
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCVs40I8mZ
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8aLIq4muj
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtLvS2l0UM
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrxYwp1UU9
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK66sF0TpxE
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKnERKcR1W
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj4Z6fXYiF
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjevZTEEkK
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPhqX5R5g5
She said, 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNtDfWOObm
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEqPOtqZrS
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJLg9wwrcz
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cmijrVfpb
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEDSaUBDK2
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3JVrR8c9C
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41WZqIqcFm
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvwxz9jgWA
"Psycho" and "Loser". 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjz1hwYzH4
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ21OHWrJs
After i settled I asked him645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlT21fOR7r
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXPlhfcSo4
He looked at me in surprise and said645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3174WQRYwS
" Why would i tell any one"?? 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRw01W2pKJ
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfszC6QaC0W
"Then who told this"??645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK7W1O7A6b
He hesitated a moment and then said645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaDQRVEJZB
" Liz"!! 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRfWuYk3LW
I was moved by this answer.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo246oQV77
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nuIiKUkIx
My heart gave a loud Thump. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ShjxoVMNf
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJarGr3JVs
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBblD8UgOM3
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcH5N2GusS
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV7MwOzdfj
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxWidg0hsS
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRjmpWWaVQ
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4e4TDSOig
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp89PtGv2P
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB9Qoa1V6P
